Recap: My girlfriend Stefanie is a dead ringer for my mother. They both resembled the mother of The Partridge Family who I've since been told was played by Shirley Jones, coincidentally the first name of my mother. When we started going out this put me off and I had trouble getting it up. So we broke up, though before we went home for the summer, she said she was still interested and urged me to seek counselling. During the summer my mother gradually seduced me and when college resumed, Stefanie and I successfully reconnected. Here is where it left off after our first lovemaking.
As we were basking in the afterglow, she asked "So tell me Stefan, did you actually see a counsellor?"
19. Intimacy. Sex. The time was ripe for another lie. "I did."
"I knew it. And my how it's worked. Remind me to thank your mother."
Whaaaa?!?
Fall Term With Stefanie
I couldn't decide whether or not to let this pass. Did she really mean that she knew all about me and my mother? If so, did I want to confront her? What if in the confrontation I slipped up and disclosed my sexual involvement with my mother and it turned out she hadn't had a clue? Too many levels of thought to handle.
"What do you mean?"
She blushed. "I mean, I assume your mother encouraged you to see a councillor."
I should have stopped there. Damn, I'm smart as hell in hindsight. A simple "oh" would have sufficed. Instead, "Why would you think she'd do that?" I sensed that Stefanie wasn't being entirely truthful and should have left it at that. But nooooo!
She furrowed her brow as though she were weighing options. "Stefan, she saw how well we got on and was thunderstruck at how much we looked alike. She was also disappointed when we broke up. I'm assuming you wouldn't have seen a councillor on your own accord, yet you did, ergo, your mother must have encouraged you."
Whew! She should enrol in pre-law right now. Something nagged at me though. It sounded tight and logical but maybe just a shade too neat.
"Impressive Stefanie. Yeah, it was something like that." I didn't like to lie and hoped that 'something like' covered a whole lot of ground.
"Thought so" she said merrily.
We relaxed back on the bed and I started wondering how she knew that my mother was disappointed about the break-up. Safe assumption I reasoned but decided not to press it.
For the next few weeks we had a happy routine. I pretty much lived at her flat on weekends and we saw each other a couple of times during the week as well. The sex was nice but not yet wholly adventurous. Early on I'd tried fingering her asshole but she pushed my hand away. Not at all like my mother I thought but then remembered she'd thought it disgusting until she was in her 30s. That led me to believe that Stefanie was conservative in bed so even oral was rare and tentative. I didn't mind so much as I enjoyed her company and conversation. And the sex was nice. As the saying goes, especially when you're 19, good sex is great and bad sex ain't bad.
It was nearing mid-term and I'd promised I'd come home once for a visit. That was on Stefanie's mind.
One night after lovemaking she asked "Stefan, now that we've been having sex, do you think of your mother sexually?"
Ye gods! That was a hell of a lot to lay on someone.
"What do you mean Stefanie?"
She looked at me skeptically. "Oh, you know. The fact that your mother and I look alike, especially naked, and now that we've been having sex and being naked so much...Do I really have to go on?"
"No. I take your point. I guess I haven't given it much thought."
"Well you're going to see her in a week so don't give it too much thought."
"Stefanie, after this conversation it's going to be tough NOT to think of her that way."
"Hmmm, I hope I haven't unleashed a monster."
"Stefanie, you're all the woman I want and need. I'm hardly going to fall for my mother. Geez."
"Nice answer." She leaned over to kiss me.
I'd stayed over at Stefanie's the night before I was to travel back to Mom's place. In the morning she woke me with an uncharacteristic blowjob. She was unskilled and her teeth sometimes got in the way but it was a nice development. I warned her when I was about to come and she took away her mouth and held my cock as I spurted over my chest.
"And good morning to you too Stefanie. And thanks."
"Just wanted to take the edge off before you see your Mom. Can't have you getting too many thoughts."
Weekend With Mom
On the train back home I wondered about sex. Stefanie and I hadn't pledged to be exclusive but it was assumed since we spent so much time together. Still, my mother had told me I could have sex with her whenever I wanted. But in the end I thought I'd best stay true to Stefanie and sadly concluded that it was off the menu with my mother.
She had other thoughts though. As soon as I got in the door she threw her arms around me and kissed me passionately. I was taken aback but as it seemed the polite thing to do, I responded. She was rubbing her cotch against my thigh. After a couple of minutes of tongue-tussling, we broke.
"Mom, that was quite the greeting."
"You don't know how much I've missed you Stefan. And how is Stefanie?"
"Great. We're seeing a lot of each other."
"So, exclusive?"
"Not in so many words but yeah, I think that's the genera assumption."
"So we had better behave ourselves this weekend."
"Fraid so. I thought about it of course but it would feel like cheating on Stefanie."
"I suspected this so no worries. But damn!"
"What?" I now marvel at the capacity I had for obtuse questions.
"Oh, I was getting wet for you all afternoon. Now I'm going to have to change my panties."
"Mo-om. That was sweet and all. Sexy too." I was going to go on in search of the right words when she hiked her skirt, pulled down her panties and presented them to me.