As we rode along in the car, my mind went back and forth. One moment I was lusting for each of my sons sitting in the back seat and the next I felt very ashamed. My mind was in complete turmoil. The woman in me, or maybe it was the girl in me, had a taste for their cocks. My pussy got damp just thinking about how hard and ready they were. My oldest son's cock was big and wonderful, bigger than any I have ever experienced. Oh, how I wanted to feel it deep inside me.
I didn't understand it, but I had truly enjoyed my other sons cock in my mouth. Just as my pussy began to throb, I looked at my husband driving and a wave of guilt hit me. I thought, I better stop it now; I need to put it out of my mind. I needed to get back to a normal life. Over and over my mind struggled for the right answer. I just didn't know what I should do.
We arrived back home about mid-morning. I was surprised to learn my husband would be leaving again soon. I had completely forgotten about his business trip out of town tonight. We had talked about it before we went camping, but with all the camping activities and issues on my mind, it had slipped my mind.
Time flew by, and before I knew it, my husband was heading out the door for the airport. I decided I needed to take a long shower to relax. I jumped in the shower and all the lust rushed back into my mind. All I could think about was how ready I was to feel a big cock in my pussy. My son had the cock I need and the desire to take me and pump me all night. I just needed to let it happen. The guilt came over me but went away quickly. I wanted it so badly last night, now I had my second chance. I had to do it. I shaved and did all the things a woman tends to before a big date.
It was still too early in the day to make a move, so I didn't really leave the bathroom on a mission, but I was ready. As I walked down the steps, my heart nearly stopped. My son was in the living room with a bag packed. He was standing there with a very pretty girl. He must have called her. He said, "I was waiting for you. We are going to go out for the night. I will be back tomorrow, maybe. I'll call you, Mom." He walked over to hug me goodbye.
As they walked out to the car, I felt sad. I thought, how could I compete with her? Look at that little ass, perfect breasts, cute face. I was so jealous; I couldn't understand how such a tiny body could take a cock that big. Hell, I would fuck her too.
I went back in the house disappointed.
I went into the living room, laid on the couch, and flipped on the TV. I idly flipped around the channels, but really could not find anything I wanted to watch. I closed my eyes and all I could think about is what could have been. I could have had that big cock all night long. I knew he wanted me and I wanted him too.
My irritation was replaced by fantasy. I wondered what they had done up till now. He must have kissed her.. I'm sure he must have rubbed his hands all over her firm tiny body and tight ass. I could see them undressing, her tight clothing falling to the floor.
I lay back and imagined them. In my mind, she stood there, with her pale ultra thin perfect body, his cock bursting at the seams. I dreamt of her fumbling with the button on his jeans until they came undone. She unzips the fly, allowing the jeans to drop to the ground. Pulling his boxers down, she watches as that enormously wonderful cock springs out.
His big cock presses against her small body as he leans to kiss her. She holds the massive cock in both hands. She can barely get a cock that size in her mouth but she tries, working the shaft up and down.
I imagined her pushing him back on the bed and continuing to work his long thick cock. At just the right moment she stands on the bed facing him, her legs straddling him with her pussy directly above his cock. His cock is nearly up to her knees. She lowers that perfect ass down letting the head of the cock part her soft pussy lips. She slowly takes in about half of the cock with her head down watching it go in. Her head and hair flip back, her eyes closed as she drops the rest of the way down the shaft.
I realized my eyes were closed and I was rubbing my pussy. My pink sweats had a damp area showing through. It was still too early for bed, I decided I would masturbate later.
II
I was on my third glass of wine when I realized it was getting a little late. I flipped off the TV and walked up the stairs to the bedroom. It occurred to me I had not seen my other son all night long. I wondered what he was up to? I knocked on his door, got no answer. I opened the door, just to make sure he was ok.. He was sleeping, with the light on.
I closed the door and went to my bedroom. I undressed looking at my body in the mirror. I wasn't as tight or toned as the little slut, but not bad, most men still wanted me. I turned off the light and lay in bed.