This is a fictional story where all participants are 18 years old or older.
Hello, my name is Sarah, I just turned 18. I am cheerleader, still in high school. I am 5ft 2in with 32B breasts, and shoulder length blond hair. I run just to keep myself fit and it helps me relax as I can be a bundle of energy as my father calls it. Running helps wear me down. My BFF Ashley, who is on the cheer squad with me, will run with me at times, which makes it more fun as we get to talk about everything and anything on the deserted roads outside of town, where we live. Being my BFF, we keep no secrets from each other.
Of course, I still live at home with my family. My father, Dan, gets home from work about 4-pm and as a side business he repairs lawnmowers and the like. He can fix anything with a motor, but using a computer to order parts, he is worthless. He gets me to run the computer for him. My older brother, Brad, is taking a gap year before going to college and currently works at one of the big box home improvement stores. He works second shift, so he gets home late after the store closes. My mother works an 8-5 office job, in town.
I have kissed a few boys, but had not had sex with any of them. I have busted my cherry with my hair brush one night when I was trying to satisfy myself. For now sex with an actual boy is out of the question. The boys I know are that, just boys, not very mature. I cannot see myself having sex with one of them in the back seat of a car or in a field. I also don't want to be the trophy for any of the boys, as every girl that I know who has had sex, the boy blabbed to his friends and they were the talk of the school. This happen to Ashley. She was so upset that everyone in school knew she had sex with Tommy. She was so embarrassed and it took weeks to get over the salacious gossip.
One day as I was sitting in free period in school, staring at the wall. I decided I wanted to be a woman, not a girl anymore. I asked myself what makes a woman? Confidence in herself and her body came to mind. I began to laugh at myself, being short and only weighing 95 lbs, does not instill a lot of confidence in anyone when surrounded by girls who are 5ft 9in, 120-130 lbs.
But my body is great, I think. I know a lot of boys call me a spinner and the looks I get from them, tells me I am desired. I began thinking about how to make myself more womanly. I thought the first thing I needed to do is be more confident about my own body.
When I got home, in my bedroom I took off my clothes and looked in the mirror. I had to admit to myself, I do look good. But do I have the confidence to show it. Looking out my window I could see my father was outside working on his mowers, and no one else was home. So I thought ok, I will go get a snack from the kitchen while naked. As soon as I opened my door and stepped out. I became very nervous and stopped to look around. Even though I knew no one was home, my confidence was completely gone. It was like opening the door to my room let all of the confidence run out of me.
I went back in my room and sat on the bed, contemplating what happen. I told myself, I am a cheerleader, I stand in front of a crowd in a little skirt, I wear shorts and a small top and go running on public streets, but I cannot go naked in my own house. It wasn't logical. I knew then I had to get use to being naked and use to others possibility seeing me, specifically men, as being naked in gym class showers with the other girls does not seem to be a problem.
I began to consider where I could get men to see me naked. The answer was no where other than a strip club and that was not going to happen. Then I thought about my brother and father, they would be safe, but it would be kind of weird, but then again they are family, surely family members see each other naked. Europeans families to go the beach naked together. After all of these thoughts, I reminded myself, I need to get me use to being naked first, before I even consider letting others see me.
I became mad at myself for being such a coward earlier. I looked out the window and my father was still outside. I stood up and used my anger to defiantly walk out of my bedroom and down the hall. Feeling a little better about myself, I went downstairs and as I did, I was becoming nervous again. I kept checking to see that no one was coming, but I held my ground.
After about 10 minutes, I began to get use to all of the sounds I was hearing. Nobody was coming I told myself. I continued to watch for my father, but he made no effort to come in the house. Then I heard the garage door opening, my mother is home. I quickly ran back to my room and closed the door.
Looking in the mirror, my face was all red, I was so embarrassed at almost being caught. However, I was far from actually being caught, it took my mother another few minutes before even coming in the house. I put on my running outfit and left my room with no cares who saw me. Even though my running clothes are skin tight, you can clearly see the form of my body, while my arms, my legs, my back, and my stomach are all uncovered. The barely two square feet of thin clothing gave me all of the confidence to be seen by others. How can this be logical I wondered.
As I passed my mother, I said "I am going for a quick run see you in a while."
Running down the road I began to give myself some goals to get use to my body. I need to get use to being naked when by myself. I was half way through my run and my thoughts were interrupted by my need to pee, which I completely forgot about before I left the house. I began to think about stopping and going behind a tree. Something I never had to do before. It seemed so public, but then I thought about what I had just promised myself.
I looked for a place with trees to hide behind and there were plenty around. I slowed down and went off the road and in to the trees. It was very quiet, other than for some birds chirping and the light wind blowing the branches. Cautiously, I walked till I found a place that afforded me cover from the road. I was nervous again and shook my head as this is so silly, no one is around.
I pulled off my top and the cool May air was felt on my breasts, my nipples instantly became hard. I ran my hand over my nipples and they began to tingle and were now covered in goose bumps. I listened and looked around, not hearing or seeing anybody, I slide my shorts down and stepped out of them. The cool air blew over my sweaty pussy, which left goose bumps all over my body.
I spread my legs and squatted down. Sitting there listening to the birds chirp, was so peaceful. I began to pee and the stream seemed so loud hitting the dry leaves below me, I thought surely someone would hear me, but I had to remind myself, no one else is around.
Finished, I stood up and walked closer to the road. I then heard a car coming, it sounded like it was only a few yards away as I quickly hide behind a tree. However, it took about twenty seconds till the car actually passed me, longer than I thought. I stood and rested against the tree for another couple of minutes, just taking in the fact I was naked in the woods, letting my mind get use to what I was feeling.
I ran my hand over my breasts and my nipples. Then I ran my hand over my pussy, I was so wet, and I knew it was not pee. I had not thought about how being naked would make me so excited. After a few minutes, I put on my clothes and continued running home. I had a grin on my face after playing around nude in the woods. I may have to do that more often, I really liked it, I though to myself.
Once I got home I had dinner with my parents and then worked with my father to order some parts. The next day at school I invited Ashley to go for a run with me. That afternoon when I arrived home from school, I stripped off my clothes and went downstairs. I was not as nervous as yesterday, but still nervous. I did not stay nude too long as I had to meet up with Ashley.
We began running and I told Ashley all about my thoughts and what I did yesterday. Ashley was very quiet and let me finish talking before she smiled at me and then told me, "I know what you mean, I think I am like that, I am happy for you."
That is why I like Ashley so much, she is always very supportive. As we were coming closer to the place where I peed yesterday, I slowed down and pulled Ashley with me.
I showed her the place and then said, "I need to pee again."
I saw Ashley take in a deep breath.
"Go ahead, I will wait for you over here."
"Do you want to try being naked too. I mean, you just told me you are shy about it like me?"
"I don't know, I had not really thought about being naked in the woods."