Alicia's point of view.
I was having a problem and didn't want to mention it, fearful of creating disharmony in our loving tryst. It was early days, hours even since things were said that couldn't be taken back but there were no firm commitments and our relationship was nebulous.
My baby Chloe, was off my breast although I still expressed some milk for her, supplementing infant formula and various flavored pastes.
I had woken first and felt in great discomfort, whining as quietly as possible. Sean rose from a deep slumber slowly, chattering incoherently until his eyes flickered, he saw me and smiled. Bizarrely, and while still half asleep, his head instinctively moved towards my breast.
When Sean's lips clamped on and he sucked my aching nipple, I felt relief. My milk flowed and with it, the pressure on one side subsided.
"Thank fuck."
My expletive woke Anna, who looked confused by the number of bodies in her bed. Once she orientated and shook off a deep sleep, she smiled, then looked at me, worried.
"Are you okay, Alicia?"
"Sorry Aunt Anna, but I was feeling so much pain until Sean began feeding."
"Jesus Christ, why didn't you say something or at least wake us up to help?"
"I should have expressed but I didn't want to deny both of you as much as you wanted. I so enjoy feeding you and Sean."
Anna pointed at my free nipple, I nodded enthusiastically and she attached on, more gently than Sean had, starting my flow just as quickly. I held her head in the palm of my hand, rubbing gently while I enjoyed the relief.
"Oh god, that feels so damn good."
They both fed intensely until my supply discomfort dissolved. I cupped their heads, enjoying feeding two in one session, and felt as though my role as a nurturer in our embryonic family was confirmed.
When they were done, Anna insisted on feeding Chloe.
"I'd like to bond with her, Alicia. You take Sean in the shower. I'll be fine."
"What do you mean 'take Sean in the shower?"
"Fuck him or at least wank him off, as I usually do. You should consider yourself as much his wife as I am. In fact, for this relationship to work, you ought to think of me in the same way."
"I know Anna, I've been thinking about that."
She cupped my chin in her hand, kneeled down, and smiled lovingly.
"Don't overthink this sweetheart. So long as we are all completely accessible to one another romantically and sexually, bonding will happen."
I could have dropped to my knees and worshiped Anna right then and there. She hadn't an ounce of envy and seemed absolutely sincere.
"Let me come with you, just in case she cries when you wake her."
I took Anna by the hand and led her toward the spare bedroom where a travel crib was set up for my daughter. Just outside Chloe's bedroom door, I stopped and took my girlfriend in my arms.
"This can work, right?"
"No Alicia. This will work. We will all make it work. In three months you and I will be Mom to four kids and with more on the way I hope."
"You really want Sean to Impregnate me, don't you?"
"Definitely. I'd like to squeeze his balls, maybe massage the prostate to help him fill you. That makes me part of your pregnancy at least in emotional terms."
I shivered and Anna noticed shooting me a curious look.
