I am a normal 18 year old with raging hormones. Doesn't matter what I see or think about, I get a hard-on. I love to rub my hard cock through my pants and I love jerking off. That sensation of cum building up in my groin, the sweet release, and cum soaking my chest and body is something I can't get enough of. I am a virgin and I have been told that fucking is a better feeling of release but until that time comes, I will enjoy pleasuring myself.
I kind of know what fucking is like, well, being fucked anyway. When I was 18 and my cousin, who was a year older, we started playing "games". We would show our dicks to one another to see who was bigger. Mine was always bigger, which made my cousin mad, but interested both at the same time.
It wasn't too long into our "games" when my cousin asked if he could touch my dick. He wanted to compare the feeling of his dick with mine. When he first touched it, my body tingled and my dick twitched. Within 30 seconds I was hard as a rock. My 8 inches made my cousins 4 inches look small and puny.
I knew from an early age I would have a big dick because I saw my dad's dick one time and he was hung like a horse. This fact made me proud and also I liked being better than my cousin. When my dick was hard, my cousin started feeling it and rubbing it.
I can't describe what a wonderful sensation it felt like. The more he rubbed, the harder I got and the better I was feeling. He suddenly stopped rubbing me and asked me if I had ever masturbated.
Seeing the look on my face, he rephrased the question. Have you ever jerked-off? I hesitantly said no. He said he been masturbating for years now and he loved it. He asked if I wanted to see how it was done. I said sure. I had masturbated many times before but I was playing dumb.
I thought he was going to let me watch him jerk-off but he told me to lie down on the floor. When I did, he knelt beside me, took my dick in his hand and started stroking me. OMG that felt great! I tried to relax but my body wouldn't let me. The more he stroked, the more I could feel the burning building up inside me. I had never felt this good.
After stroking me for about 5 minutes, I felt my groin start burning and I told my cousin about it but he said don't worry about it that I was going to cum. I knew what he meant so he started stroking harder and faster. Soon I couldn't stand it any longer and I exploded, shooting streams of cum everywhere. My cousin asked me if I liked that and I said very much!
He went to the bathroom to get a washcloth. While he was in there, I scooped up a blob of cum and ran it between my fingers. It was slick. I put a little on my tongue to taste it. It didn't taste good at first but the longer I tasted it, it wasn't all that bad.
My cousin came back in the room with a warm washcloth and began washing off cum. When he started wiping my dick, I got instantly hard again.
He told me to practice myself when I was alone. I already had but he didn't know that. The more I did, the more I enjoyed it. Every time my cousin and I got together and were alone, he would masturbate me. He never asked me to jerk him off...I think he was embarrassed by the size of his dick. I didn't mind him doing me because it felt good when he did.
This went on for months until one day we were together and he asked me if we could do something new. I said sure, what? He said that he had a girlfriend and she wanted to have sex but he had never done it and wanted to practice on me. Not knowing what he meant, I said sure.
He told me to lie on my stomach and spread my legs some. He got on top of me and guided his dick into my butt. Even when he was hard, he wasn't that big so when he stuck it in me, it didn't hurt a lot. He started fucking my ass like a mad man. All I could do was put my face into the pillow. It only took a few minutes and I felt something warm in my butt.
As soon as he was done, he threw his clothes on and ran out the house. I thought I might have done something wrong. When I turned over on my back, I noticed that I was hard. I didn't remember it getting hard but as I laid there, my butt burning, I was getting horny so I masturbated while thinking about him fucking my ass.
Two weeks later my cousin came over and I asked him if I had done something wrong. He said no, he was just embarrassed for asking me to do that. I told him it was ok and if he wanted to try again. I think I stunned him because he just stood there.