I looked at my self in the mirror, the greenish light from the overheads coloring my pale face. My skin was very pale, though right then I was pretty flushed. My hair hung over parts of my face, disheveled tufts poking out here and there. But I wasn't really looking at all that. I wanted to see my eyes. I thought after what I just did with my brother, I'd look somehow different. It was that stupid romantic in me, the one who wrote bad poetry, and the one who thought that if I looked deep enough into my eyes, I'd see someone new and different there. I should change after doing something like that I thought to myself.
But when I looked back at myself, really gave myself a good stare, I didn't see a thing. I wasn't any different. My personality was the same; what made me was the same. What I should have looked at was my mouth. If I had glanced down, I would have seen my smile. My eyes didn't change, but I hadn't smiled like that before.
I splashed water on my face, and used a towel to wipe up the drying mess my brother had left on my chin. The salty taste of his cum still hung in my mouth. I didn't really care for the taste of his actual cum. The pre-cum was where it was at.
My brother poked his head in through the door, his eyes racing across my still naked frame.
"Anything I can do?" His grin ate up half of his face.
I smiled back, my light brown hair falling into my face. "You've done enough for now."
So that's how it started. We continued to play with each other after that, gradually going further and further each time we met. It was like any other new relationship really. You can't get enough of each other, and each sexual experience is something exciting and energetic. I think I held out for about five months before he actually fucked me, and it was another two years before he convinced me to try anal.
But those first months were intense. We worked hard to keep our lust a secret, but even if our folks were home we'd somehow find a way to fool around. Sometimes it was jerking him off under the blankets while we watched a movie. Other times, during the summer mainly, we'd sneak off to our metal shed behind the house and he'd fuck my brains out. But I'm jumping ahead. Let me tell you about the first time... my first time.
Now you can argue that oral sex, which we partook in a lot, is real sex, and I had lost my virginity to my brother the first time I sucked his dick. Well I believe that a girl's first time is when the dick enters the pussy, and that's that.