This story is a repost of a story I had previously had taken down.
All the characters in this story are over 18.
This story is fiction.
This story is 100% written by me.
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Daniel was going to let his mind go there for just a moment. It wouldn't be long, just a split second so he could clearly see what was going on. He looked at the picture of his sister he had on his phone and in his head he thought of her naked. Whatever was going on with him, that really did the trick. His thought process decided to take liberties with its new freedom and went from naked, to sexy, and all the way to seductive. In half of the split second he had originally allowed for this thought experiment he had gone from picturing her naked to imagining himself fucking her.
The realization of what this was slowly crept up on him. He liked girls after all. He had been just a little worried. He did like girls but recently he had been feeling like maybe he didn't like them enough. Some of the girl at school were drop dead sexy but they weren't doing anything for him. It had been a subtle thing for a while but Daniel just realized that none of the girls at school could make him horny. Of course a lot of them were underage and illegal for him to touch now but that was another issue. He was mildly attracted to them but getting a hard on at school was not something that happened.
It really was driven home just how much of a problem he might have when one of the poser guys had his girlfriend pretend to like Daniel and run her hand up against his crotch. Daniel had no reaction. It was great to look at everyone in that little clic and let them know they hadn't gotten to him but deep down he was worried about his sexuality.
He considered the remote possibility that he might be gay. After all, if you don't like girls then ... But he didn't need a half second of thinking of that to prove to himself that he was absolutely not gay. Whatever reaction he was hoping girls would give him, the thought of a guy gave him the complete 180 of it.
For weeks he'd tried to force himself to like a girl at school. He tried to talk himself into believing he was in love or sexually attracted. But nothing was working. Daniel was confused. It wasn't that he just didn't want sex because his body was telling him that it did but with every girl at school, even his girlfriend Kate, there was just something missing. There was some key element of attraction that wasn't working.
The technical details of how Daniel got past the internet security his parents put up were long and involved. Daniel originally had wanted to understand all of it before trying it but after a while he found himself just copying and pasting code from tutorials into something called a terminal he was running from something called a LiveCD and then boom, he was on the real internet. It was a shame that he had to do all of that. He was 19 after all and if he wanted to he could just move out, get his own place, with his own internet, and he wouldn't have to do all of this. It wasn't so much that his parents still treated him like a child as the internet setup was just so complicated that his dad probably just didn't want to go in and fix it.
Porn, he wanted to see porn. He found a site with lots of pictures and even some videos. Jackpot, and if there were viruses then it wouldn't matter because the hard drive on the computer wasn't even connected anymore. No one would ever know he was looking at this.
He cycled through a bunch of random videos. They were all good and the act of watching people have sex was certainly giving him a hard on. Maybe he just needed porn. Maybe he couldn't just have a pedestrian relationship. Maybe he was built for more in his sexual life. Maybe he was the kind of guy that needed a threesome with pornstars to get it up.
A week went by where Daniel had his little ritual. Close and lock his door so his parents couldn't just walk in on him, get the super privacy LiveCD thing into the CD rom of the computer, open the side panel, unplug the hard drive, boot up and let the sweet sweet taste of porn fill that gaping hole in his life. Of course since he was legally old enough to get married there was always that solution but he'd have to find a girl he actually liked first.
It was while he was randomly looking at various videos that he discovered a lot of things that he liked and didn't like. Threesomes with two guys, he did not like. Threesomes with two girls, now you were talking. Older lady in her forties, Daniel didn't like. Early twenties with long legs, Daniel was very interested.
During his time cataloging his preferences in porn he discovered a video that seemed to have a lot of acting at the beginning of it. Some of these were fun to watch but Daniel always hoped the writing and the acting could be better. Lesbian talks her friend into having her first lesbian experience but before they really say anything interesting they're taking their clothes off. Guy is going to talk a girl into fucking him in public but instead of really talking her into it he resorts to cash. Husband is going to talk his wife into letting him have a threesome but the conversation is cut short because the wife already has another woman in the bed waiting for them. Sure this is porn and people only watch it for the fucking but they had such a good set up and wasted it.
Daniel looked at the video with the acting and wondered how it would be. The scene started off pretty normal but then Daniel heard something that got to him. The girl called the guy her brother. That woke Daniel up. He felt a tension in his whole body. The guy reciprocated and called the girl his sister. Daniel's heart slammed against the walls of his chest and he felt blood rush to his head. He didn't even need to touch himself. He hadn't even gotten his dick out of his pants and he was cumming all over himself.
What was that?
Almost frantically he did a search for more videos with brothers and sisters. He found some of sons and moms but just a quick look and that really didn't interest him. Usually after he had finished once he was pretty much done with his porn for the day but once he found another brother sister video he was right there cumming again. He went through eleven different videos and amazingly was able to masturbate eleven different times to the same theme.
The next day, after he had had time to think things over he wondered if he might be attracted to his sister. Could he even go there? Dare he go there? He looked at her picture and in less than a moment her mental image was naked in his bed with his cock in her pussy. So, yes, yes indeed, he was sexually attracted to his sister.
He was sad following this revelation. It was great to know that he really did like girls but somehow he just knew that Tina would never think of him that way. It would be a desire that he'd never be able to fill. Sure, he wanted lots of other things that he'd likely never get either but somehow this one made him very sad.
Daniel looked at himself in the mirror. He tried to see if he looked at all like those sickos they put on the news sometimes when people get caught committing incest where you just look at them and instantly you know there's something wrong with them. He didn't think he looked like them. Was there something wrong with him? Surely there had to be more people who do this sort of thing than just the ones who get caught and more still who feel this way that never act on it.
...
Tina pulled up to the house and as expected found her parents out. Her little brother was upstairs in his room doing whatever it was that high school boys did when they were alone in their rooms. He must have a magazine up there because there was no way porn was getting into the house through the internet with all the security their father had put into the system. Tina wondered if her dad had a back door so he could look at porn but just the thought of it compelled her to think of something else.
Tina dropped her bag down on her bed. 'Hello, bed.' she thought. 'I'm back.' She got her laundry out and put it by the door. If she was lucky mom would just see it and do it. It was like magic. She started to look over the course listings for the next semester and wondered if she should apply to switch dorm rooms. Her roommate was starting to get a little annoying. She could go another year without declaring a major but she was starting to get the feeling that biology was really the thing for her and wanted to do a preemptive strike on it.
She was doing a once over in her head and then putting notes into her phone when a knock came to her door.
"Yeah" said Tina.
"Um, can I come in?" asked Daniel.
"Yeah. What's up?"
"Can I talk to you about something that's a little weird?"
"Trust me. Whatever you high schoolers are going through it ain't nothing like the foolishness that goes on in college."
"It might be."
"Shoot. What is it?"
"um..." he seemed really embarrassed. "I have this friend."
"K"
"And he's got this problem."
"K"
"He says his girlfriend won't let him go down on her."
Tina looked up from her phone. "Is this a sex talk?"
"Yep."
"And you want to talk about it with me?"
"I can't go to mom."
"Fine. What again?"
"My friend's girlfriend won't let him go down on her."
"Are you sure the story doesn't go something more along the lines of 'he wants her to go down on him but she won't'. I'm pretty sure that's how it actually goes."
"Nope. He wants to go down on her. He really enjoys doing it but she just has some sort of block about it."
"So why are you telling me?"
"I don't know. I don't have any good advice for the guy so I thought I'd ask a girl. I know I like it when a girl gives me head but I also know I like fucking way more."
