When I was a kid, I spent a lot of time with my older cousin Andy. We lived in the same town in Delaware, and only a few blocks away from each other. Andy and I played all of the normal games that kids play-- cops and robbers (he would always make me be the robbers), cowboys and Indians... Okay, what all normal BOYS played, but I was a tomboy so it was normal for me too. We played "doctor" and "you show me yours I'll show you mine" a few times, but never thought anything of it.
My uncle got an out of state job, and they moved down to Florida when I was about 8 (Andy was 12). It wasn't until a few summers ago that I saw him again. Back when Myspace was a big deal, I one day in April and had an email and friend request from him, and I was so excited!! He didn't have any pictures on his page, he said because he didn't have much time to update it and didn't have a camera, so I was still picturing him the way I did when we were younger. He told me how great I looked and on the phone said "I mean, I know it's weird to say and all because you're my cousin-- but you got HOT!!" I was flattered, and I had to admit, a TINY bit excited by that, but I brushed it off. I figured he was just joking or being playful, it isn't like I suspected him of wanting me in sexual way or anything.
We started chatting and became close via internet and phone. We talked about getting together, but didn't really make any solid plans for a while. Now, our grandparents live on a lake in Connecticut and they were always inviting me to stay with them. I told Andy about this, and he said that would be a great idea to get together finally. So we set it up with my grandparents, I would stay a week in the beginning of July, and he would only be able to stay the weekend because he had work. It was set.
I got there on a Sunday night, had fun playing Rummy with my grandparents, watching movies, shopping with my Grandmother and listening to them bicker with each other like an old married couple. Then Thursday night sometime after dinner Andy sent me a text saying he was catching his flight up in an hour. I was so excited!! It had been so long, and I couldn't wait to see him!
I was asleep in my grandparents spare bedroom when he got to the house, but when I woke up he was sleeping on the couch with his blankets. I looked at him for a second, just studying him. It had been 10 years since I had seen him, he looked so different! He was tan, and in shape and- Wow he had facial hair now! I didn't want to wake him up, so I just went to the kitchen and poured myself a bowl of cereal. I was reading though a boring boating magazine that my grandpa had left sitting on the table and eating my Wheaties when I looked up and saw my cousin at the entrance to the kitchen, hair a mess, rubbing his eyes, sporting nothing but a pair of boxers andβOOPSβMorning wood! The tip of his cock was actually sticking out of the top of his boxers, and he seemed completely oblivious. I know it sounds cliche, but it was the biggest cock I had ever seen in person up to that point (I was younger and very inexperienced) and I couldn't help but think "I wonder if I'd ever be able to fit a cock that size in my mouth..." But then felt kind of weird remembering that he was my cousin! My long lost cousin.
Well I must have turned 50 shades of red after seeing that, and was a little flustered. He seemed to not notice that either as he grumbled "g'mornin".
"Morning..." I said.
While yawning and stretching, he said "I gotta pee, pour me some cereal too?" and dragged himself to the bathroom.
Now, it felt wrong, but I was a little turned on. I could feel my panties getting a little damp, but I tried to ignore it.
When he came out a few minutes later, his erection was gone.
"So... That's embarrassing" he said to me.
I knew what he was referring to. He probably got to the bathroom and realized his dick was sticking out of his shorts and felt awkward about it. I figured there was no point in trying to hide the fact that I saw it, so I just laughed. I told him it was impressive, and immediately got all flushed and embarrassed again, thinking "what did I just say that for??"
"I know, I get that a lot." he said with a wink.
We had breakfast together, and went to the lake after everyone was up to get caught up. I'm not gonna lie, I couldn't stop picturing Andy's dick and trying to imagine what it'd feel like inside me. I knew it was wrong and I needed to stop. I had only been with 2 other people before. They were fantastic experiences, but it had been a while.
Andy is about 6'0" with dark brown hair and is pretty tan, with a little bit of scruff. He has definitely got some muscle to him, but isn't huge and beefy or anything. He is definitely a good looking guy.
I'm not bad looking either. I'm 5'6", I weigh about 130, 34B's, so they aren't huge, but they are very nicely shaped- perky and round. I have a pretty pale complexion, auburn hair and light blue eyes. I come from one of those "small town" neighborhoods, where everyone knows each other, we respect our elders, blah blah. I'm SOMEWHAT of a goody two shoes. I'm not into drugs (I have "smoked" a few times before) and I'm not promiscuous. I had only had sex with 2 other guys up to that point, and had given head to 1 other. I was told I was "a phenomenal cocksucker" by one of them, and another told me I should teach a blow job class because he had gotten head from some girls who didn't even know what they were doing and said I needed to fix that.
We spent the day together. We were supposed to do things with our grandparents, I forget what, but I know my grandpa was all cranky about something and our grandma suggested we get caught up. We didn't do much; just sat on the porch talking mostly. I was wearing a t shirt and shorts, and I kept seeing him eye me up. I was hoping I wasn't imagining things and thought it was weird that I was hoping that. I guess I just liked the attention. I couldn't explain why I was so turned on, probably just teenage hormones, combined with the fact that I hadn't "gotten any" in a while. I hadn't dated in a while, hadn't met anyone decent.. So having this incredibly sexy man looking me up and down was such a thrill, whether he was my cousin or not.
Soon the conversations started to get a little heated. He asked me about dating, I explained to him what I just said. That there were no decent boys around and that I was more focused on getting ready for school anyway. He told me that he and his girlfriend broke up recently, but that he didn't care much, he just missed the sex. Then he added "..but you wouldn't know anything about that stuff" with a sly kind of smile.
I replied by asking "what's that supposed to mean?" trying to sound offended.
"Oh nothing." He teased. "Just that I know you don't bother with that stuff just yet, I bet."