All characters are over 18 years.
Author Note: You need to read the first entry in the series before reading this.
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I'M NOT A SLUT:
Katie had been away for several weeks. My wife called her at the end of the first week and said Katie seemed a bit stressed but that was not surprising given she was in a new city at a new school and away from home.
I called her at the end of the third week and quickly found out what the real problem was.
"Hi honey, how's it going?"
After the first few seconds I knew right away that she was upset. I'd seen her like this before when she was really frustrated. She would get all wound up until she was beside herself.
"Dad, I'm really not well! My classes are fine and I like my apartment and the neighbourhood but I feel like I'm in withdrawal. All summer long I could do whatever I wanted with you. I could flaunt myself, I could hug you, I could sit in your lap, I could talk to you about anything, I could do everything and now I can't do anything! You're not here to talk to. Everyone is new. It's not like I can just go over to some guy in the cafeteria and sit on his lap and give him a big hug. "
"I'm sure I could invite the basketball team back to my apartment for a 'tactile' team meeting but I really don't want that kind of attention. I'm not a slut. You know I'm not a slut don't you?"
I guess I didn't answer the question quick enough.
"Dad, what happened with Randy was not the 'real' me. You know when you hear the expression that men often think with their little heads instead of their big heads? Well, the same happens to women. You see, it's like a fire. Most of the time the little head is sleeping and there is no fire. The big head is totally in control. Sometimes you see a guy that turns you on and the little head starts to smoulder but the big head is still in charge. Lets say you're at a party and have been drinking. Drinking lowers the temperature at which the smouldering erupts into fire. So you're having a few drinks and touching some guy and all of a sudden the fire erupts. Once the fire starts the big head is struggling with the little head for control. You know how real fires burn at different temperatures and you can tell by the color? For example, a blue flame is hotter than a yellow flame. Well, it's the same thing with little head fires. Bump and grind dancing is definitely a yellow fire but if a guy gets his hand in your panties or under your bra then the blue fire has broken out and at that point the big head is really struggling to stay in control. If the guy gets you naked on the bed and gets between your legs with his mouth or cock then the blue fire is burning bright and the big head is likely toast. "
"Now the little head does not like being locked up all the time. So when it gets out it puts the big head in a plexiglass room with one way sound. The big head sees and hears everything but can't do anything and the little head does not hear what the big head is saying. Now the little head only cares about one thing, pleasure. The little head will do ANYTHING to maximize its pleasure. The big head is screaming 'Don't let him come in us! We're not on the pill!' but the little head hears nothing. The big head's self respect is totally offended when the guy starts saying nasty things about us but the little head doesn't care as long as the guy is stoking the blue fire. Once the little head orgasms it rolls over and goes to sleep and the big head is no longer locked in the glass room. The big head remembers everything that happened though and is often disgusted and shocked but it's too late by then."
"So lets talk about what happened to me. Brian and I were sexual and it seemed pretty good to me at the time. The little head definitely got some good blue fires going. Then I saw Randy at the party and the little head started to smoulder. We started dancing close and he started to rub my body all over including my ass and boobs. Because I had been drinking the yellow fire erupted quickly and I started to rub him back. Then I started to feel him against my leg and he felt gigantic and the fire definitely started to get hotter. I knew it was wrong because I was going out with Brian but the little head was getting the upper hand over the big head. I did not resist when Randy led me to an empty bedroom. The minute he pulled his pants off and his big cock flopped out, the blue fire erupted between my legs. It wasn't long before he was thrusting deep between my legs touching pleasure spots I didn't even know I had before. At that point all hell broke loose. The blue fire started crackling and popping and spitting out embers and then my groin melted into a pool of molten pleasure as I orgasmed."
"I just sat laid there like a limp rag with Randy, all sweaty, with aftershock quakes between my legs. Eventually the little head left like it always does and the big head was back again but the damage was already done. I had cheated on my boyfriend and had experienced the most incredible pleasure ever."
"The problem is that the big head always remembers what happens when the little head is in control. The unbelievable pleasure I had with Randy kept cycling through my head all week and I knew I had to feel it again. So I called him and we arranged to get together at my house. By the time he knocked on the door the little head was beyond smouldering, it was smoking! It's a wonder the fire alarms didn't go off. When he touched me it was like an electric shock between my legs and I went straight to the blue fire. Because it knew what pleasure to expect the little head instantly took control. The big head was no match for the little head! In a matter of minutes we were naked on the bed and his big cock was buried deep in me, the fireworks exploding all over the place."
"That's when I saw you but of course the big head was already locked in the glass room and the little head didn't care so I just closed my eyes and the little head continued on. After Randy left the big head regained control and was mortified and totally embarrassed but you were gone. I was so embarrassed that I couldn't approach you and when you didn't say anything I just hoped it would pass but then I noticed you were avoiding me and realized we needed to talk."
"So that's what happened. Then Brian found out and Randy started bragging about 'doing me' and the rest is history. The big head said I told you so but the little head was snoozing and didn't care. "
"So why don't I think I'm a slut? Well, to me a slut is someone who always lets the little head be in control and that's not me. I can't forget the pleasure that I got from Randy's big cock but I also refuse to forget all the repercussions of letting the little head control me. So while there may be a constant low level smouldering between my legs when I think about big cocks my big head keeps the little head locked up waiting for the occasions when it knows there will be no negative repercussions. That's where you come in. The big head knows you love me so it doesn't mind letting the little head out when I'm with you. In fact the big head actually encourages the little head to go crazy when I'm around you because it enjoys the pleasure as well when it feels there will be no negative consequences. The little head loves our get togethers because for once it does not have to fight the big head for control. The big head willingly gives up control and even stokes the fire with outrageous slutty fantasies which the little head just eats up! Plus, now that I have Nick..."
"Who is Nick?"
"Sorry daddy, I named the dildo Nick. You know, Nick the Dick."
"Oh, okay."
"Well anyway, now that I have Nick, the little head and the big head have come to an agreement. The big head realizes that the constant smouldering between my legs is a potential danger so it lets Nick satisfy my 'deeper' itches every night in return for mental piece of mind the rest of the day. After all, I can't be thinking about my studies if I'm horny all the time."
"So now that you know what happened, hopefully you don't think I'm a slut."