A/N - Think I've already mentioned that I don't have as much time to write as I once did. Loving the new job though so there are positives. Also struggling for new ideas and I guess there are only so many plots so it's a case of at least trying to be interesting.
Usual caveats. All editing and reviewing done by the author with Microsoft Word. Spelling is usually spot on. Australian / British English. Definitely the occasional typo. Grammar can be ropey at times, but it's been a long time since I sat in a classroom. All mistakes owned up to by the author. Please remember this is only fantasy and I'm an amateur.
Comments and feedback appreciated as always.
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Little darling, you're the only one
My heart is racing like I'm on the run
Yeah, little darling won't you say you're gonna stay with me
I'm gonna give you everything you need
Just say the word and I'll be on my knees
Oh, little darling won't you say you're gonna marry me
- 'Little Darling', Jimmy Barnes
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Being one of the last of the plane never really bothered me on a domestic flight. I wouldn't have to worry about passport control, only having to collect the two large bags I'd brought with me. Having to pay extra for the second bag would always prove annoying, but again, it was a domestic flight. It wasn't too expensive.
It hadn't been a long flight from one side of the country to the other. I hadn't particularly missed my home city, as I'd enjoyed my years living in Perth, but I was happy to be home again to see my family. I hadn't been home too many times during the past five years, focusing on my studies and then my masters. My mother had understood and accepted my absence. As for my two sisters, I spoke to them often and I knew they missed me as much as I missed them.
After picking up my bags, I walked out into the arrivals hall to find my mother waiting for me. She was still an attractive woman on the other side of forty-five. There was no sign of my father. No real surprise as I hadn't spoken to the man since the day he walked out on our family. I still remember the night Mum arrived home in tears, Dad arriving home half an hour later, shouting about how it meant nothing, she was just his secretary...
The divorce was bitter and the man I'd called 'Dad' showed his true colours. Made my mother doubt everything about herself, withdrew all love and affection from his daughters, and the day he left, we nearly came to blows. I hadn't seen him in the flesh since. I knew he'd paid child support to my mother until my younger sister had turned eighteen. That was the extent of his contribution to our lives.
"Andrew!" my mother shouted. I would have groaned, but Mum had always called me Andrew. Everyone else called me Andy, but I couldn't be mad at my mother for calling me by the name she'd given me at birth.
Dropping my bags, I hugged her tightly. She needed a little cry as I gave her a squeeze, hearing her laugh. "How are you, Mum?"
"I missed my baby boy," she replied softly, before she leaned back and smiled. Being only five-four to my six-one, she did have to look up. "Well, no matter how tall and wide you get, you'll always be my baby!"
Kissing her forehead, I hugged her again. I could see a few people smiling at us. It felt good to be hugged my mother again. No matter how old a son gets, a hug from his mother always feels wonderful. Letting her go, I grabbed my two bags as Mum led me out of the airport towards the car park. "Where are the terrors?"
"Angela is at work. Anna wanted to come but knew she'd cause a scene if she was here, so she's waiting for her big brother at home."
"Missed her big brother?"
"She's barely seen you for the past five years. She was a young teenager when you left home. She's now a nearly nineteen-year-old woman who, well, I think she has this idea of who you are and what you'll be like now that you're finally home."
We didn't talk too much during the drive home to the western suburbs of the city, spending most of my time gazing out the window, marvelling at how much a place can change in only five years. Though I didn't want to, there was one subject I thought I should broach while we had privacy. Even after all these years, I noticed Mum's hands grip the steering wheel a little tighter at the mention of his name.
"Not heard a word from him since your sister turned eighteen. She was so hopeful that he'd do something for her that day. Instead, it was just another in a long line of disappointments. She's finally understood just what sort of man your father is."
"No communication at all?"
"None. Angela hasn't tried talking to him in years. But Anna's always been hopeful that 'Daddy' would finally return the love she had for him. Seeing her heart break was tough, but she now understands. It's why you now returning home means so much to her." She paused and glanced my way while stopped at a red light. "Not too awkward coming home to live with your mother?"
"It's only temporary. Thanks for taking me in."
"You're my son and you will always have a home with me, no matter how old you are."
"Thanks, Mum."
Pulling up into the driveway, I'd barely got out of the car when a smaller ball of energy practically slammed into my chest, feeling a pair of limbs wrap around my upper body, and two other limbs around my lower body, and I understood rather quickly that the small ball of energy was also crying her eyes out. Hugging her in return, it simply heightened the cries as I kissed the top of her head.
"Miss me, did you?"
I didn't get a verbal reply, just more crying and her limbs trying to squeeze me tighter. With one arm around her body, I managed to grab a bag and carry both inside, Mum able to pick up my lighter second bag. My sister finally extricated herself from my body once I dumped my bag, placing her feet on the ground as she took a step back, using the back of her hands to dry her cheeks.
"Think someone missed me," I said.
She returned a dazzling smile, gazing up at me from her height of barely five-one. Her blonde hair was tied up in a ponytail, her light blue eyes sparkling behind the glasses she'd always worn, perched on her cute little nose that had always scrunched up when she was thinking. She wore a loose t-shirt, but I remembered she'd grown a pair of perky breasts, but it was her butt that had always drawn attention from her early years of gymnastics, that had left her rather lithe and flexible.
"Of course, she's missed her big brother. Just like Angela's missed her little brother, and I've missed my son."
"It's nice to be missed."
"Did you miss me?" my little sister asked softly.
Just glancing into her eyes made her smile and her cheeks start to glow. "Of course, I did. I would have said 'My, how you've grown', but you're still... short."
"I am compared to you!"
"Want a coffee?" Mum asked.
"I'd love one. I'll dump my things in my room and join you back here."
Picking up both bags, I walked through the house to my old bedroom. I wasn't surprised that my mother had been busy while I'd been away. All my old furniture was gone, replaced by a new, larger bed and far better furniture. Mum had started to work full-time once my younger sister was at school, and she'd worked her way up the corporate ladder. The car she now drove, parked in the driveway, was a sign that she was now doing very well for herself.
Hearing a cleared throat, I turned around to see my little sister in the doorway, looking adorably awkward like she'd always been around me. "What's up, Bella?"
Her name was Annabella. Everyone else called her Anna. I was the only one who called her Bella. It wasn't something we agreed on, I just called her by that name one day, her face had simply lit up with pleasure, and I'd called her that ever since.
"You're not going to leave again soon, are you?"
Sitting on the edge of the bed, I patted the space next to me. Bella skipped across the room to sit down, immediately cuddling into my side. Wrapping an arm around her in return, I felt and heard her sigh happily. "I'm not going anywhere just yet. I might have a job lined up, but I've lived very much hand to mouth for the past five years. I need time to save up a deposit before I can move."
"So that means you'll be staying home for a while?"
"A couple of years to really save up enough money. I don't want to just buy the first place that takes my eye. And I'll also want to move somewhere that's still close to my family. I've spent five years living away. It was a little lonely at times."
"But you had friends, right?"
"I did."
"And girlfriends?"
"Of course. Never anything serious enough to bring a girl home to meet you though."
"And you're single now?"
"Definitely. Most of the girls I dated were local to the area, and I wasn't interested in a long-distance relationship."
"Good. That means I get my big brother all to myself for a little while!"
"I won't complain. I need to spend a lot of time with the three most important women in my life."
"I love you, Andy," she whispered, "I missed you so much."