Chapt 4
I didn't know how to act either James. You stopped calling after Gina's wedding. I'm not sure if I did something or I mean it was as if I stopped mattering to you. That hurt you know.
I'm sorry. It was all I could muster for an excuse and conveniently true. I'd kicked myself so many times I had permanent mental bruises from not calling and inviting Jenn to visit or coming home to see her. I'd dated a few women while I was away at different duties but I always was drawn to women who looked like Jennifer but not a one acted like her. So I'd end up tossing them aside and had resigned myself to find some other solution. Which didn't manifest itself before my injury put me out. One thing led to another and back to Houston I came.
You're sorry. That's IT. Her hands were digging into my calf incredibly hard and fast. She was clearly upset. Jenn, yeah. I'm sorry. I don't know what else to say.
How about telling me why. That would be a good start. I mean were we not close? I thought we were close James. Then Gina's wedding a slow dance, a kiss and you never talk to me again. Now you pop back up 10 years later and I don't deserve an explanation. I'm supposed to be satiated with, I'm sorry.
I didn't answer because I'd just been mentally gut punched. She remembered the kiss.
We went to Gina's wedding together, sort of but not as a date. I was happy she wasn't seeing anyone. As much I'd hoped Nick was around so I could pound him, this was better. I'd get to dance with her as we agreed to and hold her hand as we walked like we agreed. She was the one who suggested we could do it and it didn't take much to get me on board that ship. My imagination ran away with myself conjuring up trysts only porn stars experienced starring Jennifer and I.
We were having a great time, drinks flowed. Dances came and went at the reception. The bouquet toss she about knocked every other woman over to get it. I had to participate in the bachelor parade and garter toss. Guess who got the garter in the face. I think she was aiming, but whatever. Gina was always sneaky about that sort of thing.
Our family was affectionate but only really hugs and holiday special kisses on the cheek. The dance was a slow and romantic one. I don't remember the song but I sure remember that dress. Jennifer had wanted to turn heads and turn up the heat because she wasn't about to be shown up by Gina's other friend who'd been chose to be maid of honor. They didn't like one another and Jenn declined to be just a bride's maid.
She wore a black low back strapless pencil dress that stopped two inches above her knee, slit on her left thigh to her hip. Her incredible legs and calves where on display. I notice the bronze of her skin tone and no tan lines as I peered down her deep cleavage. I swore I could see her navel and no bra. They appeared to defy gravity and she smashed her breasts tighter to my chest as we cut up the floor. She just smiled up at me her leg parting mine as our knees grazed it felt like I was going to explode in my pants there on the dance floor.
The music changed to a tango and Jenn dropped right into my lead. She knew I'd danced in high school as did she. I knew she'd want to show off some for the other girls. I thought why not. Her cheek pressed hard to my face we put on the show. I dipped her deep and long. Her leg high over us, then wrapping it around mine as I drug her across the dance floor. She was absolutely incredible to dance with. To think we'd never danced together ever before and here we were setting the place ablaze.
She laid her head back at the last dip one leg between mine, the other knee up to my side her calf wrapping around my butt. She grabbed my neck pulling me to her lips. My brain exploded.
She was right, I left the next morning without saying a word.
I don't know if I can Jenn.
She stopped the massage for a moment. I wasn't sure what was going to happen. She moved the sheet to tuck it between my legs exposing my entire butt cheek. Her hands came so close to the tip of my dick I was in a complete panic as I thought she's gonna grab me. I was terrified and aroused in the same second. Her hands folded and kneaded the sore tissue of my leg hip and butt.
The silence was deafening.
I felt her move round the other side of the table tugging at the sheet and again placing it in my crack and coming dangerously close to my thickening tool. I'd a little more idea of what she was up to this time so I was more hoping she'd touch me if even by accident.
Why not? I mean, we used to tell each other all kind of things. You told me when you lost your cherry. I told you what an asshole Greg was and you wanted to beat his ass. Smoking pot, drinking, wrecking the car, stealing from the store, lust filled dreams, first orgasm. Why not, what changed James?
She went back to her magic as I contemplated any kind of answer. I knew she deserved one, we did share, and I'd always loved Jennifer. I just wasn't, okay I was terrified she'd be so very angry with me even now despite our age. She's been in serious relationships I heard of through the family vine whenever I bothered to contact for birthdays etc. or feeling homesick. My mind flashed back to how the kiss felt when she pressed her perfect lips to mine. It was in front of everyone but I didn't notice. She was the only person in the universe at that moment. My heart stopped cold dead when I realized I'd missed probably the one time in my life I'd get a shot at her. I didn't make the move I thought I should have and was kicking myself for eternity. I suddenly got brave.
Jenn, how'd you feel when you kissed me? I mean what were you thinking at that moment?