I feel that I am always the most impatient in the final moments of a long wait. For the past hour I had been staring at the clock found on my computer screen. I only had a few more minutes before I would be able to clock out and start my weekend. The first thing I would do is call Ava to see when I could pick her up.
I had to tell myself that it would be a phone call to plan our weekend not cancel it. My clock read five thirty and I was up and in my car before anyone could ask where I was going. I tried calling Ava on my way home. I was disappointed to get no answer from her. I fought with myself about whether or not I should drive to my parent's house or home. I decided on home. She could have gotten out of class later. I didn't know her schedule. As I pulled into my driveway, I was curious to find the light already on in my house.
I didn't see a car out front so I assumed it was one of my cousins that lived a few doors down that came to visit. They were welcome to let themselves in most of the time. I told myself that I was going to have a conversation with them now that I had a 'girlfriend.' I came in the house and was pleasantly surprised to find that it was not one of my cousins.
Ava was relaxing on the carpet in front of my couch. She had her phone in hand. It looked like she was reading something on it. She put it down when she heard me come in. I opened my arms to her with a smile. She jumped up and rushed into my embrace. I was happy to have her in my arms again. I kissed the top of her head.
"I missed you." I told her, rubbing her back lovingly.
"I missed you more." She answered back.
"How did you get here? More importantly, why did you ignore my calls?"
"Ella dropped me off after classes. I don't have any missed calls from you." She showed me her phone to prove what she said was true. Just then, my phone began to ring. It was Eric again. I answered it only because I knew he would keep calling if I didn't.
"Hey man, what's up? I'm kind of busy right now."
"Oh, sorry. I just wanted to invite you out for a drink. Since you left me hanging for a girl last weekend." I looked down at Ava. She could hear what was being said in the conversation. She was looking disappointed. She must have thought I was going to go out with him tonight.
"Sorry about that. Look, I know I ditched you last weekend, but I have something going on right now. I am working tomorrow. Maybe Sunday we can meet up."
"I'll hold you to that Aiden." I said goodbye and hung up. Ava thanked me.
"I was serious babe. I have work tomorrow. I have to get up early."
"I'm sorry, I can go home if you need me to." She tried stepping back but I drew her back into me by the waist.
"Ah, ah, ah that is not what I was saying." I looked down at her smiling. "What I was saying was that we'll only have time for one round tonight." She reached up on her toes to kiss me.
Our lips connected ignited the same flame that I had felt between us last weekend. If anything, it was even stronger. We fumbled through the house on our way to my bedroom. I couldn't wait any longer. We both clawed at the other's clothing trying to get it off of us. We laughed as we bumped into things as we went to the room. We didn't want to stop kissing each other just to watch where we were going. I lifted her up so she could wrap her legs around my waist. She pulled away from me. It seemed like she had something to say.
"What is it?" I tried coaxing her to speak.
"Um, what are your plans sir?" It sounded like some sort of trick question.
"It depends on what you want to do Ava." She understood that I was asking for her consent.
"I do want to be with you sir. I just wanted to know if you were going to...fuck me...or make love to me." I sat down on the bed with her in my lap. She was showing her nervous side again. I could tell she was struggling to convey what she wanted to me.
"What do you want me to do?" I let my hands massage her skin. "I can fuck you again, happily. It seems like you want something different though. It is your decision. What do you want to do?"
"Please don't tease me. Just tell me."
"Look Ava, I am getting in you either way; or either hole as it may be. This is your decision. I cannot make it for you."
"You really know how to confuse me."