I've always had a thing for my sister, ever since I was old enough to get a boner. She wasn't a supermodel, but at the same time she was far from ugly either, she had that girl next door look and charm that every guy likes. It hadn't always been that way, as youngsters we'd both been chubby, but as we matured we went separate ways. I became a great bear of a man, muscular but overweight, covered in hair, over 6ft and with a love of food and alcohol that would keep me that way forever, your classic gentle giant. My sister on the other hand became slimmer and ever more attractive, developing from a chubby preteen into a sexy full- bodied woman, with the sort of classic hourglass figure modern fashion just does not account for. Full chested, around a 36D, with a size 6 or 8 waist but size 12 or 14 hips. From her early teens she struggled to find clothes that properly fit, but gained many male admirers, including myself... especially myself... I became obsessed by her shape, her personality, her smell.
As we grew older my obsession never waned. My sister moved away, got married, did all the usual stuff, apart from kids, she was pretty clear about the fact she did not want kids, which just meant she maintained her awesome body much longer than most women do, and I wasn't going to complain.
My life on the other hand was in stasis. I tried my best, but every single girl I met I ended up comparing to my beloved sister and she won hands down every time, I couldn't find anybody who compared. A lot of people assumed I was in the closet, and to be honest I let them think that, because it was easier than admitting the truth... I was completely and utterly sexually obsessed with my sister, and just couldn't imagine being with anyone else.
The result of all this sexual ambiguity meant we weren't particularly close as siblings go, as much as I wished differently. I was afraid that if we spent too much time together my desire would overcome my self control, so I often avoided her company for fear of what I might do, despite it hurting me to the core. I figure she just thought we were different and let me be and that was the way it went for years...
So my life had been plodding along in it's usual, uneventful way when she called me out of the blue. Her husband had got a job in Italy and instead of getting a place for him to stay over there during the week as you might expect, she was giving up her job and her entire life to move away, they were completely selling up, buying a boat and sailing it to Italy to live on permanently. I was silently heartbroken, we didn't see each other much, but now I'd never see her at all. The sail to Italy was going to take about three weeks and she was asking if I wanted to help crew their boat for a one week leg of the journey. I immediately said yes, I'd love too. The idea of getting to spend a whole week with my sexy sister after years hardly seeing one another at all filled me with joy, despite the harsh reality it represented in the long term.
I wont recount the dark, salacious thoughts that crossed my mind in the build up to that journey, but whatever those thoughts might have been they were shattered by the reality of sailing a 60ft yacht through the Bay of Biscay with only a three person crew. Christ that's an unforgiving stretch of ocean! We were on 8 hour shifts and hardly saw one another at all other than to occasionally share a meal as one of us took watch and the other crashed, I'd never really sailed before and was having to learn fast. David helped out, showing me the ropes as much as he could. He was a nice guy, but I couldn't bring myself to like him. I could never like any man who had my sister when I couldn't regardless of how well they treated her and how much she loved them. I know it's selfish and churlish, but it's the truth and it would never change.
We were several days into the journey and my confidence in handling the boat was growing. I was on the night watch whilst my sister and her husband slept below. The wind began to get up and I adjusted the sail and course to accordingly, pretty proud of my sailing prowess after only a few days, but little did I know the night hid a thunderhead. It wasn't long before the wind and rain became much worse, I'd never had to manage alone in these conditions before and was struggling. The sails were lashing about in the wind, the compass was spinning. I'd no idea of our heading. The yacht was rolling and pitching all over the place.
All of a sudden a shaft of light broke the darkness ahead of me as the main hatch opened and my sisters pretty face appeared through it. "What's going on?.. David got pitched right out of our bunk, he's out cold!"
"What do you fucking think's going on?" I yelled back "There's a storm I can't control it"
"Ok I'll take the wheel!" she shouted, clambering out onto the deck, "You reef in the main sail. I'll guide you, do exactly as I say, we need to weather this out"
I spent the next twenty minutes or so reefing sails and letting out ropes as instructed and generally hanging on for dear life, following to every order my sister gave. I was impressed with her prowess in handling the yacht and her ability to stay calm as the intense storm tossed the boat around, she'd come so far my little sister and I felt so proud. It was only after things calmed down a little and we had the yacht back under control that I realized my sister was completely naked beneath her lifejacket, she'd literally jumped naked, straight out of bed and into action.
The twitch in my loins was immediate, of course I'd seen her naked before, I'd spent most of my teens spying on her whenever I could. What can I say? I'm a shameless voyeur and my lust for my sister made me that way, but it had been a long time since those days. Nevertheless, the same dark perverted thoughts came flooding back as I took in her glorious form and made my way towards the wheel.
"Jesus Christ you must be frozen" I said as I closed in behind her and wrapped my arms around her midriff.
"Where's David?"
"I told you! The storm tossed him out of his bunk, he's out cold."
Holy fucking shit snacks, was God testing me or what? Here we were in the middle of the ocean. No one around for miles. My sisters husband was unconscious below deck and she was naked in my arms. I needed to be strong. For years I'd promised myself that I wouldn't let my eternal fantasy fuck up her life as well as my own, so I played it cool.