NOTE: This is my first entry to Literotica. Feedback is encouraged. I've done a little bit with writing in the past but this is my first experience writing about the same events from two points of view. Tell me what you think! I'm not shy!
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I've always been in touch with myself as a person. My name is Amy, and I'm a regular shut in. I love to watch Netflix, and go on Tumblr. I enjoy Nutella and Hentai. The life that I live is a pretty stable one. I hang out with my friends every few weekends, and I guess that is where this story starts. It was a few months ago when I had my first kiss with a female and it was one that I'll never forget.
I was just eighteen at a sleepover with my friends Kristy, Beth, and Anne. We had all been friends since kindergarten and it was late. We were all tired from playing Mario Party and watching reruns of The Power Puff Girls (which is still my absolute favorite), when we decided to play truth or dare. Retiring to Beth's room upstairs we all sat in a circle on Beth's floor in a circle facing one another. This was our time to be silly and have fun, given the fact that Beth's parents went to sleep a little while earlier finding no trouble resting after dealing with a group of restless girls barely old enough to be considered adults. The game started off as usual; we were just a bunch of friends hanging out and our usual games consisted of posting something stupid on someone's Facebook, or eating some weird smoothie made of whatever leftovers were around the house at the time. That is why when I picked truth, I didn't expect what Beth was about to ask. "Have you ever done anything with a girl?" She said in a normal tone. It wasn't pressuring or embarrassing, but she was genuinely curious.
"Well I don't know. I guess I never thought of any girl that way." I answered, thinking back. It was a simple question and I had already given my answer, but I was still thinking about it. Would I ever do anything with a girl? Was Beth interested in girls? Was she interested in me? These questions filled my head and swirled around my conscious mind for a few seconds before I remembered it was my turn to subject one of my friends to a truth or dare. "Hey Anne, truth or dare?" I said considering my options based upon what she picked.
"Uh... Truth." She said, being timid as always. While I was taller and thinner than the lot, Anne was of a regular build and was filled out a bit around the thighs and rear end. She'd always been a little heavier than the other girls in school until she high junior year and became a more voluptuous girl. But the things she went through as a child contributed to her understanding of the world and made her a good friend to have.
"Alright" I said, thinking of something new while my subconscious mind was still in a flutter over the question Beth had posed. "Have you ever liked a girl?" I said in the vernacular we used when we were younger. She looked around a little pondering the question before answering and I could see her face grow red. I immediately regretted putting her on the spot like that but I was still curious as to what she'd answer.
"Yeah. A couple. But I've never been more than friends with anyone." She responded after what felt like an eon of thought. I had never heard of anyone around me talking about it until then, but I was interested. While this idea was new, I was already familiar with my friends in many ways. Anne, Kristy, and I had all been friends since kindergarten, and Beth arrived at our school a year later as a result of her parents failed attempt at home-schooling.
The game continued for a while but I was still thinking. It was this deep trance of thought that left me unprepared when Kristy decided to subject me to her truth or dare wrath. Startled, I quickly picked dare, taking focus off of my absent-mindedness a few seconds before, and quickly drawing it to the adventure and possibility that a dare involved. "I dare you to kiss Anne." Said the blushing yet smiling Kristy. The request was new to me but my inquisitive mind was more than ready for the new experience regardless of the result.
"Okay." I said, leaning forward. I had never kissed anyone and was on the spot. But being with my friends gave me a slight bit of comfort and courage. I leaned forward to Anne who also leaned close to me. "There!" I said after a quick peck on Anne's lips. It was odd, but not bad. Being new as it was, the kiss was the topic of discussion for the rest of the night.
While my first kiss had been with a girl, I had never really identified with a sexuality as a teen. But our sleepovers quickly changed. The kissing and giggling turned to making out and cuddling. We all enjoyed it and decided to keep it a secret. By the time we hit college we were all very open with one another, going so far as to masturbate together after the lights went out. The end of my senior year of high school was when I achieved my goal of pleasuring a girl, Beth, orally to an orgasm. While this was a wonderful and eye opening experience, I had also never lost my interest in boys. I lost my virginity and continued to be as sexually active as any other teen around. While my urges and turn ons evolved, the newest idea by the end of freshman year of college was incest.
I had never given the idea any thought until I watched a porno involving a mother and her stepdaughter. It was as hot and as fake as any porno, but I liked the Idea. Fantasizing about my single mother became the topic of my nightly fantasies while I went on looking for more ways to fuel my incestuous urges. At this time, my masturbation sessions were happening every night after my roomie and I finished our post-dinner shows and headed to bed. It was a wonderful thing to fantasize about my mom knowing she had only a room away from me for so long. I had even heard her a few times as well pleasuring herself before bed at the same time as me. The memories of the slight moans and groans from the next room over made me quiver and gush.
Everything was going as usual until a few nights after I got home for summer break, my mom went to her room to take care of business as usual, and I followed.
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