The encounter on the first night left me wanting more. Suppressed feelings about my cousin for all these years came flooding back. It felt like as if it was yesterday when we both would find excuses to be together and alone and explore each other, touch each other, and fuck each other. That night after we came back home from our smoke break, we did not say anything to each other. He quietly went to bed, next to his wife and I went to bed, next to my husband. The only difference was that I was wide awake. I lay on my back, with one hand between my legs gently stroking my wet pussy. I don't know when I fell asleep but when I woke up everyone else was already up and about. My cousin had made everyone breakfast and was behaving as normal. I guess he did not want to let on that something totally crazy, strange and fantastic happened between us the night before. May be wanted another opportunity for a similar encounter. I know I was hoping for it.
In my mind there was no problem with what we were doing. If we are careful enough not to get caught in the actual act then no one could every guess because we were cousins. If cousins hung out together no one suspects anything crazy. Thinking all of that in my head, I went about my day. We had our normal conversations, teasing and arguing about where to eat and so on. Life was normal that day. Until that night we ended up in the same situation we were. After watching TV, my husband went to bed cause he had to work the next day. His manager had called in sick. My cousins wife went to bed because she likes to wake up early and do her homework when she is fresh. Lucky for me and my cousin both our spouses are deep sleepers. Before going to bed, my cousin's wife jokingly told her husband (in front of me) to keep an eye on his cousin, limit the number of cigarettes and make sure she does not smoke her life away. He laughed and promised to keep an eye on me. As expected from me, I frowned and told them that its my life and my pack of cigarettes. We all laughed.
After about half an hour of soft-voiced conversation and background noise of TV, I started to become restless. I did not know what was going on in my cousin's head and I sure wanted to have another long smoke break. I tried bringing my conversation towards smoke break but the topic would quickly change. I was sure that nothing was ever going to happen again. I was sure that my cousin was feeling guilty of something. I was about to announce that I was going to bed, he gave me a big smile and whispered:
"Are you ready for your smoke break? Would you like me to go with you so I can keep an eye on you?"
My heart jumped. I was happy inside. I had dressed appropriately in anticipation as well. I was wearing a pleated long cotton skirt over my top. It was comfortable but I had ulterior motives for wearing the skirt. Was I thinking "easy access?" I don't know, may I was hoping that he would consider this easy access my permission to explore further into me. I was wearing my thongs because I did not want to take a chance of the smell of my sex alerting others. I wanted to go bare butt but at the same time I enjoyed the feeling of the string up the crack of my ass. God I was such a naughty girl.
Since it was the last night that my cousin and his wife were going to spend with us (they were leaving late evening the next day) I wanted to make sure that if repeat encounter happened then I do my part to take it a few steps further. I wanted to make sure that there was no confusion in his head that I wanted our past relationship back. Only this time we not only will be hiding it from our families but also our spouses. Gosh this was going to be fun.
