All characters engaged in sex acts are eighteen or older.
"It's actually not too bad, Daddy. Classes aren't hard, though I don't like having econ at eight." The first week of school had been a whirlwind. When I got here I had been so scared, and I was a weepy mess when Daddy and Mom drove away.
"I'm so glad Babydoll," Daddy's voice was an anchor, even miles away over the phone. Though classes were easy, I was nervous about making friends.
"Still miss you," I said, kind of quiet.
"Your Mom and I miss you too. Can't believe you're already this big. Do you like the town?"
Daddy's words made me blush, and that feeling hit me, the one that made both of us so uncomfortable. "It's nice to walk on the beach," I said. I hadn't worn my swimsuit a single time. It hardly covered me, and I felt too tall and my butt was too big.
"Hope you're not out drinking," Daddy said.
I was getting warmer. "No, Daddy!"
I answered Daddy's questions about classes. He teased me about boys and my ears burned. Most of the guys here were ok, but I had met a few who scared me a little. He told me a little about when he was in college.
"Well, the last thing I wanted to tell you is that your Mom and I are visiting next weekend." I had sort of been enjoying the sound of Daddy's voice rather than his words, but this made my heart skip a beat.
"Wait, you and Mom are coming out here?"
"That's right Missy Bear," he had started using that old nickname right before I left for college. I liked it when I was a kid, but for a long time it just reminded me of being big. Now, though, the name reminded me of what Daddy and I did together before I left. "We're going to spend a couple of nights. Go out for dinner, go to the beach. You still have that swimsuit I got you, right?"
"It doesn't fit anymore," I lied.
"Hmm, well we'll have to take care of that, then." I didn't respond. My hope was that Daddy would forget about this. "Anyway, you'll be able to show us around and introduce us to your friends. You'd like that, right?"
"Yes, Daddy," I grumbled.
"Ok, Baby Doll. Well I'll talk to you later. Love-"
"Daddy wait!" I swallowed hard, steeling myself for what I was going to ask.
"What's up, Missy Bear?"
I took a couple of deep breaths. "I want to say thank you so much." My voice quavered.
"Thank me, for what?" There was a solid beat or two. "Oh," Daddy said. "Oh my, yeah."
I struggled for the words. The gift had made me feel special, important to Daddy. Most of all it made me believe there was hope that Daddy would enjoy me again like he did right before I left. "It's just nice, that's all," my lips throbbed and I rubbed my knees together with my tingles. "I wasn't really expecting it."
"Well, uhhh, Melissa. You're welcome. I'm happy you..." Daddy's voice trailed off.
"It's ok, Daddy. I just thought that after you touched me-"
"Alright, Baby Doll. Sleep well, we love you." Daddy hung up. He hung up. I couldn't believe it. I knew this kind of thing made him uncomfortable, but that really hurt. Sitting on the edge of my bed, I pounded the mattress. The tears welled up in my eyes, how could he do this to me? I knew what Daddy and I did had been wrong, or that he felt weird about it. It was our big secret. I felt weird too, but also it had been the greatest feeling in the world.
One movie night, I was cuddling with Daddy. We always did this on movie night and it was my favorite thing. Somehow, the thought of kissing him got into my head, maybe it was because there was kissing in the movie. Anyway, I got that tingly, wet feeling. But this time it was for Daddy. I had told him about my tingles before, and it made him uncomfortable. This time even moreso.
But I wore him down and soon his hands were all over me. He played with my boobies and nipples, pulling and pinching them. He also slid his hand down and played with my kitty. He put his fingers inside me and somehow found this magic spot. It made me feel like I had a livewire inside me. I had an orgasm from Daddy's fingers in my cooter. I had never had one before, but when I looked around online I was sure that was what it was.
But after that Daddy wouldn't even talk about it with me, let alone do it again. When I got here at UC Santa Cruz, he had given me a gift. It was a little pink vibrator. I was excited to try it out, but mostly it made me feel like Daddy was keeping the door open, like I might have him inside me again if I was good enough.
I rolled on my side and felt sorry for myself. My eyes blurred with tears. Didn't Daddy know what this would do to me? The anger intensified my tears. I pushed the blanket aside that I was knitting for Daddy. It was a good thing Lacey, my roommate, wasn't here to see my cry like this. She had teased me a little about the Disney movie posters I put up on the wall, even though I got her to admit she liked most of the movies. We ended up watching
Encanto
together.
But I felt a buzz and a ring underneath me. I rolled over and picked it up. "Daddy?"
"Babydoll, I'm so sorry." His voice was nervous.
"What happened?"
"Melissa... your Mom was in the room with me. We can't talk about stuff like your," he lowered his voice, "vibrator with her there. I hope it didn't hurt your feelings me hanging up on you."
"No, Daddy, it's ok," I made sure my tone said the opposite.
"Good, and I'm glad you liked it." There was a pause for a few seconds. Daddy wanted me to take the lead on this one. I wasn't going to this time. "Umm... you like it, good. Have you used it yet?"
Admittedly, I was a little surprised he had a question like this. "Yeah, I did."
A few more seconds of quiet. "So how was it?"
Gulping, I pushed my embarrassment down. "Well, I don't know if I was using it right."
"Wasn't there a manual?" Daddy asked. He was doing an admirable job of keeping an even keel.
"I didn't have trouble starting it up or anything. It's just..."
"What, Babydoll?"
"Well, I used it and everything, but it didn't... you know." The night I got there I had used it and sure it felt good, but I couldn't make myself cum. A frustrating experience. That didn't stop me from trying again the next night, and the night after that. I never got myself to orgasm like Daddy did, though.
"You didn't, umm, finish?"
"Yeah I don't know how. Daddy it felt so good when you touched me. I know you can help me with this! Just tell me where to touch. I know I can do it if you help me."
"Melissa, oh my God."
"Please, Daddy. I know it was a little weird, but you made me feel so good. I love you Daddy, I know you can help me."
"Babydoll, you can't ask me about stuff like this."
"I can't talk to any of my friends like this. When I was with you, you touched a special spot on me. Was that my clitoris? I can't find it, Daddy."
Daddy's voice was elevated. "Hold on, Melissa, hold on."
"I just don't know Daddy, I can't do it." Putting a little whine in my voice wasn't that hard, since I was still a little upset with him. "I'll never be able to have an orgasm, Daddy. I looked online and girls don't get them when they have sex. I don't know what to do."
Daddy sighed, "Missy Bear, just listen. Come on, don't cry." He was right where I wanted him, though I had worked myself up and couldn't really stop. "Settle down and we can talk about this."