I woke to the morning light in my face, shining a bright orange-red through the window. I could hear the rooster outside, crowing loudly, something that roosters do all the time when they're awake. Maxine wasn't awake yet, which was probably for the best. I gently removed my arms from her, and went to piss, then finally worked my way to my room to get dressed for the day. I decided jeans would be fine. It was clear the electric had been turned back on sometime through the night, as various lights were on in the house. I turned them all off on my way through.
I stood on the porch, looking out toward the property. My thoughts again returned to the previous night, how my sister and I had sex... it had become all too real to me, evidenced by the fluttery, but bitter feeling in my stomach.
What was I feeling? Anxiety? Regret? I didn't know, but the feeling wouldn't go away, and I didn't much like it. I'd sated my sister's desires, by giving in to her, but my original apprehension was valid, and still with me.
A part of me hated myself for not telling her 'no', but another part of me wanted more... and that scared me. It was clear I couldn't control myself when she made advances toward me, and that meant she was in total control over me in some way.
I wondered if she was aware of this, or if she simply felt that I'd given myself to her freely, rather than out of pure, blind lust. It didn't really matter, the deed was done, whether I liked it or not.
A pair of hands interrupted my thoughts, as they slid around my waist. I could feel Maxine hug me from behind.
"Good morning," she said.
"Morning."
"Why don't you come back to bed, we can always get up again later. It's early," she said.
"We need to talk about what happened," I turned around.
She was completely naked, and quite the sight, there was no denying it. There was no reason for her to get dressed, since no-one was at the farm aside from us. Without a soul for miles, someone could probably go naked a full day out here.
"Um, okay..." she said.
I motioned for us to go in and sit down on the couch, and we both made our way there, after I closed the door.
"I don't know how I feel about us having sex, Maxi," I admitted.
"Mick, we talked about this, it's just sex!" she said.
"But it's not just sex, Maxi. I don't know what this means for us now. Are we a couple? Do I consider you my girlfriend? Are we going to keep having sex?" I said.
"Okay, look. We had sex... it was short, it was awkward, it wasn't even that satisfying, but it counts. We can't go back on that, so you need to be honest with me... do you regret what we did?" she said.
As she spoke, I couldn't help but admire the view, and I got hard from thinking about how we fucked. I was obviously conflicted about the incident, and being attracted to her didn't help.
"Mick...?" she shook me.
I finally snapped out of a daze, unsure how long she'd been trying to get my attention before grabbing my shoulders.
"I don't know, Maxi... I think what happened has changed me in ways I can't describe yet," I said.
"In a good way... or a bad way?" she mumbled.
"I'll let you know," I said. "But..."
"But...?" she said.
"You're seriously making me really horny, sitting here naked like this."
"It's obviously not hard to get you off, bro. I mean, you lasted like twenty seconds inside me before blowing your load," she laughed.
"Because you're fucking hot, and you were practically choking my dick in there!" I laughed with her.
"And you enjoyed it," she started unbuttoning my jeans.
"Um... duh? It was still sex, Maxi," I laughed.
She unzipped my pants and yanked them off before grabbing my cock in a death-grip.
"You're not gonna get all 'I was changed by this experience' on me this time, are you?" she leaned down and pressed her lips to my tip.
"If you're gonna suck me off, then go for it. It's not like we haven't done that before," I shrugged.
"Oh no, mister. You made me wake up alone, then told me you're not sure if you regret fucking me, so you're gonna get it," she teased.
She got up, and pulled me along with her by my dick, all the way back up to her room, and into her bed. I laid down, expecting her to start sucking me off, but instead, she simply stroked my cock slowly.
"Is this supposed to be my punishment?" I laughed.
"Oh, you think I'm gonna let you get off?" she smiled. "I'm gonna make you beg for it."
"Oh yeah? How you gonna do that?" I said.
"I'm gonna jerk, and tease, and lick your cock, then when you're getting ready to cum, I'm gonna stop."
"Sadistic bitch," I laughed.
