Peter avoided me for well over a week. He had even begun locking his door so I couldn't go in his room and wake him in the morning. I knew it was wrong but I missed seeing his beautiful penis. And I was becoming a terrible person myself, I began to masturbate using one of my larger dildos... and pretending it was Pete fucking me. My pussy began getting wet when I was around him and I was getting sick with guilt.
We eventually started talking again and Pete made no mention of the day I caught him with my panties and nor did I. There was still a tension between us but I think we both wanted it to just go away. We had always been so close and now this seemed to be driving a wedge between us. My other problem was... who can you to talk to about something like this? I couldn't discuss it with any friends or colleagues from work. O couldn't call my daughter and tell her I was having a hard time dealing with my desire to get at her little brothers goodies.
There was my sister Tina in Florida. She was widowed and lived with her 19 year old son. We had always been close and she taught me some things about sex. In fact, she taught me how to suck cock. She gave me a few lessons on anything that was shaped like a penis and to this day I'm thankful to her because any man I've been with raves about the way I give head. Its been so long I wonder I've forgotten how? But I didn't call Tina, figuring that I would try to resolve the problem myself. If not, we were heading out to Florida over the Thanksgiving weekend and I could talk to her about it then.
So somehow we managed to get through the next two months. I had used plenty of batteries during that time and I was having more involved fantasies concerning my son. I even allowed myself to venture out on a date with a younger man from my office but we never made it to bed. I realized that my desire for my son had become pretty dominating.
So on the Monday before Thanksgiving I picked up Lucy (my daughter) at the airport and headed home. The three of were flying to Florida Wednesday morning. I was grateful Lucy was home because the tension seemed to be lifted. My mind was on my daughter and we stayed up till one in the morning catching up. I was exhausted but happy at work the next day.
We all went out to dinner Tuesday night and had a great time. We decided to hit the sack early because our flight left at 7 a.m. Before bed Lucy kissed me good night and asked if she could wake up Peter in the morning. I asked her why and she blushed, "have you woke him up yet?" I told her I did.
"Then you've seen it?" now it was my turn to blush. "You have, haven't you?" she knew from my silence that I had.
"Can I say something mom? promise you won't get mad?"