Session 1
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The day the spiral began was the day I caught my own mother watching "Step-son" porn. I didn't traditionally catch her, as in, walk up behind her rubbing her bean or however women masturbate. No, I happened to see a porno in the history (when I was clearing my own...lol!).
And the timestamp happened to be on a day when I knew Dad was at work, sis was at college, and I was holed up in my room, trolling Discord. So, Mom was the only one around.
I should have just deleted it. I know that. But also, I got this heady rush thinking 'Mom watched this.' And so, I watched it, too. The video was strange, kinda made me giggle thinking back on it, but apparently porn does satire?
Like, some smooth assed, kinda feminine kid was stuck in the dryer. I guess he was trying to dig out that last sock. He called out for help, Mommy came in--that old script. But the director that day must have really wanted to lean into that whole subverting expectations trend. At first, it was subtle, you know, the roles being reversed, step-son in the dryer instead of step-sis.
But then, it got crazy. It was a real eye opener for me, what with all the...things...the mom in the video did, all the ways she worked her own son over. As a hint, it was definitely more of an "eye opener" for that kid in the video than it was for me who was watching it, if you can believe that.
That day, a seed was planted in my brain.
It started out as one of those intrusive thoughts, you know, those morbid ones where you metaphorically smack your head to rattle it out of there.
This was really inconvenient. See, I'm homeschooled. It's my senior year. I'm an 18 year old virgin. Never even kissed a girl. Fucking pathetic, I know.