Mom and I went to a BDSM New Year's party with me dressed as Tina her slave girl. She was in a Black leather cat suit. The number of fat women who tried to buy me from mom was amazing. There were a few men who tried too. I screwed up, spilling mom's drink just before midnight, that had the countdown happening on my back as mom and another domme, who also got mom's drink on her whipped me until midnight. At least they didn't use mom's whip at home but a type that had a nylon cord. It hurt much less but the effect of sixty in a minute was incredible. i was drained of energy, pain burning all over back, with a fervent resolution to never embarrass mom in public again.
As the people cheered for and sang Mom was there kissing and whispering that it was the new year, the past was done. We were going in with nothing bad from last year. Despite the pain it was the best new year I had ever had. I would have hugged her but I was still tied up. She got me loose quickly after that and took us home, she said my back was bleeding and made me lie in the back of the car on my stomach.
My back must have worried mom because she had me lie down in the lounge and took my chastity cage, collar, and cuffs off after treating the cuts. I lay on a quilt with her beside me stroking my hair. She was thinking, it didn't worry me because she would tell me as soon as she had the words. She was always upset when I didn't drink pain pills after something like this, I thought it was probably that on her mind.
"Do you enjoy it? Being whipped?" she asked.
"No, I hate it."
"Then why don't you use your safe word? why do you stay away from pain pills?"
I had used Caligula before. The night after Christmas I had used it as soon as mom tried sounding. Having needed to screw mom with a sound and that pain scared me.
"At the end of it there's you Mo-My Lady. That is what counts. It's never petty, this was not just petty sadism, I made you look bad and really embarrassed you. But you were at the end of it again, I knew you would be. Besides, its better to have it done and over. Crying too much would have embarrassed both you and I. The pain pills, well that's just me. "
"You don't mind me punishing you like this?"
"I want this before I have what my father and Maria had. Long arguments, long periods of being upset, my father escaping into booze and Maria just getting more upset until he said sorry and did something nice for her. I screw up, you tell me what I did wrong, I say sorry, you punish me, and then it's over. We still love each other and we go on."
"Thank you for that. I was whipping you and looking at you, and seeing the cuts, and you being fantastic. And I realized something. I realized that nothing matters to me except you and what you need to be happy. I would give you to another dominant if you needed that, find you a submissive if you needed.."
I wasn't very happy at the thought of anybody other than mom telling me what to do.
"You're who I want."
"And that submissive you were talking to? She enjoyed your company."
I saw what was bugging mom. She thought I might go chasing other girls with half a chance. There was only one thing to do. I stood up and took Presentation Position.
"I do not need anybody else mom." I said as she stared at me.
Mom also stood up and stepped close to fondle my balls with one hand while she hugged me with her other arm. She let go and her knee coming up hard and fast followed as soon as my balls dropped from the palm of her hand. Mom held me up as breath exploded from me and agony flooded my whole body.
"That was a wonderful gesture. Will you make it again tomorrow if I order it?" she asked.
She felt my balls again while I got my breath back. Then she let go and lifted her knee again. I gasped in agony and shook, mom held me up making soothing noises. She started feeling my balls again when I was breathing and my legs stopped trembling.
"If had wanted you to present them I would have ordered them. Presenting your balls is not just an assurance that you are not looking around. It's also a test of your submission."
And then she lifted her knee again. Somehow I didn't collapse and nearly cried at the agony in my crotch. Mom gently fondled my testicles again, she kept gently feeling them and holding me until I stopped trembling.
"You have no idea how sexy you are. You have no idea what seeing you speaking to that girl did to me. And you have no idea how much this means to me. Thank you."
Mom let me go and took a step back. She wiped a tear from her eye and smiled at me. I was wondering if I could stand normally again or better than that lie down, that was a no. She kicked me this time and let me fall to my knees crying at the agony. I was curled up in a little ball when mom spoke again.
"We can go back to mom and Timothy if you like. Come to bed when you have put the first aid kit away."
It was only the third when mom let me out of bed again. Then we had breakfast in the kitchen as usual with me cooking. She was looking at how I was walking and checking for damage beyond bruising. There was no serious damage to my testicles, she was worried about my pubic bone, pelvis and hips. Satisfied she agreed that we could go out.