Comments are welcome. This is story of emotions caused by confusion. It is fictional and involves inappropriate relations between a father and naive daughter. If that's not your thing, this is not the story for you.
When I woke up the following morning, Dad was already up, and we were driving. The curtain was closed, which I found odd. Then I looked down and saw that I was still nude from the waist down. It made sense why Dad kept the curtain closed. I asked my father, "Are we getting an early jump on the road?" I grabbed my shorts and pulled them up as I went to the front of the truck to talk to my father.
As I sat down, my dad told me, "No, we are actually further behind schedule than we should be. You just slept late."
"Gee...I wonder why I slept late, Dad. What's your take on that?" I attempted to open a dialogue with my father about what we had done the night before.
I could tell my father was uncomfortable. He finally spoke, "Yeah...um...I hope you are not mad at me. We got carried away, and I feel horrible about what I did. I'm glad it didn't progress to something worse."
I could tell what we did last night ate at him. Like him, I had regrets. But how he made me feel last night was an earth-shattering experience. It made me realize how little I knew about my own body. I'll be honest: I was glad he didn't attempt to have sex with me; I agree, that would definitely have been too much. But I'd be lying if I said I didn't want him to repeat last night's events. "Dad, what happened, happened. There's nothing we can do to change it. I guess we have to move on from it. I can move on from it if you can."
Dad glanced at me before responding. "I don't know if it's that easy. Did you enjoy what we did?"
I decided to be honest, no matter how uncomfortable it was. "Dad, I woke up the night before, and your hand was in my sweatpants. At first, I was shocked, then you woke up, saw what you were doing, and stopped. So, I knew what could have happened last night and did it anyway. What I didn't expect was you doing what you did. And...to be honest...I have never felt that good. It was amazing. I agree; we are lucky nothing else happened. But...I will always remember how you made me feel. It was amazing." I could feel my humiliation heating my body. My face felt like it was burning.
"I'm grateful we stopped there. I would have felt horrible if things went further. I am glad you aren't mad at me for taking advantage of you." I could tell that what happened disturbed him, but he wanted more information. "So, you liked it that much?"
Dad's question shook me. I thought I had already answered his question; why did he need me to repeat it? "Dad, I never knew I could feel like that. It felt like my body was on fire, and when...you know...I had my, umm...well, you know, it sent me over the edge of the cliff." I was glad that he was driving while I made my attempts to speak. There is no way I would be able to say what I was saying if he was looking at me. I wanted to know if what we did was a one-off or if he expected us to do it again. It is a difficult question to ask when it is your father. "So, what happens now?" I asked.
Again, he turned the conversation back to me. "It is up to you, Lisa. I felt like you were trying to tease me, and when I realized you didn't have panties on, my penis started thinking for me. Like I said, you are lucky it didn't progress to something more."
This was the first time he said I was lucky it didn't go further. Previously, he said we were lucky. Was that a misstep in his words, or did he change that to warn me? I started to get confused. I wanted to break the tension, so I tried making a joke. "I'm lucky? Seems to me you were the lucky one." I said as I laughed at my attempt at humor. My immediate thoughts were, why would my father accuse me of teasing him because I didn't wear panties. How would he know if I had panties on or not? "By the way, Dad, are you saying I wanted it because I didn't wear panties?"
Dad snickered at my comments. "Lisa, you should be more careful. Don't bite off more than you can chew." I could tell he was choosing his following words carefully. "What I'm saying is, you need to be more careful. Sometimes, women send mixed messages. I thought that's what you were doing. You were scantily clothed, knowing I was lonely."
"Dad, I don't need to be careful. And you don't need to be scared. I won't bite it." I started laughing hysterically while thinking, what the fuck did I just say? I couldn't believe I made a joke about biting my Dad's junk. I continued with my antagonizing. "So, if I wear cute, comfy clothes, I'm sending a message that you should take them off?"
My father had a quick comeback that I wasn't expecting. "Good to know you will return the favor next time." I couldn't believe he just made a joke about me giving him a blow job. Then he continued. "What I'm saying is men let the physical emotions take over. It would help if you were more careful. That's all."