Ava must have known that I was not planning to act with any amount of clemency and started pleading for a lighter sentence. Her arms were tied and for good matter her nipples were attached so that large amounts of movement could become quite painful. At the moment I was tracing the paddle across her cheeks waiting for the right time to attack. I was quite enjoying her cries for forgiveness.
"Please sir I truly didn't mean to upset you. I was surprised and a little nervous when you suddenly did something like that. If there was anything I could do to change it I would."
"Do you know why I don't like it when you flinch away from me?"
"No sir I don't really understand it."
"When you flinch or run away from me it shows me that you don't trust me. That you don't believe in me to protect you."
"Of course not master, I never meant to give you that impression. I'm so sorry. I do trust you, with everything please sir you have to believe me."
"No I don't, such a naughty girl how can I believe anything you tell me?"
"Please sir, I didn't mean to make you feel that way. Punish me sir, I need to be punished or I won't be able to forgive myself for hurting you." This was the first time Ava had ever been asked to be reprimanded. I didn't quite know what to do about it. It was a much different feeling when she asked for the paddle. But, I couldn't necessarily consider it a bad feeling. My hand fiddled with the paddle in my hands trying to decide just what I was feeling. It was a quiet ache in the back of my mind about deciding that I in fact liked her begging. Her demanding me to hurt her as much as I love her it gave me a very profound sense of gratification.
"I'm sorry I don't think I heard you well enough. What do you want dear?" Tears had started forming in her eyes but I wasn't quite sure what from. Pain from her position, stinging from her nipple clamps or from some other reasoning I couldn't quite tell just what it was. Since it seemed like something else was going on with her I put a reassuring hand on Ava's shoulder. Her body relaxed at my touch. This was one of the parts I loved the most about my relationship with my little sister. I had an undeniable connection to her in a way that no one could understand. It wasn't just a matter of knowing her; it was an understanding of her. This understanding of her needs gave me more control over her. She had just shown that to me. The simplest touch from me relaxed her; even short sentences calmed her. It was control I had never had over another person before, and I adored it.
I celebrated in this thought that I was her everything. It was my greatest and most distressing accomplishment. There wasn't exactly an alarming amount of comfort knowing that I created this demand for my presence. It was sort of a like how a child would feel taking a cookie from the cookie jar and not getting caught. You enjoy that cookie because it is delicious and just what you want. But then you realize later that even though you got what you wanted, you had to betray someone's trust to get it. The guilt is strong but you still can't seem to regret what you did.
"Sir, I'm sorry for making you feel that I didn't trust you. Please punish me so that I can gain your forgiveness." Ava pleaded with me again just like I had asked her to. I let my hand slide across the small of her back gently and then let the paddle fly. The leather landed very sharply on her left cheek. She cried out and I could hear the chains moving. Ava's legs pulled together and she stomped one in an attempt to shake off the pain. I reacted by grabbing a hand full of hair and pulling her head up.
"No moving or I'll tie you down more and not another sound comes out of you." She bit her lip but still nodded to show that she would follow my orders. Testing her commitment I hit her right cheek. Her head flew back but she emitted no gasp or other noise. Her body remained still so I heard no noise from her cuffs or clamps. A smile drew across my face as I knew that there would be complete obedience from her. I placed my hand onto her back and threw another hit from the paddle. Another calm response from her solidified my belief that she would not make another sound or move until I told her she could. I continued on with her punishment until she had reached twenty hits. Since I didn't tell her how many spanks she would be receiving Ava was still tensing to wait for the next strike to come her way.
She seemed very relieved when I put the paddle down next to her head. Ava knew that I wasn't going to hit her again. But that didn't mean I was going to release her just yet. My hand slid up and down her spine. Her head turned to look at me and I was surprised to see a smile on her face. Granted I hadn't expected her to be angry with me but I had never seen her look so happy after a punishment. Even with tear streaks coming down her face there was no mistaking her happiness. As my hand slid down her back I came in closer to her sensitive regions. She could feel where I was going and spread her legs apart. Since her punishment was over I didn't care to mind it. I leaned down to her ear and pushed some hair away.
"You were such a good girl Ava. I know that wasn't easy for you to stay so still. I'm very proud of you." I kissed her cheek and moved in closer to her lower regions. She gasped when I slid underneath her underwear to get her dripping pussy. Ava stupidly attempted to move back closer to me but was met with the resistance of the nipple clamps. She nearly tore them off in the process. I was quite surprised, but also pleased at the discomfort she unintentionally inflicted. She gave me puppy dog eyes when she heard me chuckling behind her. I came up to her head and linked my finger into her collar. Slowly I pulled her back forward to release some of the tension she had created for her upper half.
