I've lived in Cleveland all my life, born here, grew up here, dated, got married, had a baby, David, he goes by Davie, then divorced his son of a bitch dad who was fucking every woman in town but me. That was seven years ago. Since then, I've seldom dated and when I did, the guys never seemed to pan out.
So, Davie and I lived in a small bungalow, he had just turned eighteen when this more or less began and I was forty-one. He'd just gotten a girlfriend, Erin, who was pretty cute, Davie is a nice looking boy and I don't think they'd progressed very far in their physical relationship at that point but I thought it wise that I sit him down for a 'birds and bees' talk, phase two.
So, I picked a time right after dinner.
"I know you've just started going steady with Erin and I wanted to go over a few things now that you are getting more serious with a girl."
"Oh, geez, Mom, do we really have to? I know about all that."
"Yes, Davie, we have to. Too many kids today think they know all about everything but often don't. So, you'll just have to humor your mother on this, okay?''
I got a grumbly look as he slumped in his chair, so I went right ahead, "First, I want to know if you have any questions on your mind?"
"Oh, Mom, sure, lots."
"Well, for example?"
"Well, oh, man, look, if we're going to talk about this, can we really talk about it? I mean, do we have to use all the scientific words for everything?"
"You mean, can we talk about fucking and pussies and cocks?" I asked.
"Well, okay, um, what about condoms. God, I looked at the drugstore's shelves, there's a million of them, how do you ever pick one kind?"
So, I told him about keeping things simple with lubed, spermicidal ones with a reservoir tip.
Then he asked me about oral sex and I suggested that sometime, when the time came, to take a shower together and when they were both nice and clean, do it then.
He also asked about the pill, foams, all the other forms of contraception and disease prevention.
Then came the personal question that was on his mind.
"How do you do it, Mom? I think about sex all the time, twenty-four seven, how do you cope without a man to have sex with? How do you do it?"
"Well, Davie, the truth is that your Mom has several vibrators and, I'm sure, like you, I masturbate. Sometimes a lot. I think maybe you inherited my sex drive though your father was also a pretty horny guy. I think that's what initially attracted me to him."
I may have shocked him a bit but I did think it was true.
Now, Davie, after the divorce, began sleeping with me up until about a year ago when I kept feeling his erection pushing against me during the night and I more or less convinced him that it was time for him to sleep in his own room. But, ever since, I'd emptied lots and lots of crumpled, dried, crusty facial tissues from his wastebasket, obviously he's masturbating just as much as I am, well, maybe more, if I know teen boys.
This development of Davie's sexuality did stay on my mind at times, he would sometimes come out to the kitchen for his breakfast in his briefs, often bulged-out in a morning erection. I must say, I did look at it and enjoyed the feelings it created in my panties. I am human. I would lay there in my bed at night, legs parted, running the vibrator over my clit and wet pussy lips thinking about my son in the next room stroking his cock, cum spurting up out of it as he writhed in ecstasy.
"So, you do it a lot?"
"Yes, without a man around, it's all I have except for the times that I go out with Aunt Louise and go clubbing. Then, well, sometimes, a man takes an interest in me."
"You mean you have sex with him?"
"Yes, son, I'm a real, live woman and I have desires of my own. All the time."
"Mom, um, is it weird for a guy to dream about him mom, you know, like about having sex with her?"
I don't think I betrayed any shock at his question but inside I felt warm all over.
"It's a pretty common fantasy boys have, Davie, mostly pretty innocent. It's just one that's not very well accepted in society. People often have all kinds of fantasies, it's just not always a good idea to act on them. Sometimes you can end up having regrets."
That pretty much finished things and much of it probably didn't matter since Davie and Erin broke up soon after.