This is a story about a descent into darkness and as such it makes more sense if the reader.
Goes first to Chapter 1. That work can be found under Incest/taboo.
I was sitting at the nurse's station thinking about what had transpired last night, when a voice broke into my reverie.
‘Marie…Marie…MARIE!"
With a start I returned to my surroundings and looked up to see Helen, one of my older nurses, looking down at me with obvious concern.
"Are you alright?" she said, frowning. "You have been in a funk ever since shift started,
Is there anything I can do?"
"No, no, I am fine. I was just preoccupied with a little problem at home." And I flashed what I thought would be a reassuring smile.
Helen looked doubtful for a moment but then accepting my denial she laid a patient chart in front of me and began discussing the care plan she had been working on.
After going through it in some detail, I praised her for the quality of the submission
And indicated that our interview was over. As soon as she walked away I rose and walked back to my office where I would have more privacy. I wasn't normally a brooder
But the dark thoughts I was having didn't lend themselves to the bustle of a busy nurse's station.
I was heartsick over what had happened last night and at a loss as to what I should do about it. I had groveled in the sexual abuse I had suffered at the hands of Jake and my daughter Paige. Even now the memory of watching them make love in front of me was kindling a renewed excitement in me. My panties were already sopping wet and it appeared there would be no letup in this persistent and sickening arousal. Shameful though it was that I was reacting in this way, I was concerned more for the effect that it had on Paige. I didn't want to see her develop into a sadistic pervert, no matter what I had become.
At breakfast this morning Jake had told me that he had to go out of town for two days.
Perhaps with time alone with her, I could reestablish my position as Paige's mother and regain her respect. In any case I would have to try. I couldn't let her descend into the morass of evil that Jake had opened up. Tonight I would steel myself to face my child and restore a proper parental relationship. Having made a decision I immersed myself in my work and eventually made it through to the end of shift.
When I reached home I opened the door and walked into the foyer. Back straight and sporting what I hoped was a confident expression on my face I turned to Paige, prepared to speak. She spoke first.
"How is your bum feeling tonight…still hurt?"
My good intentions fled along with my composure. I stamped my foot and launched into a diatribe.
"LOOK HERE YOUNG LADY, WHAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT IS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN AGAIN!"
"SMACK", the slap to my face left me stupefied. We both stood facing each other in silence for what seemed an eternity, I with tears in my eyes, Paige gloating over my obvious subjugation.
"What happened last night is going to happen again anytime I say it is ...Isn't it …Mommy"
Her cruel smirk was devastating, even more than her words. I felt sick. All of my erstwhile planning vanished, leaving me feeling totally humiliated…and perversely excited. I couldn't believe that I responded as I did.
"Yessssss"
"Take off your clothes …Mommy" and as if I no longer had control over my hands I started to disrobe. Paige stopped me when I was down to my garter belt , white stockings and panties. I closed my eyes as she fondled my breasts, helpless to stop her. After a moment she lightly slapped my face…jolting me sufficiently that I opened my eyes and looked at her.
"Whenever I am using you, I want you to look at me…do you understand…Mommy"
I nodded reluctantly, the tears starting to come now.
"You want me to pull your panties down …don't you …Mommy"
"Noooo" I said and immediately her hand struck out to lash my face again.