Josh and his mom continue to explore their bodies and desires.
Thanks to JordanJohnson for doing his best to make sure the story is coherent.
Enjoy. Let me know what works and what does not.
Peace
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Mom's panting slowed as she lay nestled along my side. I tried to memorize every sensation I had just experienced. The ache in my belly, balls and cock was a distraction. I had never had "blue balls". When I was horny, I jerked off. I assumed this was what I was experiencing. The sensation was definitely painful, yet it was also arousing in a way, promising immense rewards in the future.
Mom rolled onto her side and her eyes went to my cock then to my face.
"Honey, forget what I said. You don't have to wait two days before you cum."
I surprised myself by shaking my head. "No, I want to try." I rolled to face her. "You almost drowned me. You even got my hair wet." In the faint light I saw her blush.
"Well, what you were doing to me was pretty intense."
"You liked it?"
She snorted at the question.
"Yes, Josh. I liked it. For future reference, sweetheart, most women
hate
being asked some version of 'was it good for you', but yes, I liked it. Loved it. I don't think I've ever cum so hard in my life."
"Good," I whispered. "In my defense, in almost everything you read, women are complaining how men never make them cum."
"Well, that does happen. It will happen to us. Even without an orgasm women can feel good after sex. Trust me, if I don't like something you do, I'll tell you."
"What about what you
do
like? Will you tell me that? That's
at least
as important, isn't it?"
"Yeah, sure. Of course," mom answered.
I took a silent, deep breath and asked the question that was worrying me. "Did you like it when I kissed your bottom?"
After a pause, she nodded.
"I did. I would never have imagined that I would, but I did. No one has ever done that to me before." She rolled onto her back and stared at the ceiling. "Your father used to pressure me to have anal sex. I gave in once or twice. I never liked it. He never did anything like that though."
My heart sank a little. Anal was something I had been obsessing about. "No problem, we don't have to do that if you don't like it, anal I mean. Is it okay if I kiss you there?"
Another pause ensued and it dawned on me...I was not the only one figuring out how to talk about sex with my lover. It was a revelation. A deep sense of relief filled me.
"Yes, okay, I did like that. But only after a shower, so I won't worry about feeling clean," she whispered after a moment.
"Yeah, of course. I wouldn't want you to be, you know, dirty down there either."
"That was one of the problems with your father. He always sprang the idea on me. I never had time to get ready. It felt so messy and embarrassing."
Sex Education
came to my rescue. It was
definitely
not a show I had watched with mom, though, maybe after all that had happened, we could. "You could douche first. I mean if you wanted to," I mumbled.
"Douche?"
Now I blushed, wondering what had happened to my newfound communication confidence.
"On
Sex Education
, the two gay characters douche before they have anal sex."
"I didn't know you watched that show," she replied. "I watched a couple of episodes. I thought the kids were too young for all the sex they seemed to be having. I don't recall them talking about anal sex. In the United States douching is cleansing your vagina. What you're describing is an enema."
I was too embarrassed to push any further.
"Are you saying you would like to try anal?" Mom asked.
I shrugged, hoping I looked and sounded casual. "Sure, but only if you wanted to. I think most guys want to at least try it."
"You mean most guys want to do it to someone, not the other way around," she replied. "Let me think about it. Any experience involving your father should
definitely not
be used as a guide. Everything was so warped by his psychopathology." She turned to me. "Sorry. I try not to say bad things about your father."
"Why?" I snorted. "I don't know him. Don't remember him. Don't miss him, though I do miss having someone like a dad. I have no desire to ever meet him. Neither of us owe him a goddamn thing."
"Okay, baby, I understand. Just don't let those feelings turn into bitterness. Store them away as unfortunate facts you can do nothing about and let them be. Okay?"
"Sure. I'm not bitter. He doesn't occupy my thoughts enough to trigger bitterness. Can we not talk about him?"
"Yup, that's my favorite activity regarding your father. Not talking about him. Or even thinking about him for that matter." She glanced at my cock again. "Joshua, are you going to be able to sleep like that?"
"Yeah, I think so." Even to my own ears my reply did not sound convincing.
"I have an idea." Mom got out and walked out of the bedroom. Admiring her ass and boobs did nothing to ease the ache in my belly.
I heard the water running in the bathroom. Soon, she returned with a washcloth in her hands.
"A word of warning, this is cold," she told me as she knelt beside me on the bed. "Ready?" I nodded.
She draped the washcloth over my cock and tucked it around my balls. I let out a loud gasp. The water from the tap had never felt this cold before. I gave it a few minutes, but the ache only grew stronger.
"Maybe a warm cloth?" I wondered, rolling over and getting out of bed.
In the bathroom I managed to pee despite my boner. I ran the water until it was hot and soaked the washcloth, wrung it out and wrapped it around my cock and balls. Perhaps it was all mental, but it seemed to help.
I returned to bed and returned to my place by mom's side, lying on my back.
"Honey, I changed my mind. Let me give you another blow job or jerk you off."
I rolled over enough to kiss her, holding the still warm cloth over my cock. "Nope. I'm fine. I know it's early, but I'm beat. I'm going to go to sleep."
She kissed me back, then rolled on her side and pressed her butt against my hip. "Okay, sweetheart but if you can't sleep and need to jerk off, don't worry about it please."
I kissed the back of her shoulder by way of answering and then closed my eyes.
Wonder of wonders, as far as I could recall the next morning I had fallen right to sleep.
†
When I woke my cock was hard. Of course. Mom's hand was wrapped around it. I realized I could get used to that. I had to pee.