*** This is a continuation of my Fall From Grace - A Mother's Story series. After successfully breaking the resistance of my selfish, self centered, cruel mother, it is now time to train her to be the mother I want her to be. I figured since I have the chance to train her into whatever I want, why stop at just "loving and supportive", when I can take her all the way to "always available mommy slut"? In lesson one, I discussed creating the proper environment to learn. In lesson two, I explored her limits. In this lesson, I will use clothing to reinforce her previous training and ensure she is always in the right frame of mind. This is a variation of dressing for success. In her case, I will have her dressing for excess. I hope you enjoy her journey ***
Lesson 3: How to Dress For Excess.
I still can't believe how quickly my mother turned around. I have had surprising success drawing other women out of their sexually repressed shells before, but my mother was more than just sexually repressed. When she arrived at my door, she had lived her whole life she as a bossy, overbearing and often cruel person. Therefore, I expected it to be much more challenging to break her down, in order to begin the process of building her back up. Apparently, her cruel treatment of people throughout her life, had prevented her from feeling any true love or intimacy with another person. As a result, she responded exceptionally strongly, to the intimacy I offered her.
Although I am still rather young at 28, I am very experienced in the Domination and submission life style. Perhaps it was growing up with a cruel and unloving mother, that shaped me early, to take control in my relationships. Maybe it was some repressed resentment toward my mother, that drove me to sexually control the women in my life. I am sure some Psychiatrists would have a field day exploring my sex life, but I am very comfortable with who I am and how I live my life. The irony of it all, is that it resulted in me becoming exactly the kind of man, that my mother needed. I am strong enough to wrestle control from her and break her, but loving enough, to build her back up in a nurturing way.
I quickly identified that her brazen, brash, and cold style, was armor she wore, to protect a hurt, vulnerable, and emotionally needy interior. Therefore, when I broke through this armor, she was laid bare emotionally, and ripe for manipulation. That is why it is very lucky for both of us, that it was me, who brought her to her knees. A more spiteful or cruel man, could really have ruined the rest of her life. Once she let the dam break, it released her overwhelming emotional longing. This is why I take my responsibility to care for her very seriously. This is why I am taking such care to train her and build her back up, so that she is not only what I want, but also what she will be happy with.
Because she was so sexually repressed, it was quite easy to use various sexual pleasures to build a reward system in her mind. In addition to the sexual satisfaction she feels, she also is strongly affected by the love and support, that she is unused to receiving. Using my nature control over her, and her desire to please me, I have been pushing her limits, to see how far she is willing to go. She continues to surprise me with how sexually adventurous she can be. I am discovering that she is quite a sexual thrill seeker, at heart. I guess, in this, the apple did not fall far from the tree, because I have always been a sexual thrill seeker.
I am finding that she responds very strongly to sexual stimulation, and when I have her aroused, she will do almost anything I ask. To capitalize on this, I am using a remote controlled, wireless vibrator. It is a dildo with a butterfly attachment that stimulates her clitoris along with her vagina. Along with these, I am using vibrating clips on her nipples. They are not overly tight or painful, like nipple clamps. They are only tight enough to stay in place and intended for wear under her bra. I can control any one, two, or all three, to constantly change the location and intensity of the stimulation. Also to enhance her constant state of arousal, I have her walking around the house in only her bra and thong.
For the most part, I am using the vibrators sparingly, to keep her just at a low simmering level of arousal. However, when I discuss how pleased I am with her, and the progress she is making, I subtly increase the stimulation. When I tell her about how great it felt when she was sucking my cock earlier, I increase the intensity a bit more. Then I ease off, when we discuss more mundane topics. Then, increase the intensity again, as I compliment her on how great her ass felt, when I had my cock deep inside her. I am subtly programming her mind and body to respond with great pleasure, when ever she thinks about sexual acts with me.
I notice immediately, that she has started to bring up sexual topics on her own, in order to get the sexual stimulation from the vibrators. I am not sure if she is doing this consciously, but I reward her anyway, to make sure she always remembers that sexual thoughts and desires are rewarded. I also notice that she is touching herself a lot more now. Sometimes it is subtle, such as wrapping her arms over her chest and squeezing her tits "accidentally" together. Other times, it is very overt and I see her rubbing her fingers along her overstimulated pussy lips.
I call her out, as she does this. I want to reinforce that I am the one who controls her sexual satisfaction. "I see that my horny mommy can't keep her fingers off her needy cunt. Does mommy want to cum? Does mommy need to cum?" I ask her.
"GOD yes," she exhales in a breathy voice, so laced with sexual desperation, that I get hard instantly, hearing it.
I tell her, "You know better than to touch your naughty cunt without asking for permission. If you really want it... If you really NEED it, ask me nicely."
"Ppppleasssse, Ssssirrr, my GOD PLEASE, I need to touch myself and make myself cum," she begs me.
I hold my hand out in front of her, and at the level of her pussy. I tell her, "Use my hand mom... rub your wet, needy pussy on my hand... use my hand to get off."
She almost jumps onto my hand. I immediately feel that she has soaked through her white lace thong. She is rubbing so hard against my fingers that I can feel her swollen pussy lips mold around them. As she grinds downward, she presses HARD against my palm, to increase the vibrator stimulation against her clit. As she does this, I max out the vibrator intensity on her nipples and clit, as well as the vibrator inside her. "FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK," she screams out, and her legs buckle, as she cums very hard.