Love letters
1
August 1, 2010
My dear Jay,
I love you.
Ever since you left for Dubai, I am living in vacuum. Yes, your elder brother Jagdishbhai and his wife Jagrutiben are taking good care of me. Both of them treat me like their own daughter.
But can they replace you? I have lost appetite for food. I have lost my sleep. When will you come back my dear hubby?
Was this job so important that you left me alone just after fifteen days of our marriage?
Love you,
Your darling wife,
Meenakshi.
NB: By the way, what should I do when I miss you badly in the middle of the night?
2.
August 15, 2010
Dear Jay,
The whole country is celebrating Independence Day except me. I am not independent. I can't live without you!
The news isn't good. Your sister-in-law has been admitted to hospital. She is suffering from some kind of cancer.
I can't look at your elder brother's face. He is in so much pain! Just call and talk to him.
Your wife,
Meenakshi.
NB: I am using my own fingers as per your suggestion. Well, it's working fine. How I wish those fingers were of someone else!
3.
October 15, 2010
Dear Jay,
Its pity you couldn't come to attend final rites of your sister-in-law. Good that you didn't come. You couldn't have watched your elder brother's face. He cried and cried!
He was still crying even when all relatives had left. I couldn't see him in pain any more. I rushed to him and hugged him tightly. He cried more hiding his face in my breasts!
He cried like a baby rubbing his head in between my breasts. I don't know whether I undid my blouse or it opened on its own. I vaguely remember that I thrust my breast in to his mouth. He sucked my breasts for hours. I cuddled him as if he was a baby. Was it motherly love? Or was it something more than that? I don't know. What I know is that he was at peace at last. It is really strange but I too found my peace.
I don't know when he fell in to sleep. I had lost sense of time since I had a male body in my arms for the first time after you left.
Your wife Meenakshi,
NB: I should be honest with you. I like his touch.
4.
December 2, 2010
I have received your letter written in red ink. I understand you have disliked the way I tried to console your elder brother.
My dear husband, I beg your apologies. I shall maintain distance from him.
But you have to see him to believe that he is a depressed man. He has lost his life partner of twenty years!
Yes, I shall control my emotions. I shall not go near him since you don't like it.
Your darling,
Meenakshi.
NB: It's very difficult to control my fantasies, but believe me, I am trying very hard.
5.
January 16, 2011
Dear Jay,
There are some good news and some bad news.
Good news is that your brother has started going to office.
Bad news is that he returns very late and that too in bad shape. He has been drinking heavily.
Call and talk to him some good things, okay?
Yes, of course I am controlling my emotions. Otherwise I would have suggested him to drink at home and save money.
Love you,
Yours Meenakshi.
NB: I am fad up of using my own fingers.
6.
February 17, 2011
Dear Jay,
I am proud of you. Jay, you are a reasonable and understanding man. As per your suggestion, I had a word with Jagdishbhai. I told him that I have no issues if he drinks at home.
You know what did he said? He said, 'Look Meenakshi, I like to drink when it is served by a woman!'
Sincearly, I was surprised with his response. Still I managed to hold my nerves. I asked him to wait for just ten minutes.
He was stunned to see me after fifteen minutes when I entered in living room with tray of drinks. Even you would have clapped my entry.