I had just turned 18.
I was graduating high school in a few months and I was pretty excited to say the least. No longer would I have to worry about waking up every morning to go sit in some dull classroom listening to some teacher ramble on about history, or math, or science with no real passion because they were making less money than most of their peers.
Nope, I was a few short months away from freedom.
It came as no surprise that I was being bombarded constantly by relatives and the parents of friends about college. If I had to hear one more time, "So, where are you going to college?" I was going to scream.
It's not that I wasn't interested in college -- I was. I just didn't want to go right away. I wanted to get out and live!
I wanted to finally move out from home and get my own place and be independent for awhile before I made that leap from high school to college.
I mean really, who the fuck wants to spend 12 years sitting in a classroom only to jump into 4 more years plus...
Definitely not I.
So, I decided to take some time to enjoy myself. Hell, I deserved it.
I got pretty decent grades. B average with a few C's and D's here and there wasn't too shabby.
I wasn't some whiz kid, to be sure, but then again I wasn't some stupid, lazy moron either. I was pretty middle of the road, and that's where I liked it.
Nobody really expected too much of me and at the same time I was doing good enough to stay out of trouble.
Needless to say, I WAS good at staying out of trouble. Not that I avoided it -- not at all.
In fact, I would say I sought trouble out more often than not.
I would go to parties every weekend like any normal high school kid and I would get drunk and play poker and smoke pot, but some weekends my friends and I would do stupid things like break into the school cafeteria and poke holes in all the milk cartons. I mean, nothing to go to prison over, but we pulled off some pretty elaborate pranks in our day.
One time we even managed to set up a webcam in the girl's locker room. It was quite a shining moment for us, even though nobody ever knew who was responsible.
But WE knew, and that alone was worth it.
And so all of this would soon be gone. My friends would go to college in various states across the country and I would end up stuck in this little town, working a dead end job just to make ends meet and pay for my studio apartment. But you know what, that's what I wanted to do. I wanted to be out on my own and work some shitty job and pay my own way.
It was what I needed to do. Since my dad died things had been pretty easy, financially, for my mom and I.
Dad had left quite a bit of money behind and his life insurance policy only added to it.
Mom wasn't too thrifty, but I never thought she really wasted the money. I mean she would go out and buy really nice things, like clothes, shoes, makeup and a new car -- but overall she didn't go crazy with it. I could tell she missed my dad, but I think she really wanted to find another guy who would sweep her off her feet. She was 36, so it wasn't like she didn't have something to offer men. I have to say, my mom was pretty hot for...well...being my mom.
Grandma always teased her about having me too young, but she said that she never once thought about having an abortion or giving me up for adoption. She said I was special and that she knew it from the moment she realized she was pregnant. I'm not sure if dad shared those sentiments, but I know he loved me.
My dad once told me the whole story about how he got mom knocked up when she was 17 after some dance. At the time he was a bit older than mom and so he got really scared when she wound up pregnant. 20 years ago it wasn't as common as it is now for a high school girl to be pregnant.
He said he was mostly scared of what my mom's dad would do to him. But my dad stepped up to the plate and married my mom. That's probably the only thing that saved him from the wrath of my grandfather.
When dad died it was hard on all of us. Mom did her best and after the past 5 years, I have to say, I think she did alright.
I mean, I'm not some junkie kid who's all fucked up because I'm the son of a single mother. I'm not all cracked out because my dad died when I was young.
I was actually pretty normal for the most part. I think sometimes that worried everybody around me. It's like they expected me to become a fuck up.
Let's just say I was very happy to prove them wrong.
Now all of this is great and all, but you're probably asking yourself, what's the point of this story? Well, it really sets everything up for what happened next.
Like I said, it was a few months prior to graduation and at the time I didn't really have a girlfriend. There were a couple girls I fucked around with at parties and shit, but nothing serious. I wasn't a virgin, that's for sure. I just didn't really feel that any of the girls in my school were really worth my time. Now that may sound a bit egocentric, but I think my dad's death really made me kinda grow up fast. In a way I became the man of the house.
Mom paid the bills and made sure everything was taken care of financially, but when it came down to the big decisions, it fell on me.
Mom was always the kind of woman who needed a man to take control. She wasn't dumb or weak by any stretch of the imagination, but she just grew up where her father was the head of the household and I don't think that ever left her.
About a year after my dad died was when mom really came to me and said that I needed to step up. At the time I was just kind of gliding through life and livin' off the money my dad left without really taking any responsibility for anything. I don't think my mom liked that too much because she basically told me if I didn't change my behavior she was gonna cut me off financially.
It wasn't until a few months later that I really understood her motivation for saying that, and I have to say, it changed my life.
I knew that shortly after that talk with my mom I became a man. And my mom could tell too. She would always make comments about me being the head of the household and what a macho man I was when I would make decisions. She always gave me this smirk and I never really understood why until the few months before graduation.
It was a normal enough day, I got home from school and went up to my room. Mom wasn't home, as usual, so I figured she must be out shopping again.
I turned on my computer and checked my Facebook and popped on my iTunes. I was just randomly looking through websites when I started to get horny.
And I don't mean just a little horny, I mean, my cock was rock hard and I really felt like I was going to burst through my pants.
It was the type of horny that you have to take care of right then and there. So I did what any average teenager would do in that situation.
I went for my downloaded porn.
I had quite the collection. Anal. BDSM. Lesbians. Cheerleaders. Hardcore. Gonzo. Asian.
I had accumulated a mini library of pornographic movies over the past couple of years and it had become my go-to stash when I was feeling like I did that day.
So I skimmed through and nothing really caught my attention. I had seen most of the videos so many times that I could literally recite them line for line and move for move.
It was boring. I wanted something new. Something different.
A friend of mine sent me a beastiality link one time and I checked that out for like a minute and I just couldn't get into it.
Something about chicks fucking animals just didn't sit with me well. I think I felt bad for the animals.
So I started Googling for something new. I came across fetish sites, but I just really wasn't into feet or girls eating shit and getting pissed on.
Just wasn't my thing. By now I was getting really frustrated because my cock was about to explode and I needed to find something to jerk off to.
I knew if I waited too long my dick would go limp and a serious case of blue balls would ensue.
Finally I typed in the word INCEST.
I'd never really seen any incest videos, it all just seemed a little too weird for me. But this time I pulled up a website and it showed some guy fucking this older woman that was supposed to be his mother. I didn't see any resemblance.
I skimmed through the website until I saw a pretty hot chick getting fucked by what was supposedly her father. It was a bit arousing, so I looked for better quality.
I finally came across a site called MotherFuckers.com. Don't look for it, it isn't around anymore, but at the time it had these gorgeous older women who were fucking and getting fucked by these young guys who, in some instances, looked like their real sons.
I know I shouldn't have, but for a fleeting moment I thought of my mom. I mean I had seen her walk around in bikinis by the pool and every once in awhile she'd walk out of the shower in a towel, but I never really paid that much attention to it. She was my mom for christ's sake.
But as I looked through these images I came across one woman who looked a lot like my mom. For a second I thought she might even BE my mom, but I knew that wasn't the case. But I couldn't stop myself from looking at the photos of this chick. She was in her late 30's and, like my mom, had a body to die for.
I mean, I had never thought of my mom sexually, but I always joked with her about being a MILF.