We were going on a trip together, at last!
To take a step back, let me explain. I graduated with my Bachelor's in clinical psychology about a year ago. After a short getaway with many of my closest friends in the much-appreciated warmth of Spain in the summer, I came back to live at home with my parents for a few months until my new job started. I had debated whether I should transition to my soon-to-be home city of Atlanta right away, or take a short respite with the family, for some time, but I am sure glad I chose my family over the allure of a new city.
So, now, to serve as the culmination of a very warm and loving extended family reunion, my mom and dad and us two kids were off to Jamaica for our final month together. Jamie and our mom were seated a few rows back, while dad and I were seated towards the front of the cabin. He was kind enough to give me the window seat, he's so sweet. And handsome. And strong. And sexy... Well, maybe I better keep that to a minimum hehe. Anyways, as I sip on my Coca-Cola, a wave of sleepiness passes over me and I rest my head on papa's shoulder. This is going to be so fun! Jamaica, wow... I've never been. We often traveled together as a family, but usually to more traditional locations like the East Coast, or to Europe. My parents are really starting to show some spunk you know, I might have to test their limits, just a bit, to see what they're willing to do :)
As I sat there reclined against my father, admiring him and my mother's sustained vigor, my eyes traveled where children's eyes have historically been not supposed to travel. As my sight hesitated mostly innocently around his crotch, I took notice of the rather distinct lines that curved and met to form the outline of what I now came to realize was his manhood. I took a sip of my coke through the bendy straw. My goodness. I am intrigued, to say the least. I guess I didn't mention, but my father fell asleep a little while back. I can't blame him; I feel about ready to drift off myself. And yet, something has caught my attention now. I glance up at his face, which shows an expression resembling unmolded clay before letting my gaze slowly take in his upper body before faltering once more to land somewhere slightly more erogenous. I am not sure what is passing over me, but I feel calm as I come to the realization that my father is turning me on! It makes sense frankly, he's hot meat. I guess that I have always subdued that sort of behavior amongst the family. Well, now it was just us two, and for whatever reason, I have taken notice, and my desire is building. Unsure what all that desire is leading towards, or yearning for, still, I feel good, confident that my feelings are well founded even while not being yet fully formed, and so I need not worry. I want to be myself and see where that takes me.
I have now been staring at my father's lap for several minutes, sipping at my sweet soft drink and daydreaming about Jamaica and the fun I am hoping our family will have there. Who knows, maybe mom and pop will like to try the native herb :) I for one am keenly excited to get into some scuba gear and attempt to meld with nature in those endlessly beautiful waters. I hope the fish like me, came a sudden thought. Then we can swim as a school over the peaked dune patterns in the sand, colored just so due to the larger sand grains rising to the surface. That will be nice. I have never been, shame on me, and I am thinking Atlanta may have other offerings instead. And for my first time to be in Jamaica? Woowee. I feel blessed... Speaking of first times, I think I'll see how papa responds to the light touch of my hand on his thigh. He's had a long day preparing the necessities for this journey in addition to us nearly missing our flight due to the backup on the 405. He's worked hard, and I might like to believe I could help him relax in this deserving state of his.
With that in mind, my coke bottle in my right hand, snuggled against my father with my legs crossed at the knee, wearing a pale pink sheer blouse, wide leather belt, and a mid-length light navy skirt, comfortable, old-fashioned, and yet still a relevant look in my eyes, I lifted my left hand, adorned only by a thin golden hammer-textured ring, and gently let it fall on my father's left thigh. I gave it a soft squeeze. He was warm and comfortable. I felt elevated that I might help him in some small way to relieve the tensions of the day and to prepare him for the adventure before us. I could feel the coarse, crossed threads of the denim fabric below my fingers and palm. I could do more to help, I knew, and so began to feel my way further up, then back down again, attempting to cover every inch of his accessible muscled thigh. He felt really great. My head began to warm, a smile began to lightly strain my cheeks, and my heart now clearly announced its newfound pace and rhythm. Still, I could do more, I knew, and I wanted to do what I could, the poor guy, working so hard for his fairly helpless family. It is not mother's fault, she had been busy tidying up loose ends at the family business.
My mother, Denice Weber, PhD, and my father Scott, an MD, had started a business together in their early thirties. They had patented some new chemical processing techniques that the pharmaceutical industry had wholeheartedly adopted after a passing period of skepticism from many of the larger players in the field. This had made them both fabulously wealthy, though you would never know it. They were so down to earth, and such friendly people, that their humble community accepted them without question or misled advance.
And so, mother had to take care of a few things while my handsome father helped us kids pack. I remember, he was so careful to daintily fold my underwear so as to project due appreciation and respect for the adult I had quickly been growing into while away at school.