In the living room I sat, audible sounds of sex all around me.
My daughter Ciara was in her room with her boyfriend Jon, reconnecting with each other after Ciara's threesome on the boat earlier in the day.
In my room, my wife Alexa was being fucked by her boyfriend, Matt.
My wife met us on the beach when we arrived back from the boat party at Pleasure Cove. Ciara, my daughter, had fucked both my wife's lover Matt and his best friend Bill.
Ciara was so excited she ran off the boat and embraced her mother in an enormous hug. Bill stayed to hang out on the boat for a little longer. Matt, Jon, and I walked up to my daughter Ciara and Alexa on the beach. My wife gave me a hug and a kiss.
She then turned to Matt and smiled. The man that fucked her daughter.
Their eyes locked and held. She loved this man and you could tell he loved her. They both had denied their love because of all the hiding and sneaking around behind our children's back and societies' back.
We always introduced Matt as my good friend, when in fact he is Alexa's boyfriend and lover.
Her mouth crushed his. Their tongues collided with each other. He pushed into her mouth as she pushed her tongue into his. They battled, both wanting to feast on each other. She clung to him as her head twisted. Each time she moved, she dove deeper into him.
They separated. Stared at each other. Alexa was the first to speak. "I love you so much Matt!"
Matt cupped her face and lowered his lips back to hers. His fingers slid to her hair and held her to him. His tongue slid inside her mouth and hers slipped inside his. As they separated, their eyes held.
Ciara and I were speechless.
"I love you too, Alexa." said Matt.
Alexa hugged him and cried. The emotions she must have felt knowing this man fucked her own daughter.
I felt like a train hit me. Hearing her tell him she was in love with him triggered so many insecurities. I felt fear, sadness, and I felt small. I had to take a deep breath and remember Alexa has fallen in love with other men during our cuckold relationship and I have always been her primary lover. What she refers to me as the love of her life.
It is me she always comes back to.
A dangerous game we play.
She has an abundance of love, plenty for me and any other guys. Married for 21 years, we have a firm commitment, deep love and companionship, and I see her and love her for who she is.
Ciara spoke up. "Are you leaving Dad for Matt Mom?"
Alexa choked back her tears, pulled me to her, and kissed me as passionately as she did Matt.
"No Ciara, I will never leave your dad. Your dad is the love of my life. No one can ever replace him. I'm in love with your dad and I also love Matt. They fulfill different needs for me." Alexa spoke to all of us.
"Let's go back to our suite." My wife said to everyone.
With a smile, she grabbed Matt's hand. We all walked back to our room.
Back in the room, there was an awkward silence.
Ciara tried to lighten the mood. "Does this mean I can't get fucked by Matt again, mom?"
"You little slut!" Alexa said back.
We all broke into laughter.
"We will see about that. Right now, I want Matt to take me into my room, tell me all about your slutty day on the boat while he makes love to me. If you are lucky, I might let you fuck my boyfriend again." Said her Mom.
With that, they went into our room.
Ciara grabbed my hands and asked, "are you doing okay dad?"
"I am okay Ciara. I have known for a while your mom has been in love with Matt. He is good to her. I am happy he can now be part of your life, too. We have hid so much for so long from you, your brother and most of the world. It feels good to be out of the closet, per se. I think your mom is feeling the excitement of that. It is giving her a newfound energy. She can be herself now. She does not have to hide who she is from you."
I brought Ciara into my body and held her. "You can always be your true self too."
"I would have always been supportive of you and mom dad, I hope you know that! I love you both so much." Said Ciara
"Now I need to go reward Jon for being the perfect boyfriend. The man I am in love with!"
Jon had a big smile on his face. She grabbed his hands, and they went into their room.
I am used to waiting as a cuckold.
When you wait as a cuckold, each hour can feel like an eternity.
Each minute passes like a snail.
The mind races, thoughts of your wife being taken sexually, arousing thoughts, but also fear can creep in and out.
Cuckold angst. Insecurities, fears, love, desire, erotic deviant thoughts harden the mind and the cuckold's sexual organ.
I am a masochistic and I am a submissive male.
I can hear them.
"Fuck! You feel so good!" echos out to me from my bedroom.
"Your cock makes me cum so fucking quickly!"
"I've been dying to have your enormous cock all day. So thick! Yes, fuck me Matt fuck me hard!"
Sounds also echo from my daughter's room.
"I love you so much for letting me fuck them! Do you want me to continue to be a slut for bigger cock?"
"I love enormous cock so fucking much! I want more gigantic cock Jon, can I have more cock?"
As I wait, it is a blend of arousal and anxiety.
My daughter is screaming, as her boyfriend reclaims her.
He can never fuck her how the two guys fucked her today, but their sex is now better. Her mind is free and her body is free to experience sexual pleasure outside of her relationship. She feels empowered and in control. That makes sex with Jon better than it has been. She has won the lottery to have a man like him. He is now becoming the love of her life.
Over years, I have learned to be patient.
So I wait as my wife and daughter are being fucked. My wife will come back to me. Tell me the story. Happy and satisfied. I will bask in having her back into my arms. But then the craving, the cuckold cravings, they will always return.
The door opens and out comes my beautiful Alexa. Naked, her tits are pink and her nipples swollen. Her pussy has a wet glaze of cum coating the inner lips. The insides of her thighs have semen dripping down. Her hair is a mess. Her face is glowing and her smile stretches from one ear to the other. She pushes her chest forward, showing off her large breast.
She takes my hand, leans down, and gives me a wet, passionate kiss. Her mouth tastes like another man as she kisses me deep with her tongue.
"You have been a good husband today." She says.
She pushes me back onto the large chaise sofa. I know what she wants as I lay my head back and she crawls over my body to straddle my face.
"You want to lick your goddess's pussy clean!"
