They were having a family movie night. It was so ordinary that Mia was having a difficult time wrapping her mind around it. She was a completely different person now. How could her family be doing something as mundane as having movie night? Of course, she and daddy were the only two that knew she had been awakened to the sexual wonders of her body. And really, he didn't even know for sure that she hadn't ever had an orgasm before he visited her two weeks before. That was another thing; why hadn't he been back? Of course, it was probably a good thing that he hadn't because really, he shouldn't be touching her the way he did. Mia thought she certainly shouldn't have enjoyed it as much as she did. The problem was that she had liked having Daddy touch her breasts and lick her nipples so much that she wanted him to do it again. She also wanted him to slip his hand into her panties and touch her pussy again. She wanted him to rub her clit β she'd gone on the internet and did some research β and give her another orgasm. She'd touched herself and gotten off that way a couple of times but it just wasn't the same as when Daddy had done it.
Stop! Stop, she chastised herself. That cannot ever happen again. Mia told herself she had to speak up and say no. That was scary though because then Daddy would know for sure that she knew what had been going on. Then he might ask her why she hadn't said no before. How could she admit that she never said no because even though it was a little scary it was far more exciting when he visited her at night? She heaved an irritated, confused sigh and opened the kitchen cabinet to get out some microwave popcorn.
"Are you okay, Mia?" Daddy asked.
"She's fine," answered her mother who was in a grouch mood, as usual. "She's a teenage girl who has been cranky lately because she's probably on the rag."
"Shut up," Mia snapped, mortified to have her mom talk about her period that way. Besides, it wasn't true. She'd had her period the week before.
"She had her period last week," he said and she felt her face burn with what she knew had to be a wicked blush. Plus, she didn't want Daddy to know that kind of thing about her. It was private for God's sake! Mia turned and stomped out of the kitchen. She ran to her room and shut the door quietly even though she was tempted to give it a huge slam. That would be childish but it would probably feel good. Instead, she laid down on her bed and shut her eyes. She tried to empty her mind and breathe deeply. It helped but then she had the thought that maybe Daddy hadn't come to her because she'd had her period. That had to be it. She felt enormously cheered by the revelation.
Mia sat up and thought, maybe tonight. No, damn it! The contradictive feelings and uncertainty were tiring. She brushed out her long, straight blonde hair and changed into black shorts and a white tank top, her usual sleep attire. Then she went back out to settle in with her family, including her twenty-one year old brother Collin, eat some popcorn and watch movies. She needed to stop worrying and have some normalcy.
Mom griped and made annoying comments through the entire first movie. They all ignored her for the most part and Daddy kept her wine glass steadily full. Mia couldn't help but hope she'd pass out soon and give them all a break. "Can I have some of that?" she asked and smiled sweetly in hopes of getting a glass of wine. Her parents weren't totally strict but she wasn't legal drinking age, either.
To Mia's surprise Daddy let her have a glass and she sipped it as they started the second movie. The wine was all right. The nice thing was that it helped her to relax all the way and let go of her worries as she, daddy and Collin laughed at the silly comedy they were watching. Halfway through the second movie mom went to bed and Collin left for a night out with friends.
"It's just you and me now."
"Yeah," she said with a smile and stretched her arms above her head while she gave a jaw cracking yawn.
Daddy laughed and patted the couch next to him. "Come sit over here and finish the movie with me."
"Okay," she said and got up from her chair to go over. "Whoa," she said and giggled. "I'm a little light headed."
"Wine will do that to you when you aren't used to it. Are you feeling ill?"