This is the story I didn't think would happen. It is the fifth story in the series that started with the story "Cassie" https://www.literotica.com/s/cassie-12, 9/21/2024) and continued with the stories "Sage" (https://www.literotica.com/s/sage-3, 9/27/2024), "Mareen" (https://www.literotica.com/s/mareen, 10/4//2024) and, finally, "Checked Out" (https://www.literotica.com/s/checked-out-2, 10/15/2024). Those stories detailed James' pursuit of his obsessions with both photography and women's bodies that included his sister, the local bar maid, his mother, their neighbor Mareen and Donna, a cashier in the local supermarket. Here, his mother reveals her thoughts on the results of James' pursuit of a photography career and her role in it.
James is a phenomenal photographer and a consummate lover. I can state that with confidence since he is my son, has taken many nude pictures of me and I'm fucking him as often as possible.
I can't say that I fully understand how I've arrived at this point. I do know that I'm enjoying it very much. It's also improved my relationship with my daughter, Cassie, the sex with my husband, Ralph, and certainly, my admiration for my son, James.
James has always been fascinated with photography. For as long as I can remember, he wanted to take pictures. As he grew older, his hobby evolved into a profession. He sees the world differently than the rest of us. He sees it through the lens of his camera and the results are remarkable. Initially, he focused on the natural world, flowers, trees and the animal life he discovered in our garden.
Over time, his interest expanded to include people, especially women. He manages to use his camera to reveal the real woman hiding within the women we all know. Today he manages to support himself and his photography doing portraits, weddings, bar mitzvas and other parties.
He began to see his photography as art. He discovered the paintings of Georgia O'Keeffe. She focused on the natural world, capturing with her paintbrush the essence of flowers much like James captured it with his camera. O'Keeffe's paintings were sometimes compared to the genitals of women without actual comparisons. He thought he could complete the analysis with his camera and he embarked on a project to intimately photograph women to create a direct comparison of O'Keeffe's paintings with flowers and women's labia.
Obviously, accumulating the pictures he needed for his project wasn't simple or easy. He was unable to even formulate an approach to a woman to pose for him let alone describe his requirement or ask them to model for him. Fortunately, his sister, Cassie, volunteered to be his first model. Even being his sister and knowing what he wanted didn't make the actual modeling easy for her.
James understood and worked with her to make her comfortable with the concept. He suggested she dress casually, in a full skirt and just let him take pictures of her without conditions. In his basement studio, he encouraged Cassie to move around casually without regard to either him or the camera. "Be yourself," he instructed. "Don't think about what you're doing, just do whatever feels right," he told her.
Cassie didn't really understand what he wanted but she relaxed and let her body lead. She walked around the studio set, sat on furniture, hopped on one foot, skipped, danced and twirled around with her arms spread. James took pictures.
They reviewed the results together. Several times, Cassie asked, "Is that me?"
"That's you," James confirmed. "The camera captured what we don't really see," he explained.
One picture stood out. Cassie was twirling around in front of the camera, her arms spread, joy on her face and her skirt billowing high in front of her.
"Oh my God," exclaimed Cassie. "You can see my panties. I'm not sure I like that."
"Look at your face," instructed James. "You do like it. You don't have a care in the world. You don't care that your panties show."
Cassie examined the photo and eventually agreed. "I am happy, aren't I?" she asked.
"And it has nothing to do with your panties showing," James insisted. "You're happy about life. You're happy that you're alive."
James suggested that Cassie repeat the series of photos with one difference, she should do it without her panties."
"You think I'll be happy even without my panties?" she asked.
"Remember, your joy wasn't about your panties. I think you'll be even happier without them. More of the real you will be free," James suggested.
The next set of pictures were a revelation to Cassie. When she saw the picture of her twirling in front of the camera, the first thing she noticed was the expression on her face. "I don't remember ever feeling that happy," she commented.
"And you didn't notice the absence of panties," pointed out James.
Cassie changed her focus. Her hand covered her mouth. "You can see everything," she cried.
"The camera saw everything. You didn't care. It wasn't important," explained James. "I think you're ready for the next set of photos."
"Nude?" asked Cassie.
"Don't think about it. Undress slowly. Nothing posed or unnatural. Lead with your feelings. Take care of yourself. When you're naked, revel in the feelings. Immerse yourself in the feelings. Be one with the environment. Make love to the air around you. Don't look at me or the camera. We're not there. You're alone with yourself. Feel the joy. Live the joy," suggested James.
They reviewed the photos as before. Cassie unaware that she remained naked sitting at the desk. Her most frequent exclamations from her were, "Is that really me," and "I'd could never do that."
"You could and you did," reminded James. "That's the real you, the Cassie none of us knew about, even you."
The final set of pictures were straight forward. Cassie insisted on it. She lay on the lounge chair in the set and James took close up pictures of her genitals for his project. Cassie insisted on going further. She thought James should have pictures of her while aroused since they had to be different then when she was just relaxed. Then she suggested the ultimate set of pictures - James should take her picture after she had sex!
Her transformation was complete. Together, James and she had created a process that led to James taking the pictures he needed for his project and Cassie took the lead in finding and developing future models for him.
Cassie also had another epiphany. She loved James. Having sex with James for the photos triggered a deep emotional reaction in her. She loved James. She wanted him inside her again. She wanted to feel his ejaculate warm her insides as often as she could have him.
I told you that story to explain what happened to me.
Cassie showed me the pictures, including the nudes but without the close ups. She emphasized how James and his pictures changed her, freed her from unnecessary complications and let her live life as her true self. Prudently, she didn't tell me about her sexual awakening with James.
I began to wonder if I was living my true life and if James could perform the same magic for me. Posing for him was a no brainer but posing nude was terrifying. I was his mother. He was my son. It just didn't seem possible.
Meanwhile, Cassie drafted Sage, the barmaid from the local pub to model for James. The results were identical to the results with Cassie. I reconsidered my reluctance to pose nude for James. I changed my focus from feeling naked, to feeling the freedom to be myself, naked or not. I approached James and offered to model for him.
His reaction wasn't what I expected. He didn't think it was a good idea. I was his mother and posing for him nude wasn't what a son and mother should do.
I convinced him. He took the photos. They were incredible and I felt happier, freer and more confident that I could remember. I sat in the chair next to James reviewing the photos totally naked and without a care in the world. In that moment, he wasn't my son. He was my photographer and he had given me a new perspective into my life.
Then I remembered his project. For an instant, he was my son again. I forced the thought from my mind and asked him how it was progressing.
Initially, he was reluctant to discuss it but he relented when I wouldn't let the subject go. He admitted that both Cassie and Sage had posed for close up pictures suitable for him to make comparisons. I insisted he do the same with me.
He posed me on the chaise, separated my legs and sat between them with his camera. It was the easiest thing I'd ever done. I was exposed to James in a manner I never thought possible and I didn't care. I wanted to be exactly where I was and I wanted the camera to capture it all.
James took several pictures. "Done?" I asked.
"Cassie raised an interesting thought at this point," James shared with me.
"I'm listening," I told him.