Chapter 6: Daddy's Obsession Remains Intense
Twenty Months Later
Days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months before I would reconnect with Malcolm. Malcolm tried to contact me throughout the couple of weeks after our last sexual encounter. I would not answer or return his calls. Malcolm then commenced a series of nasty voicemail messages that were intimidating and forceful. I still did not answer or return his calls. Malcolm's messages then turned timid as he became even more desperate, hoping I would answer or return his calls. He continued for three more weeks, trying to get me to talk to him, or let him come over. I ghosted him for days, weeks, and months to come.
Since our last sexual encounter, I had time to ponder my unnatural relationship with Malcolm. I became ashamed of our intimacy. It seemed as though my time away from Malcolm had perpetuated my shame. I still secretly longed for Malcolm sexually. I frequently masturbated with my dildos trying to imagine that it was Malcolm fucking me. Disappointingly, masturbation rarely left me satisfied. My sexual satisfaction had always been tied to, both to my emotions, as well as the sexual act itself. No toy would ever adequately satisfy me, absent a real cock - preferably Malcolm's throbbing cock.
I often wondered, due to Malcolm's religion, combined with the duration since our last sexual encounter, if Malcolm had also become ashamed of our intimacy. I figured the more time Malcolm had to reflect about our intimacy, it might have injected a sense of humiliation into him as well. It might have made him apprehensive about trying to contact me at all. Perhaps he didn't want to appear too forceful by trying to contact me, knowing our relationship had been extremely taboo. Malcolm knew that I had his temper. He probably did not want to risk me outing him in a heated moment. Otherwise, he would have tried to bully his way back into my good graces. Instead, he eventually stopped trying to contact me altogether.
Malcolm still lived with his longtime girlfriend, Nancy. Whereas Nancy used to travel frequently, her travels had ceased due to the need to tighten her finances. She had been subsidizing Malcolm's finances for years. Nancy's lack of travel made it difficult for Malcolm to get away unnoticed. Malcolm had no escape for months as he was a slave to Nancy's financial contributions to their relationship.
In the late evening hours, Malcolm would often remain awake in his living room after Nancy had gone to bed. He thought of me during those sleepless nights. He masturbated on the couch while Nancy slept separately in their master bedroom. As Nancy tried to sleep, she occasionally heard Malcolm grunt out loud from her bedroom as he masturbated and came. She chose to ignore him, appreciating him for taking care of him, so she didn't have to. Nancy had no idea that Malcolm was masturbating at the thought of himself fucking me, his own daughter.
Tuesday
It was Tuesday, October 2, 2018 and Hurricane Michael was bearing down on the Gulf Coast and Panhandle. I had done my best to prepare for the storm leading up to Tuesday. I hunkered down for the duration of the storm with my dog, Belle. Around 9:00pm I decided to take a warm, Epson salt bath scented with lavender. I soaked blissfully for an hour and a half. My skin began to prune and I got out of the bath and drained the tub. I turned on a warm shower. I washed my hair and then shaved my legs and pussy. Afterwards, I put on plush robe with nothing underneath. I timed my bath and shower so I could catch the 11:00pm news for an update on the hurricane. Once the news finished at 11:30pm, I decided to go to bed. I had uneasy feelings about the storm and what it might bring. I contemplated masturbating to counter my uneasy feelings about the storm.
I stood at the side of my bed. I dropped my robe and crawled into bed naked. Desperately needing a sexual release, I took two of my vibrating dildos to bed with me. Once in bed, I began to masturbate by rubbing my clit with my fingers. Once I felt that my pussy was wet enough, I began to push my long, black vibrating dildo in and out of my pussy. Once I had it all the way inside my pussy I turned it on. I moved it in and out of my pussy. I tried to imagine that it was Malcolm fucking me. It made my pussy really wet. Unable to reach an orgasm, I leaned over and retrieved my pink vibrating dildo. I turned it on and began to rub my clit at the same time that I was pumping the other dildo in and out of my pussy. I tried and tried to cum, but I was unsuccessful. The stress of the hurricane was making it difficult for me to achieve an orgasm. I finally decided to give up and placed my dildos in my bedside drawer. I rolled over and eventually fell sleep.
Malcolm was hunkered down without Nancy at their place in Crawfordville. He was totally prepared with three generators, plenty of gas, plenty of ready-to-eat meals, plenty of water and plenty of weapons. Nancy chose to retreat to Georgia and stay with her friend Julie while riding out the storm. Her daughter and grandchildren went north to stay with her daughter's in-laws in Tennessee. Malcolm was stubborn and proclaimed that he would not leave his own domain in Wakulla County. Malcolm had gone to bed early but he could not sleep. With Nancy gone, he slept in their master bedroom. He was still awake thinking about me when the clocked turned to midnight.
Wednesday
Malcolm continued to lay in bed thinking about me. The rain bands had already started moving in. Malcolm wondered how prepared I was for the storm. The more Malcolm's mind wandered, the more he was determined that the hurricane would be a plausible excuse for him to show up at my home unannounced. Finally, after tossing and turning, Malcolm got out of bed. It was 1:00am. He packed a bag, a bunch of provisions, three bottles of liquor, a generator and several cans of gas. After loading his supplies into his truck, Malcolm began to pace in his living room before finally gaining enough courage leave and head to my place. It was still early enough that he would have time to get there and hunker down with me before the storm arrived. Malcolm felt sure that I would not turn him away given the circumstances of a pending life threatening storm. He was counting on it.