I was filled with lust and terror as we looked each other in the eyes. My thoughts raced by. Our bodies were on autopilot now. My mature hairy pussy was grinding and bobbing up and down on my boy's rigid cock. As his streams of cum filled my pussy, I felt him pushing as deep as he could, his muscles tensed up, and his face changed from pleasure to confusion.
I started to come to my senses, my body was still tingling from the powerful orgasm. Though his cock was still hard in my pussy, the throbbing and pulsing slowly subsided. What have I done, I thought. My nerves were so shattered I almost started to cry. I leaned forward, my erect nipples made contact with his chest first. "I'm so sorry honey, please forgive me," I said as I lay on his body kissing his lips. "Please, forgive me," as I gave him small kisses over and over, "Please, forgive me". He said nothing as I felt his cock get softer and softer. All at once, I felt his cock slide out of my pussy. "Oh god, let me get you cleaned up."
I got off the bed and off my son. I ran to the bathroom totally naked. I grabbed a towel and wash cloth and headed back to the room as soon as I could. I knew he wasn't going anywhere, but I needed to try to make things right.
As I walked back through the door he instinctively reached for the cover to cover up, then hesitated as he saw me walk in totally naked. It was still a little dark in the room but there was enough light for his eyes to explore my body. I hurried to the bed, my breasts swaying and bouncing as I moved. I sat on the bed near his waist. The mother in me started to clean him gently. All I could say was "I'm so sorry" over and over as I cleaned his wonderful cock.
He finally spoke to me, "You don't have to do that mom."
I said, "I know honey, but I feel so bad."
He said "I'm sorry, mom, that was my first time."
"Oh honey, you were wonderful, you gave me everything I wanted tonight." "Please, please, please don't tell anyone", as my eyes met his. He turned his head away and said "I won't."
I laid down beside him and hugged him tightly. After a few minutes, he fell off to sleep, and I kissed him good night and left the room.
I lay in bed thinking, sure I would not be able to sleep. At some point sleep must have overtaken me though for when I awoke it was some time later.
I took a shower immediately after getting out of bed and then went to the kitchen to make coffee. As I was taking my first sips of coffee, my boy walked in, head down, looking tired. I asked him if he was ok; he mumbled that he was. I put my coffee down and pulled him to me, I hugged him hard. He said, "I'm just tired, I need to get a shower," and left the room.
I thought about it for a second and I decided I was going to go to his shower and seduce him while he was awake. I had nothing to lose and it might make him feel better. I walked into his room and the shower was running. His bathroom door was open. I untied my robe and dropped it as I headed to the bathroom. I slipped into the shower and he was very surprised. He tried to cover up. I said "Hi baby, I thought I would join you, don't be nervous."