I was lost in my fantasy.
An aunt.
A nephew.
A mother.
A son.
All together.
An orgy of forbidden sexuality.
I thought about it as I remembered the taste of my nephew's cum.
I thought of it as I showered.
I thought of it as I prepared dinner.
I thought of the "dark secret," my "dark secret," I had promised to share with my nephew.
Suddenly, everything was moving faster than I imagined possible.
I already had crossed most of my lines. I was contemplating crossing even more.
No, not contemplating.
Planning.
My mind was racing by the time he joined me in the kitchen.
I had expected some awkwardness.
There was none.
I poured him a glass of wine. I already had one.
I went over to him, handing him the glass.
I kissed him.
It definitely wasn't an "aunty" kiss.
The way he looked at me, I knew I owned him. Body and soul.
Amazing what your first blow job can do to you, even at 18!
Now, I would have to teach him that sex wasn't love, and love wasn't sex. Those lessons would be more complicated. I wanted him to enter a world of pleasure, without the hangups and confusion so common today.
But first, I had other plans.
I looked at him.
He was looking at me.
"Remember I mentioned my 'dark secret'?"
"Yes."
"Do you want to enter my secret world?"
"Yes. Yes, please ..."
"I'm bi-sexual. I have been for a long, long time. I like women every bit as much as men. Maybe more. With the exception of you, of course."
He said nothing.
"Have you ever fantasized about two women together?"
A soft, "Yes."
It was getting easier for him to admit intimate things. He was opening, slowly, but he was opening.
"And we are going to have a contest."
"A contest? What do you mean? What does that have to do with your secret?"
"A contest.
"A contest to see which one of us gets into your mom's panties first. You. Or me."
You had to see his face.
It was classic.
Shock.
Stunned surprise.
Mouth open.
But I also was looking right at his mid-section. I saw the reaction. It already was visible. It jumped. Just a little. But it moved.
"You're kidding. THAT'll never happen!" He said it so emphatically.
"No. I am NOT kidding.
"And I DO think it will happen.
"Let me get dinner ready, then, while we eat, I will tell you the story ...this IS what you want, isn't it? You do want both of us? We ARE the great loves of your life, right? You have been fantasizing about these very things, playing with our panties, looking up our skirts, but you never believed they could happen, could come true, right? But they have. They've started too, just as you imagined them. Right?"
It was whispered. But it most definitely was "yes."
I let him think about it, and I could see that he was thinking about it, sipping his wine, while I finished preparing dinner. I could see that he was thinking about it from the obvious bulge in his jeans, a new pair, since I had yet to wash the other ones.
I took my time.
I was enjoying the anticipation.
As I sat down, I began the story.
"The weekend after you helped me rearrange the cabinets over the refrigerator, you do remember that, right?"
"Oh, yeah. Yes. Yes, I do."
"Your mother and father were over here. I had a party, for a lot of our friends we all know. Your mom had been drinking. A lot. Standing in the kitchen, at one point, she came very close. She, of course, knows I'm bi-sexual. I've never made a secret of it. She looked right at me and said she'd never been with another woman, but wondered what it was like. She asked me if I really enjoyed it. I told her, in some detail, exactly WHY I enjoyed it. It wasn't the first time that she hinted an interest ... But this time I KNEW she was interested.
"You want to know what I think?
"I think your mom is a very horny lady. I don't think you dad is home enough.
"I think she is toying with both of us.