Confessions
We returned to the house later that afternoon. My brothers' plan was to watch some action movies that were, apparently, "extremely quotable" and then to drink and play board games. This was all perfect for me as I could simply exist around them, listening to them talk as well as put together food, drinks and snacks for all of us. These were things I knew how to do and needed to be done. More than that as I went about the kitchen and into the living room I felt the eyes of all three of my brothers on me and whenever I met their glance they gave me a smile. I fit here. It was simple. These were all rules and interactions that I understood.
As evening approached I decided it was time to cook an actual meal. I was amazed my brothers were able to subsist off of beer, chips and whatever else they could buy at a convenience store on their way here that first night. But now that we had settled in, I was hungry for real food. I met John's eye a few times as I was in the kitchen. Eventually he came over as I was looking through the cupboards in hopes my parents had some old pasta or something that we could eat.
"Any ideas for dinner?" John asked as he watched me searching the cupboards.
I was wearing some shorts, runners shorts and a tank top. I glanced over my shoulder and caught him looking at my butt. I liked that. "I had some ideas, but I am not sure Mom and Dad stocked the house enough for any of them," I said looking back into the cupboard but keeping my ass sticking up at my brother.
He was quiet for a moment and I knew he was looking at me. "I think I may need to go to the store," I said as I straightened out slowly. I turned around and faced John. He was leaning against the kitchen island sipping a beer and looking at me. "Any requests?" I said.
He winked at me and replied, "Perhaps" and then looked me up and down slowly. He had a kind of hunger in his eyes. It was that look. I realized I had only seen him look at me that way in darker moments, but now that I could fully see his expression in the light of the kitchen I realized that I could tell he was getting hard. He was looking at my chest now and so I stood up straight for him.
I am a zero. My brother's hard cock was like a one. I didn't understand the thought exactly so I let it linger in the back of my mind.
"Well if we are going to eat any time soon, then I will need to make a run to the store," I said quietly. I didn't like interrupting whatever John was thinking, but that part of me that wanted to take care of all three of my brothers was making it hard for me to know how to act at this moment.
John's eyes shifted from my chest back to my face. "Yeah you are probably right," he said. "I can come with you."
I smiled and nodded, "I would like that."
I walked past John and I felt his hand brush against mine so I stopped. His pink wrapped slightly around mine and I looked at him. Our faces were six inches apart. "I should probably change if we are going to go to the store," I said to him evenly. I opened my mouth to invite him to come upstairs with me but he cut me off.
"Don't change your clothes," he said to me directly.
The hair on the back of my neck stood up and I felt a tingle go down my spine.
"But I..." I started.
"Kates," he said gently but firmly. "You look perfect as you are. Better than perfect." He gave my pinky a squeeze.
I nodded and gave him a small smile. "Ok," I said and then turned slowly to get the car keys from the other counter. I felt his fingers slip from mine and then brush against the fabric of my shorts. I was wearing a very small thong beneath my shorts and it occurred to me that it may look like I wasn't wearing any underwear. I wondered if John liked that.
I grabbed the keys and then announced to Jeff and David,"John and I are going to the store real quick to buy real food. If you guys need anything while we are out then text me."
Neither of them turned to look at us and David gave me his usual "thumbs up" that he heard me. I felt John's fingers lingering on my butt. I just looked over my shoulder at him and said, "Well let's go."
He nodded and we left the house.
John decided to drive and I was grateful for it. I had been out to the lake house many times but the truth was I didn't know my way around that well on my own. Of course I could GPS the store but it was nice to just have John take charge and drive so all I had to think about was the list of food to buy.
We drove in silence for the first few minutes as I made a list on my phone. I knew John glanced at me a few times, but he could see I was in my "making a list" mode and so he was quiet to let me finish the task at hand. After setting up a simple meal plan for the next few days, I finished the food list and then put on some alcohol ideas for some mixed drinks I wanted to try. I took a deep breath, satisfied with what the plan was.
John put his hand on my bare leg.
"All set with what we need?" he asked me casually.
"Yes," I said. "Do you want to know the meal plan for the next few days?"
