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Thursday - 1:48 AM
Seven years. She couldn't believe it, but the math added up. It had been seven years since another person had touched her. Sexually, anyway. Seven years since she lost her husband, and her son lost his father. The tension had been building for most of it, especially since we're bombarded by sex in everything we see, read, and hear. Maybe tension wasn't the right word. It felt more like starvation.
Sexual
starvation.
Joanne Kiddish slipped her right hand under the waist band of her purple cotton underwear, working her fingers through the jungle she had neglected between her legs. She looked at the clock on her nightstand beside the table lamp emitting a dim, orange glow and sighed. Hopefully, sexual release was all she would need to get at least a few hours sleep.
The tip of her middle finger grazed her sensitive area. Electricity shot through each of her nerve endings, causing her back to arch as she fought to keep the squeals inside. She was slick, the intersection between her legs coated in her sensual juices. As her muscles relaxed, she applied more pressure, rubbing in a circular motion with her middle and ring fingers together. She panted and writhed on the bed, trying desperately not to be heard as her fingers stimulated her pleasure center.
She could hear him in the next room, though.
Again
. Either he didn't realize, or he didn't care; she wasn't sure which. He panted and grunted, the headboard lightly knocking against the wall. She wondered what he was watching, what he was getting himself off to. Was it lesbians? She could get into that. Two beautiful women trading orgasms in creative ways? Yes, please! At least women knew how to get each other off.
The thought of two beautiful women in coitus, their legs wrapped around one another, grinding their engorged flowers together,
ugh!
She pulled her panties off with her free hand as she sat up, fingers making their way inside. She contorted herself at just the right angle to hit her G-spot and couldn't contain a deep, loud, quick moan of pleasure escaping her lips.
Maybe he was watching cum-shot videos. Oh, how she missed semen. She loved everything about it. She reveled in the taste, the warmth, the texture. She loved the way thick gooey puddles of it felt on her triple-D breasts; warm and sticky as it clung to her pale flesh. The gooier the better. She knew she was being too loud now, yelping with each pant but unable to contain it. The thoughts of hot, sticky jizz pushed her closer and closer to the edge.
Her fingers dug in, their motions becoming almost violent, rapidly pounding away inside her own body as she began to tense, every muscle and every tendon pulling as hard as they could while she exploded. She squealed as her juices splattered the inside of her panties, panting and screeching as her orgasm reached a fever pitch.
She collapsed back onto the bed, breathing heavily, unable to see straight. Her undersized spaghetti-strap tank top was askew, breasts fully exposed, belly bulge sticking out of the bottom. She didn't even care until she looked to her right and saw him. Her 19-year-old son frozen in the doorway, staring at her.
Ugh. Steven. He must have come to check on her. She was
trying
to be quiet. She rarely ever had orgasms, but when she did, it was epic. She just couldn't bring herself to do it five times a day like him.
"Do you need something, baby?" she asked, still out of breath.
"Uh..."
Why bother covering up? He'd already seen her in all her glory, and besides that, she was exhausted. He could ask what he wanted to ask and go on about his business with her titties flopping in the breeze, ginger pubes slowly drying in the fresh air; exposed and half asleep, she lacked the energy to care. He should have knocked if he didn't want to see his mother naked.
She stretched and closed her eyes.
When Joshua, her husband, left them behind, she and Steven went through a period of serious trauma bonding. She knew they were closer than normal as a result, and somehow, subconsciously, Steven had taken his father's place to a small degree.
"Steven, it's late. What do you need?"
"Well, I was... I thought you were dying..." he trailed off.
"Oh. Baby, neither of us is that lucky. You saw what I was doing. I'm fine... more or less. Now, is there anything else you need, or are you just enjoying the view?"
"Uh... I guess that's all."
She opened her eyes and looked at him. He was staring at her nakedness, stunned. She figured he was disgusted by how much she had let herself go. She just had to buy new jeans, for Bob's sake. Size 18! Her triple-D's were barely fitting into their bra cups anymore but she couldn't find the right size
anywhere.
Stupid cake. There was
always
cake at the office. As if it wasn't bad enough everyone just sat there staring at computer screens all day, but they had to give them cake, too? Someone upstairs in the big offices must have really had a thing for fat, middle-aged women. Well, everyone had their fetish.
"Look, baby, if there's nothing else, then good night," she said with a sigh.
"OK."
She stretched out her muscles, allowing her body to properly sink into the mattress. She felt so relaxed and comfortable, she didn't even bother to fix her top and just let her exposed breasts bounce and sway however they liked.