My second semester of college was pretty intense. Lots of psychology lots of math. Between working, studying and classes, I never had any time. A friend of mine had introduced me to methamphetamine as a study aid. What I had not anticipated was what an all over aid it could be. Made studying way easier. Late nights were no longer an issue. I seem to be excelling in both my studies and at work. And my sex life skyrocketed seemingly overnight. It was like a miracle drug for me.
What I had not anticipated was how much it would overtake my life. With summer break coming up it was definitely time for me to go home to help out with the house and take a break away from the dope.
Besides, mom also needed help. Dad only passed a year-and-a-half ago, and Mom is telling me how difficult it has been to keep up on the house without him there. Things are falling apart and she never had to deal with it before. The plan was to stop a dope week before I went to moms. Well it was not going as planned. Only two days off of it and I was going out of my head. So I got enough to take with me and drove off to moms.
Pulling up to the house I saw mom sitting outside working on the flower bed. Sundress and sun hat. She looked as beautiful as she ever did. Mom never seemed to age, however, since Dad passed she had seemed more frail than ever. Maybe this was only in my head.
She didn't seem to notice me pulling up in the car, so I rolled down my window and hollered at her, "You always gave those rose bushes more attention than you did me!"
"And they have never given me the amount of trouble that you have, now get out of that car and give your mom a hug!"
Mom looked me up and down after she gave me a hug,
" I don't think I've seen you weigh so little in years. How come you're losing weight? Are they not feeding you there?"
The guilt of knowing exactly why I lost the weight kind of tripped me up a bit.
"That's why I'm home so you can fatten me up!" I quickly replied.
"Well then, get your things up to your room, I will start working on dinner so you won't wither away. I have your room all ready for you fresh linens and everything."
So I gathered everything went up to my room, I was ready to get high again. The 6-hour drive was quite exhausting. Once I put everything away, I began to go to load a bowl.
I peeked out the door and hollered to the kitchen "Hey ma, I'm a little weary from the drive do I have time for a nap before dinner?"
"Sure! It won't be ready for probably another half an hour. I'll wake you when it's ready!"
Perfect half hour was just enough for me to get high and watch a little bit of porn on my laptop. I pulled up my favorite website, selected the video I wanted to play, and took a marvelous hit off that glass pipe. I made sure to keep the volume down so as not to get anybody's attention. I took my pants off and let my rigid erection free of the confines of my tight jeans. As I was taking another hit off the pipe, the door opened and mom walked in.
"DAVID, I was... nevermind, I'll see you at dinner." She stopped halfway through the doorway and paused for a moment, "Dinner is nearly ready David." she said gazing at my cock. She seemed shocked, as her eyes widened, then realized she was caught staring.
I'm not sure what she got more of an eyeful of, pornography, my rigid penis bouncing on my belly, or the drugs. It didn't matter I could tell she was crushed.
Dinner was always a formal event for Mom. Should usually wear a nice blouse with a skirt or even a dress. She sat there in front of her plate wearing the same sun dress she was wearing while working in the garden. She barely even looked up from her meal. And I really was not hungry. Once she stopped eating I got up to clear the table. I offered to grab her plate then she placed her hand over mine.
"David" she asked with deepening concern, "how long have you been smoking methamphetamine?"
"Mom, it's only been the past two semesters. I tried to quit before I came home, but it was too hard. I was struggling with the workload, balancing a job, trying to have somewhat of a social life, and a girlfriend to boot. I toyed with the idea of dropping a few of my classes and even giving up the hours at work... then a friend of mine let me try this. That seem to be the answer to all my problems. I had boundless energy, I even brought my GPA up to a 3.8, and got a raise at work."
"You're here with me for the next 3 weeks David, promise me you will try to quit before you leave. That is all I ask. I won't bring up the smut on your computer, or seeing you in all your glory, that's normal for somebody your age. But the drugs I cannot accept. Will you try for me?" Her voice was almost quivering as she stared deep into my eyes and stroked my forearm.
For the first time ever that I can recall, her touch and her gaze had me turned on. I could feel the blood rushing to my head, my face had to have been flushed.
"Yeah mom, I will." Now feeling thoroughly embarrassed, all I could think was to get back to my room. " I think I should go shower now and get some sleep Mom."
I kept telling myself that it was just a side effect of the dope. It's unnatural to be turned on by her. I never have been before. As a matter of fact I used to get thoroughly disgusted when my friends would say how hot she was. It's my mom I don't see her that way. Maybe it was just the fact that I was getting ready to masterbate when she caught me and I still needed to blow some steam off. So I pulled up my browser again and this time, I typed in mother and son taboo on the browser. Maybe just a test for myself. I turned the volume up a little bit so that Mom would not just barge in. If she heard the noise she would just walk on by. It wasn't long until I made a mess all over my bare belly. I certainly wasn't tired so I figured I'd grab a towel and go take a shower.
That shower felt incredible. I could feel all my muscles relax. I just sat in there and soaked for a while.