I arrived home fall break of my freshman year a changed woman. Little did I know that experiencing my first sex would lead to an intimate relationship with my own twin sister!
Donna and I are identical in appearance (a couple of redheads), but somewhat different in personality. I've always been a bit shy, whereas Donna is outgoing and gregarious. Maybe that's why I got into tennis so young. It was a way to be my introverted self by focusing on one thing and one thing only. We were very close, of course. But as we grew to adulthood, we shared less and less of our personal lives with each other.
That started changing when I met Ellie Jameson. A fellow member of the UCLA Women's Tennis Team, Ellie was the opposite of me - outgoing, fun, confident, and, well, sexy. Maybe it was the new experience of being at college combined with Ellie's overt sexuality, but I ended up being attracted to her physically.
After I confessed that I was a virgin, and had not even experienced an orgasm, Ellie gently guided me, and introduced me to the fantastic feelings of making love to another woman. After our initial intimacy, we slept together whenever one or the other of our roommates were away.
When it came time to go home at the quarter break, I really wasn't sure what to expect of myself. Was I going to be the same introverted girl I'd always been?
"Julie!" Donna shouted, running out the front door.
Donna had arrived home from her school a day earlier than me.
"Hey Donna!" I called.
We hugged tightly. This was the first time we'd been away from each other for so long.
"You're looking fine!" Donna said, pulling back and admiring my outfit.
Yes, Ellie and I had gone shopping and I had picked out some pretty sexy outfits - and on a whim even bought some lingerie for me and my sister.
"You like?" I said, twirling around in my miniskirt and clingy top.
"Downright sexy girl!" Donna said, touching the hem of my skirt. "This is so totally not like you. College must be agreeing with you!"
"You have no idea!" I said, taking her hand and walking to the front door.
We sat at the kitchen table and dished about classes and dorm food. We'd mostly texted since starting the term so it was nice to catch up in person.
"So... did you meet anyone?" I asked.
Donna smiled. Of course she had.
"I did meet a couple of guys in my dorm," she said, a sly look on her face.
"A couple!" I said.
Donna laughed. "Let's just say I put my single dorm room to good use."
This was the most personal we'd been in a long time. Perhaps it was being away from each other, or maybe it stemmed from my new found sexual desire. Whatever the case, I actually loved hearing about Donna's new lovers. I was no longer jealous, but genuinely pleased for her.
"And you?" Donna asked. "Tennis all the time, I suppose."
"Well..." I started.
"No!" Donna exclaimed. "Not the shy reserved Julie. You met a guy?"
"I did meet someone," I said, not sure how much to tell yet.
"And... did you two?"
"We did!" I said.
"Wow!" Donna said, sitting back in amazement. "My sister is no longer a virgin. I'm sure he's super cute!"
"Actually, it's not a guy."
Donna stared at me for a moment. "You lost your virginity to a girl?"
I nodded.
"Fuck!" Donna said. "Not even I've done that!"
"I was going to ask if you'd ever slept with a girl. I guess that answers my question."
"Shit, I mean I've thought about it. I've just had too many cute guys to fuck."
"Sorry!" I said.
"Sorry? What do you mean?" Donna said, somewhat incredulous.
"That I did it with a girl before you!"
"Oh fuck no!" Donna said. "I think it's fucking fantastic. Also that we're actually talking about this stuff. We've not done that much."
"I guess that was on me," I said.
"So..." Donna said, "tell me. What happened?"
"Well, it started with the way she looked at me. Her name is Ellie, and she was friendly in a way I hadn't seen before. Then, in the locker room, I found myself looking at her body."
"Really?" Donna said with a look of surprise on her face.
"Yes, really," I said. "She is so beautiful and so open. We got coffee and she told me she'd been a virgin too until last spring when her best girl friends came on to her and seduced her."
"Wow!" Donna said.
"So I admitted that I was a virgin and hadn't even had an orgasm."
"Woah," Donna said.
"I know. And I just couldn't get the image of Ellie getting eaten out and having wonderful lesbian orgasms - out of my head. I just had to know what it was like so... I asked her to take my virginity."
Donna was silent for a moment. "And you liked it?"
"Oh Donna, I loved it. Every second of it. The feel of a girl's lips and tongue in my mouth, touching my nipples, sucking on my clit - it was the most intense experience of my life!"
"I guess that's something I should try sometime!" Donna said.
"Oh yeah!" I said. "Oh fuck, where's Mom anyway? We shouldn't be talking about this stuff if she can hear."
Donna laughed. "She's gone to San Francisco, remember? All weekend?"
"Oh yeah," I said. "I forgot."
We got up and made some dinner for ourselves. Okay, we called in pizza, but it counts as dinner.
It seemed to me that Donna looked at me differently as we ate. And I did feel different - so much more alive and inquisitive and ready to have more experiences like Ellie.
"I have a surprise for you," I said after dinner.
"Fun!" Donna said. "What is it?"
"Well, you liked my dress, right?"
"Uh huh. Super cute!"
"So," I said, reaching for a bag I'd brought in. "I bought us some things to try on."
"Oooh!" Donna said, trying to peek into the bag.
"No!" I said, pulling it away. "Not here. Let's go to my bedroom. It's more private."