It was the start of the summer and it was hot, school just ended for the summer and I had just celebrated my 18th birthday a week ago. I had a lot on my mind besides my finals; I guess finally being of legal age made me evaluate my life to date.
The first few boyfriends that I had, if you even could call them that, were sweet but wanted more than I could give them as naive as I was raised. I had come to the decision that I wanted to experience sex and my current boyfriend was going to be the one, and then right after finals he broke up with me.
Ok, I guess you get where I am coming from. Anyway I was taking the first few days of summer vacation to do just that, relax. I was by the pool and letting my mind wander. I was trying to get a tan and had untied my bikini top and somehow started to rub my small B-Cup tits. It felt good and in my mind I was thinking of a few gorgeous guys I knew.
I let my emotions take over and soon I had my hand down my bottoms and was lightly rubbing my cunt. Oh how I wanted to, no needed to feel a cock inside me. I was getting wet and really turned on. I had not felt this way in a long time. My pace quickened, and then slowed as I gave myself one of the best finger fuckings I had ever done. I felt the electricity build until my orgasm overtook me.
I had just calmed myself down and jumped into the pool, leaving my top on the lounger. That was my first mistake. That is when my brother walked through the gate. It had been a few years since he had seen me naked.
Josh was two years older than me, into sports and had more girls chasing him that he needed or even wanted. Even being a popular jock, he also had a shy, reserved side, and was a great student. His college goal is to get into law school. Josh glanced at me in the pool, then quickly looked back staring at me. Kate, where is your suit?
Then he realized he was gazing at me and turned away. That is when it hit me. I want Josh to be my first lover. I slowly got out of the pool and casually walked over to Josh and said that it was no big deal and walked into the house after toweling off.
Ok, now I had a goal. Get Josh to fuck me. I had to masturbate that night with the image of Josh taking my virginity. I imagined him sucking on my hardened nipples and working his way to my pussy. His tongue softly touching my pussy was too much, I couldn't get to him fucking me before I was overcome with a mind shuttering orgasm.
The next morning when I got up, I found the most revealing pajama outfit that I had and purposely wore a pair of translucent thongs and no bra when I went down to eat breakfast. I had heard Josh heading downstairs and our parents would be at work by this time already.
I hummed and had a fun skip in my step as I strolled into the kitchen. Josh asked why I was in such a good mood and I just said because I am. I tried to my best to position myself so he could get good looks at my barely covered body. As we ate I could tell that he was taking peaks down my top and I could feel myself getting wet just at the thought.
I wanted to be more casual and take my time but I wanted this now, but how. I asked him about his plans for the weekend and he just said he wanted to hang out and take it easy. He took a summer job mowing lawn for the city and was ready for some R&R. Good I thought to myself, more time for me to flirt.
As I walked away, I noticed that Josh had a bulge in his shorts. I guess I was having an effect on him after all. I went upstairs to shower, but I really don't know why, because I hadn't any plans for the day. After Josh left, I decided to snoop in his room. I hadn't done that since I was a little girl.
I found his stash of girly magazines and a box of condoms, only 1 missing so it was either a new box or he wasn't getting much action either. Then I found a tattered book. I was surprised to find that Josh kept a journal. I couldn't read that, no, I put it back in his underwear drawer where it was.
Now I really tried to be good but it got the best of me and an hour later I was back in his room reading away. I found out that he did have sex with one of girls in my class several months ago and to my surprise, it was his first time. I was really surprised at the detail that he wrote from day to day.
Ok, skip ahead and there it was. His entry from last night was how he was turned on seeing my tits in the pool and how he knew that it was wrong to be turned on by his sister. Wow, Josh wanted me too!