Sandra had left us for a younger man. It was partially my own fault. Sandra was such a terminal flirt, and this aroused me. Every man to whom she batted her wandering eyes adored my wife Sandra. Sandra mentioned things to me casually at first. "You know darling, I think the UPS man is quite smitten with me" she would pause to gauge my reaction, causing jealousy, madness and yes arousal. "He seems to linger when I invite him in, I think he wants to fuck me dear. How does that make you feel?"
I couldn't lie. The truth is I was aroused beyond belief, but hurt because I knew she was doing this to toy with me. I was quite hurt, beneath the layers and layers of lusty talk and mind-blowing sex. To her it was a power game that we both got off on, at first. Then she would begin dating men. She barely tried concealing her liaisons from me. I confess at first it was an incredible turn on, but sometimes playing with fire can burn a house down. I asked her to stop and get counseling with me, to which she laughed. It was beyond me why she would do this again and again, our respect for each other flew out the window, and worse, we had a daughter witnessing all of this.
It all came to a head one evening, when I answered the phone and it was one of her men. I wanted so desperately to work things out, to talk as rational adults about our lives and our future, but Sandra only cared about scratching the ever hungry itch in her slutty pussy, an itch by the way that she barely let me scratch. She seemed to think that because I was aroused that it was ok to continue, and I tried hard many times not to be but the truth was it was enslaving me to her. This couldn't continue. I told her so. "Sandra, if you walk out of that door with him, do not bother coming back. I fucking mean it." Sandra just laughed and got ready for her evening's fuck session.
I went to my daughter's room, she was crying. Most teenaged girls would have stormed from the house and used her mother's episode and the dozens before to involve herself in drugs and destructive behavior but my sweet little baby was in tears, and I held back mine to dry hers. Holding her tight we heard her mother shout- "Don't bother waiting up!" and the slam of our door. It was one thing to bring excitement to our marriage be, quite another to betray the love of her family. This was it, the living end. If she wanted to humiliate me, fine but to hurt our daughter was just too much. I had made up my mind. The shallow excuse for our marriage was at an end long ago, I only carried on to spare sweet Melissa's feelings but now it was quite obvious where Sandra's priorities lay.
Holding Melissa was a refuge for me, being strong for her was all that mattered now. "Daddy..." she asked through sniffles. "Why do you let her do this to you, why do you let her do this to us?" Good question. "Baby, your mother loves you very much... she is just going through a tough time, she needs to feel beautiful" She looked at me, my daughters hurt pouring out of her sweet young eyes and bathing me in the cold hard truth. "But daddy... she treats you so horribly. Doesn't she love you anymore? At least she could go away and not hurt us like this. She is mean and I hate her! I hate her!"