LOVE AND DESTINY
For compliance purposes, all sexually active characters in the story are over the age of 18. This is a long, complete story that I have cut into more digestible chunks. I plan to publish each section immediately after its predecessor is posted. Hopefully, all sections will easily pass Literotica's censors without incident.
CH. 01
It was Valentine's Day and my long-time girlfriend had promised a really special surprise. That's how this 40-year-old ended up with my hands fastened to the bedposts wearing nothing but a sleep mask and a condom on my raging, masted cock.
Two years after my wife's death, I began dating again, mostly at the insistence of my then 16-year-old daughter. Mom would want you to be happy. You're still a handsome man, Daddy. You deserve someone to love you, Dad- and so on...
I deliberately chose someone who would not remind me of my Desiree. I met Fiona Baines at a church event although, before my wife's death, I was never a regular churchgoer. Both of us had attended Catholic grade and high school but by the time I'd graduated, I'd lapsed. However, Desiree had remained a devout Catholic. After she died I started attending church again because church attendance was a requirement to reduce the tuition to the parish parochial school my daughter attended. I also went to get answers about life and death and also to honor the memory of my wife.
Fiona Baines, a 35-year-old slim, taut, tall beauty was a perfect counterpoint to my late wife who had been petite and curvy. Desiree had been 5'5" with full breasts, a round butt, red hair, and green eyes. Fiona is a 5' 8'" willowy blonde with blue eyes, an angular beauty with small breasts, and a tight little butt. At first, Fiona was very personable and charming. Our courtship was slow, over the first six months it was dinners, movies, and church events. Unfortunately, as I discovered, after I had dated her for a while, Fiona's differences from my wife also extended to her personality. Whereas my wife had been sunny, personable, and affectionate Fiona was ofttimes moody, cold and, although she had pretended otherwise at first, she was also essentially humorless.
The first film my wife and I saw together was
Back to the Future.
This was on a supervised date at my house with my parents when we were 14. When my parents were driving her home I whispered to her that she was my density. She laughed and since my 'rents were not watching she kissed me.
Back to the Future
became
our
movie and it and the sequels became the source of family in-jokes. When our daughter was old enough we let her watch the films and she also joined in the jokes.
We named our daughter Destiny, although we always kidded her that the name on her birth certificate was Density or sometimes Des-Tony which is a combination of our names. However, my mother-in-law was scandalized by the name, saying it was a hooker or stripper's name. My mother agreed. To keep the peace, we used Destiny's middle name of Colleen for most public situations. After Desiree died, however, Colleen decided she wanted to reclaim her name to honor her mother.
Fiona never really understood the in-jokes or the banter that Des and I shared. She also despised the annual spate of April Fool's day pranks we played on each other. They were simple and harmless like switched salt and sugar, whoopee cushions, fake eggs, veggie donuts, etc. The first time I played one on Fiona, which was a hidden whoopee cushion behind her sofa pillow, you would have thought I strangled a puppy right before her eyes.
After six months of dating Fiona and I finally did have sex but she had strict conditions. Since birth control was a sin she would not take contraception so I had to wear a condom, that way I guess I was the sinner and not her. Fiona thought the human form was vulgar and so we could only do it in the dark. We could only do it in my house since Fiona didn't want sin to enter her home. Fiona also never slept over since that was too much like co-habitation. Finally, we could only do it either in the missionary position although on rare occasions the doggy style or cowgirl was added. No hand-jobs, blowjobs, tit-jobs, or anal sex however need be mentioned.
You would think that would be the end of our relationship but you must remember that my wife had been a virgin until our wedding night and had been initially reluctant to express her sexuality but had eventually loosened up. So I was used to being with a sexually timid woman. However, Fiona never loosed up. About a year into the relationship Fiona revealed more of her true personality. Fiona was what I termed a gilded or god-plated Christian. Those folks who attend all the services, do all the rites, and read their bible yet all of that is for selfish reasons, not to serve or glorify God. The basis of their faith is to save themselves from damnation and also as a bonus, so they can feel morally superior to everyone else.
Plus there was Fiona's relationship with Destiny. My little girl was a studious, sweet, vivacious, and devout girl so you would think that Fiona and she would be simpatico, at least in the beginning. Not so. They got on like oil and water. Early on Fiona, Destiny, and I had dinner together. It seemed to go well. After Fiona left however Destiny said, "I don't like her Dad. She's not right for you and she's fake."
I chalked Des' remarks up to her being jealous of no longer being the only woman in her Dad's life. It also might have seemed that Fiona was trying to take her mother's place. I asked her to get along with Fiona and she did try, grudgingly. For most of the past three years, the two ladies in my life have avoided each other whenever possible.
Fiona hated me spending any time with anyone besides her. If she even suspected I was looking at another woman, much less talking to one she would give me a poke, an earful, and freeze me out. She even resented the time I spent with my daughter. As time went by it often seemed that Fiona deliberately baited Des with cutting remarks. Destiny was very studious, very devout and so did not date much in high school or during her first year of college. Because of this Fiona often referred to Destiny somewhat disparagingly as a little nun. I always found this a bit odd coming from someone as supposedly devout as Fiona.
Fiona had nothing to worry about. I am strictly monogamous by nature, although she continued to believe all men were naturally pussy hounds. Especially men who were built like me. Now I don't believe I'm all that special. I'm a medium-sized guy with a wiry build and a bit of a middle-aged gut. However, I have a fairly large cock or so I've been told. As I said, I've only been with two women. My wife had some difficulty taking me at first and Fiona claimed that part of the reason we had sex so infrequently was because of my size.
Why then did I stay with her? Well, this is something my daughter often asked me. I guess I was just wired to be strictly monogamous. I dated one girl in high school and ended up married to her. So when I started to date two years after my wife's death, I stuck with the first woman I dated. The way I was raised was that commitment overrode happiness.
Mostly I had stayed in a relationship with Fiona because she was good company for the most part, to me anyway, I wasn't looking for anything serious and when Fiona did get in the mood for sex her pent-up passion was enjoyable. I was just too complacent to look elsewhere.
In the past year, since Des had graduated high school, Fiona had been increasing pressure on me to put a ring on her and make Des move out of the house. To be honest I was not ready to do either of these. Once during a particularly acrimonious exchange between Fiona and Destiny, Fiona gloated that soon Destiny would be gone and she would turn her room into a display room for her Hummel figurines. I broke it up and pulled Destiny into the kitchen. Once there I assured Des that she didn't need to worry about moving out because marriage between Fiona and I was not going to happen any time soon. I hadn't realized that Fiona was eavesdropping on our conversation.
After three years. my relationship with Fee had done its job and cured me of any lingering despair or grief over my wife's death. This was a good thing because my little girl has grown into a very close match for my late wife. She is taller by a couple of inches, she has hazel-green eyes instead of just green, she has my mother's full pouty lips and my sharp nose but she has the same curvaceous form and brilliant red hair that Desiree did.
Since it was becoming clear to me that Fiona would eventually make me choose between my daughter and her, I was starting to work up the gumption to break up with Fiona. However, I kept delaying hoping for some miracle that would allow them to get along. So when Fiona told me that she had a special Valentine's Day planned, I figured that this once again going to be a full-court press for marriage. However, being the big wuss that I am, and quite horny from her longest hold out of our relationship, I agreed to meet her.
Early Valentine's Day morning Fiona texted me to tell me to meet her at my house in the afternoon on Valentine's Day. This was itself unusual. Our usual Valentine's routine was a small dinner at a restaurant and then possibly making love - depending on her mood. An afternoon tryst would entail Fiona taking off from work, something she never did. She is an IT person for a local department store chain, and as she liked to tell me, the most essential person in the whole darned place.
So I arrived home at one in the afternoon on Valentine's Day and shortly afterward Fiona strolled into my house dressed in a very sexy short red dress and a small bottle of champagne. Fiona went into the kitchen with the bottle of champagne and came out with two glasses. "I'm really looking forward to our day together," she said with a big smile as she slid next to me on the sofa.
Fiona is normally a teetotaler so it was not a surprise to me that the champagne she had picked out was not the best. Mine tasted a bit funny but I drank it all so as not to cause an incident. The second glass of champagne didn't taste as bad. Fiona gave me another shock. She wanted to go to my bedroom. The idea of having sex with her during the daylight hours gave me an immediate hard-on.