I can't see myself being anything but a fuck toy for my family.
I mean, they love me.
They call me all sorts of cute nicknames. A cock sleeve. A cow. A worthless whore with nothing but fat tits and holes.
This is what love is.
Is there anything better than waking up to find your dad fucking you raw and slapping your tits like you don't even have feelings?
I don't think so.
They made me after all, it's the least I can do to them. I belong to them.
Sometimes when I'm at work, I'd replay the mornings in my head... the way my brothers would yank down my panties and laugh about how easy it is to just push in, how my body was practically begging even before I opened my eyes.
The way they grab handfuls of my fat, squeezing and mocking the way I jiggle under them.
I've stopped pretending I'm anything else.
I'm not the pretty sister.
I'm not the good daughter.
I'm not the smart one.
I'm just the house cow. The fat, soft girl they can fuck, humiliate, and leave dripping on the sheets, drooling from both ends.
And god, when they do... it feels like I'm finally fulfilling my purpose.
When they call me names, it makes me throb.
When they ignore me after they empty their loads inside, when they leave me leaking and used like a cumrag nobody bothered to wash... that's when I know I'm special.
Not everyone gets to be this for them.
Not everyone gets to be needed like this.
I love how they laugh when I moan too loud.
I love how they shove me into corners and use me like I'm nothing but a warm, wet hole.
I love how they don't even have to ask anymore, they just take.
They broke me down until the only thing left was a desperate, sloppy cow who would do anything for their touch.
And I'm so, so grateful.
I'm addicted to it.
To my family.
To the feeling of being worthless in their arms.
Isn't that what love really is?
Giving everything and begging for nothing?
Just existing to be used, bruised, laughed at, filled up, again and again and again.
Mornings are my favorite.
When I'm still half-asleep, drooling into my pillow, and I feel the mattress shift under someone's weight.
Sometimes I pretend I'm still asleep, just to feel how careless they are with me.
I don't get kisses or soft wake-ups like normal girls.
I get my legs forced open and a cock shoved inside me without a word.
No hello.
No asking.
Just use.
They'll grope at my tits, slap them, laugh about how fat they are.
They'll call me names I should probably cry about, but all I do is clench tighter around them.
It makes me feel... loved.
At first, I was exclusively used by my close family. Mom, Dad, and Brothers.