I sat staring at my half naked body in the mirror. My large sagging tits, the droopy look of my face. My youthfulness, long gone. A middle-aged woman stared back at me. Was that really me?
I stood, pulled down my pj bottoms and stepped out of them. I looked again into the mirror. Yes, that frumpy looking old lady was me. I shrugged, walked to my bedroom door, closed it, locked it.
I didn't want any intrusions, distractions. I wanted some solitary me time. I went into the bathroom, turned on the tub tap, tested the water with my hand until it was hot and plugged the drain. I reached under my sink cabinet. I found the container of medicated bubble bath and poured in a good amount. I sat on the edge of tub watching the suds grow. My thoughts drifted to images of my son. Him standing over me. His young firm cock in my mouth. His face buried in my pussy with my hands holding his head there. The look on his face when he came. Was it all real, it felt real? Was it all just a hypnotic illusion? Was it a fantasy, a desire, I want fulfilled? Where did these thoughts, images, even come from?
"Oh Jesus!" I called out loud, as I noticed the water was passing the over flow of the tube and the bubbles where escaping over the sides. I laughed and turned off the tap.
I stood, dipped my toes through the sudsy bubbles. I winced, the water was very hot. I slowly dipped my foot through the foam into the tub, then the other foot. I slowly lowered myself, letting my calves and thighs getting used to the near scorching water. When my butt it the water I lifted it up quickly. Then I eased my ass backdown, I cringed as my pussy touched the water.
My whole body tingled as I submerged into the steaming water. I let out a satisfying, "AH", as I leaned my head on the back of the tub. The heat soaked into flesh. I closed my eyes. I let my mind go blank, shutted out the varied incestuous, disturbing images and thoughts.
I concentrated on the soothing warmth and silky texture of the water, skimming my hands just below the surface, causing a small wave to ripple across the surface.
"Sleep mom, sleep," Eric's voice was so soft, so sweet, it didn't startle me. His tone relaxed me even more. I listened to him give me detailed instructions for me to follow the rest of the afternoon. He asked me if I understood. I replied I did. Then there was silence.
I opened my eyes and looked around the room. I was alone. 'Strange,' I thought, 'I could have sworn Eric was talking to me.'
The water turned tepid. I released the plug, turned on the tap. When the water ran hot again, I turned on the shower and rinsed the silky film covering my body. I ran my hands over my legs. They were smooth, barely any stubble, no need to shave. I put my face up to the stream letting it splash against my face. I shampooed and conditioned my hair, rinsed it out, turned off the shower and toweled myself off. I wrapped my hair in a towel turbin and another around my chest, that barely covered my behind. I started to reach for the deodorant, "No deodorant," Eric's voice, like a thought, stopped me. I paused, then walked out of the bathroom and sat at my vanity.
I felt like I was in a daze. I knew what I was doing, but yet, I was unsure why or what I had done or was to do next. I was in the moment. I looked at myself in the vanity as I applied my make up. I reminded my image, "Not as heavy as before." I squinted at myself, was I following instructions? I shrugged, whatever.
I gave myself one last look and went back into the bathroom, removed the turban and blew dried my dark brown hair, brushing it out. I left it a little frizzy, giving it more volume and body. A thought echoed, again in my son's voice, "It looks sexier that way."
Back in my bedroom I picked out a black support bra and black panties. I put them on and then pulled on black support pantyhose. I looked in the full-length mirror. The support bra and pantyhose covered an assortment of my aging bodies imperfections.
I picked out a light, white, sheer cotton blouse, which revealed the outline of my black bra. Next, I tugged on a tight skirt that only stretched down two a couple inches above my knees. Again, I buckled on my three-inch ankle strapped heels.
I turned from side to side examining my encased body in the mirror. Not bad, I thought. This was the same outfit I'd wear when I went to Travel conventions. It seemed to draw a few more male clients and fellow agents to my booth.
The final touche, a spritz of strawberry scented perfume. I closed my eyes, took a deep breath. I opened my eyes and smiled, lipstick, I forgot my lipstick. I layered on the classic red lipstick, smacking my lips together and thought, 'Okay, I'm ready,' then asked myself out loud, "Ready for what?"
I sighed, and walked over to unlock the bedroom door. A shiver ran over me. The door was already unlocked. I was sure I had locked it. Did Eric come into my room? Did he talk to me? How did he get into my bedroom? How and why would my son do that?
I opened the door and walked downstairs to the living room. Eric was sitting there watching a game on the TV. I was about to ask him about the locked door when he turned and said, "Come and let me see."
I forgot about the door and walked over in front of him. His arms stretched on the back of the couch. I stood there as he eyed me up and down. He instructed me, "Turn." As I started to move, he added, "Slowly." I obeyed. "Arms straight out." I twirled slowly letting my son examine me.
He smiled, "Damn mother, you look good," with empathizing the word, "good."
Eric stood, unbuckled his jeans, letting them and his boxers fall to around his ankles. He sat back down and as if it was normal, said, "Before you go out and do what I told you to do, suck my cock."
For some ungodly reason, his brazen requst didn't startle me. Without hesitation I found myself moving over to him. I knelt between his bare wide open thighs, reached up and sucked the ripe, young circumcised head of my son's cock pass my moist red lips into my mouth.
I bobbed my head up and down on his dick, ran the tip of my tongue over his pee-hole, enjoying the mild salty taste of his pre-cum. Eric sighed, "God mom, it is so hot watching your face slide down my cock."
He let me make love to his cock. Eric's arms remained on the back of the couch. He didn't pump his cock into my mouth. He kept his body still and let me work on his tool. Licking it, sucking it, worshiping it, my boys tasty, succulent cock. I lashed at his dick with all the attention I could, wanting to please him, and at the same time, pleasing myself. I loved the smooth, yet firm, texture of it. The lovely feel of my son's penis in my mouth, feeling alive in my mouth then, much too soon, it expanded and the first glob of my boys sperm flooded my mouth and I gulped it down. The satisfactory sound of his groan came with the pent-up release of his seed.
The second surge of his cum again filled my mouth. I raised my lips and sucked on his circumcised helmet as he came. His luscious juice fed my perverse sexual need.
I continued to siphon the semen out of his throbbing member, until it was drained. I let his cock slip slowly from my lips and sat back on my calves looking up at my precious boy.
He had a pleased grin on his face. "Mom, you have a drop on the corner of your mouth."
I took my forefinger and swiped up the droplet of my son's cum escaping from the corner of my lips. I placed it on my tongue. I pressed the flat of my tongue against the roof of my mouth forcing its salty, bittersweet flavor into my tastebuds.
He turned the game back on. Looking around me at the screen and as an afterthought said, "Mom, your lipstick needs to be retouched."
I got off my knees and stood in front of him. He looked at me and with a little playful irritation in his voice, "Mom, I'm trying to watch the game."
I looked over my shoulder at the TV, shrugged, and walked out of the room. I glanced back at Eric, he was engrossed in the game.
I sat at my vanity. I closed my eyes and relived my son pumping his cum into my mouth, enjoying the after taste. I took a deep breath through my nose, opened my eyes. I looked at myself, the lipstick I had applied earlier was gone as if I hadn't put any on at all. I gave myself a devilish grin, Eric's dick must be smeared with it. I layered it on, smacked my lips. And thought again, 'I'm ready.' Then repeated the question, "Ready for what?"
I sighed and walked over to the bedroom door. I tried to open it, but it was locked. I looked at the knob. I must have locked it by accident when I came back up.
I opened the door and walked downstairs stairs to the living room. Eric was still sitting there watching the game. He turned and looked at me, "You look nice mom, you going out?". Then he looked back at the game. I moved in front of him. He said, annoyed, "Mom, I'm trying to watch the game."
I moved out of his way. I picked up my purse and keys. I looked over my shoulder as I left. Eric eyes never left the TV. My feelings were hurt. He acted like I hadn't just sucked his cock a few minutes ago and he had come in my mouth.