Hi, I'm Lola. I try to be faithful to my husband, really I do. It's just that our relationship is fundamentally flawed. I married a man who is a big baby. Constantly needing coddling and to be taken care of. All I ever wanted was to be taken care of, and all I ever seem to do is take care of other people. As much as I love to care for others, it gets exhausting.
I also have certain... needs. I have a huge submissive streak, I need to feel owned, possessed, and my husband is so insecure. Years before the idea of cheating ever occurred to me he'd accuse me of it constantly. He'd play the most fucked up mind games. He'd give me the dirtiest nastiest fuck and either apologize profusely or make fun of me for loving it. It was only a matter of time before I was driven to look elsewhere.
It would work for a while, a few months, a year, then I was back to searching for something more. I never really knew what I wanted, so I'd place a goofy advert on a D/s website and see what kind of kinky trouble I could get into.
I was checking my email one day and saw I got a message from a man who was 58, compared to my 27 that put him at over 30 years older than me. Hell, my mom is only 48. Hm, pervert, I thought. But I sent a polite reply anyway.
We started instant messaging soon after that initial email and it was really great having this smart accomplished older man trying to woo me. I would get so turned on by the things he'd say to me. The fantasies he'd share with me. One night our discussion turned once again, to sex, and I finally admitted to him how wet he made me.
"Good," he said, "that's very good. Do you know why you get so wet for me? Because I own your cunt, and when I want it wet it gets wet."
"Lol," I replied, but I was even wetter than before, a warm tingling pulsing through my body.
"You were born for me. You only exist to please me."
I didn't know what to say to that, so I didn't say anything.
That was all he spoke of my went cunt that night, and I was more than a little disappointed. I was terrified that I had taken my blase attitude too far.
The rest of the evening was spent talking about my childhood. He asked me about where I grew up and my parents. There wasn't really much to tell, I was raised by my mother, my dad took off when I was three and I didn't remember him at all. I told him all about my mom, my childhood. He seemed kind of shocked, as if he didn't realize there were men in this world who abandoned their children.
Finally, around two am, he logged off and I was still incredibly turned on. I masturbated quickly and feverishly, using three fingers to manipulate my clit and grinding against the desk chair. It was mere minutes until I came, in dizzy waves of ecstasy. What the fuck is wrong with me? Why was I letting this old man get into my head?
I didn't hear from him for three days and I was in a state of almost panic. I wasn't sure why but I really wanted to talk to him again. I was craving him.
Finally, I got an email from him. All it said was 'Friday, 10am, Green Bear Circle."
What the... we hadn't seriously talked about meeting before. I was happy keeping this strictly an online romance for the time being. After all, I was still conflicted about whether or not I actually wanted to fuck this old man. Now, here was possibly my only chance at doing something I wasn't sure I wanted to do at all.
Well, Friday came and I found myself getting up as usual at 7am. I lounged about for a bit, sipping my tea, reading the paper. At 8:30 I logged on hoping he'd be there, but he wasn't. Oh hell, I jumped in the shower and started getting ready. I shaved my legs, up to my pussy and shaved both of my lips smooth. I lingered there for an extra moment, I love how hot water feels flowing over my freshly shaved labia.
I decided to go for understated sexy. I wore ultra sheer nude thigh high stockings attached to a black garter, black lace thong, black velvet pencil skirt that hugged my ample hips and derriere, a low cut gray sweater that was tight enough to show off my small, high, perky tits, huge puffy nipples, and tiny waist. Don't get me wrong, I'm thick, but in all the right places. I believe a woman is supposed to have some meat on her and I love the way my thighs smashed the lace of that thong against my cunt lips. Black leather boots, knee high, with a three inch heel making my overall height now nearly 6ft. My legs looked a mile long. My hair is an ultra straight black bob with bangs that hit just above my eyebrows, my eyes are deep blue.
I took one last look in the mirror then I headed out, not sure what I was getting myself into.
When I got to the circle I pulled off into the parking lot that the carpoolers often used. There were a ton of empty cars, a few with people in them, most empty. I spotted him straight away. I pulled up alongside him and he casually looked at me. His face betrayed nothing.