I hadn't been home for a while, maybe 6 months and I had been going to the gym at school in that time, so I guess I was in a bit better shape than I was the last time my mom saw me. I don't know if that has anything to do with it, or if it's more closely related to my father's illness, but I swear she was looking at me differently.
It wasn't just how she was looking at me though. When she hugged me it was full body, lover type hug. her breasts were pressed against me, her hips against my hips, her hands on my back. At first I just thought she was happy to see me, but in retrospect it seems like more.
Over dinner she asked me if I was seeing anybody. I told her I wasn't. She asked if I went out with very many girls and I said No, I was dating anybody. "...well not dating," she said, "what about hooking up? Casually?"
It was a weird question coming from my mom, but I just attributed it to the wine she was drinking. I'd had a glass or two as well, so I didn't mind telling her that there was a girl I see once in a while. We're just friends but sometimes she sleeps over. Then she wanted to know her name. I was reluctant but she insisted and said she's let it drop, so I told her.
After dinner, over more wine, she said she envied my friend. She said, "she gets to see more of you than I do now."
"I'm here now aren't I?" I said.
"Yes, and I love you for coming, but I used to be the only one who got to see you naked."
This was when I started to think something was up. but it was starting to turn me on.
"You've changed so much I don't even know what you look like anymore" she said. "You're so muscular and handsome."
I didn't know what I was supposed to say, so I finished my wine and yawned and stretch. Said I was going to have a shower before going to bed.
My cock was rock hard, but I was really confused. I didn't really know if I wanted to fuck my mom, and I still couldn't be totally sure if she wanted to fuck me. I guess she probably hadn't had sex in a long time since dad got sick, but it just seemed so out of character for her to lust after anybody, especially me.
I was jerking off in the shower, and really getting into it when suddenly the bathroom door opened. I don't know if she knocked, I didn't hear it, but I was pretty into my horny little fantasy.
"Honey, I've got some fresh towels for you." she said. I turned away but our shower curtain is totally clear. She had changed into her silk robe and it didn't look like she had tied it closed either.