Lost and Found
Chapter 3 - Reunion
Daniel stood outside the door debating whether to knock again. It had been a couple of minutes since he first rapped his knuckles against the door and the sounds of female moaning had stopped shortly thereafter. Had he really just arrived in the middle of his mum being fucked? He pictured what had been happening on the other side of the door and an unexpected rush of blood went straight to his crotch. Candy, his mysterious mother, had abandoned him when she was a teenager, so maybe she was some kind of permanently horny nymphomaniac who had a parade of men coming and going? Another wave of arousal hit him at the thought, causing a noticeable bulge to form in his pants. What the fuck was wrong with him? He was finally about to meet his mother for the first time and all he could think about was her having sex. He shook his head, as if trying to disperse the perverted thoughts from his mind before steeling himself to knock once more. His knuckles met the plastic door three times as he straightened his hair with his fingers, fidgeting nervously on the spot until he finally heard movement inside. The handle slowly turned and the door swung open. The moment had finally arrived.
The woman standing in the door was disheveled, to put it nicely. Her make-up was smeared and smudged, her dress was creased and crumpled and her hair was a tangled, grease coated mess. If there was any doubt before it was gone now. He had just interrupted his mum having sex. Who had she been with? How was she positioned? Was she still wet and desperate to cum? His train of thought was interrupted by the sound of the woman's voice, shaking him back to reality. "Hello, can I help you?" she asked in a strained, slightly embarrassed voice. Daniel just stared blankly at her in response, unable to say anything. What should he even say?
So much time passed since her greeting that Candy was starting to become uncomfortable with the strangers' silence. "Are you ok?" she asked warily, positioning her body behind the door as if to protect herself from a potential incoming attack. The words caught in Daniel's throat, his entire life flashing before his eyes in a moment. His throat was so dry and his palms were sweating when he finally managed to force out a solitary word, dripping with meaning, intensity and emotion.
"Mum?" he asked, voice wavering.
Candy was unsure what to expect from the young, blond man standing on her doorstep but she would have never guessed this in a million years. She turned white, her face a mix of confusion, amazement, regret, and fear. She clutched onto the door to stay on her feet as her knees shook, still feeling wobbly from the assault on her pussy mere minutes earlier. This must be some sort of joke right? This couldn't possibly be her long lost son, could it? "What did you say?" she asked breathlessly.
Daniel cleared his throat. "Sorry, are you Candy Sanders?" he asked, managing to muster up a little confidence as the anxiety and weight of this moment wracked his body. "My name is Daniel and I think you're my mum." Tears welled up in his eyes as he heard the words pass his lips, overcome by emotions. Daniel didn't need to say any more, he could tell just by the feeling in his gut when he looked at her, that this was the right woman. This was his long lost mother.
Despite having no proof to speak of, Candy felt deep down in her bones, in her soul, with every fiber of her being that this was him. This was her son. She started to softly cry as she smiled back at Daniel, unable to speak. On the inside, the feelings of the last two decades rushed through her as she struggled to make sense of them. The guilt and shame of abandoning her child, amazement and joy that he had found her and fear that he would be angry with her. He had every right to be angry, she wouldn't be able to blame him if he felt that way. These two people, two strangers, separated by years, miles, and circumstances stood staring at each other sobbing, unable to move, think, or speak. Locked in this moment together, their eyes said more to each other than any words ever could.
A couple of minutes of silence had passed when Candy heard footsteps coming down the stairs. Steve. Her eyes went wide, fear and alarm radiating through her body as she realized he was going to discover the scene playing out on the doorstep within the next few seconds. He was unlikely to respond well to her speaking to a handsome young man without explanation. She needed time by herself with Daniel to talk, to be sure of what her feelings were telling her and she wouldn't be able to get that with Steve around. Her mind sprang into action before she had a second to ponder what to do next.
"There's a cafe down the road, be back here in 30 minutes," she instructed and closed the door abruptly. Daniel was surprised, left staring at the door, face still damp with tears. After standing there briefly, he decided it was best to do as he was told, Candy must have had a good reason for telling him to go he reasoned. Their unspoken connection had told him everything he needed to know. This was his mother, no question about that. What was another half an hour to him after over two decades of waiting? He took a moment to compose himself, wiping his eyes with his sleeves, which was when he noticed the sound of muffled voices on the other side of the door. The other voice was clearly male, but he couldn't make out what they were saying.
He shrugged and turned from the door, walking down the road slowly in an endorphin induced daze. He felt like he had been punched in the stomach, his body exhausted and his head spinning. Despite his best efforts the emotions bubbling up inside him were threatening to take over and burst to the surface. He darted into a back street lined with black bins, assorted rubbish, and a long abandoned pink child's bicycle missing its chain and a tyre. His suitcase toppled over to the ground as he leant against a wall and the tears fell without restraint. His body shook as he wept, his mind going over all the years of self-doubt and questions. The birthdays and Christmases where he had waited to see if he would have a card from his mum, each time leading to crippling disappointment. Walking past women in the street and wondering if they were her. The emptiness he felt inside, not knowing one of the most basic things about himself, wondering who he truly was.