**Authors note - This is the first of at least 3 chapters. If you guys enjoy it and I get positive feedback I'll happily continue. If you like incest with a story behind it this is for you. There is a little bit of a build up but once it starts it won't stop. Thank you for your time and please enjoy**
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The year I graduated college was the craziest year in my life. Things happened that I never could have dreamed of.
It all started on Valentine's Day. When I arrived home from a date with my girlfriend I found my mother sitting on the couch. She had her head down with her hands covering her face. There was a bunch of crumbled up wet tissues on the coffee table in front of her.
"Mom, what's wrong? Did something bad happen? Why are you crying?" I asked her as I took my jacket off and sat down next to her.
She didn't answer me. I started to feel sick and my heart started pounding. I had a million thoughts running through my head. Did someone die? Was someone hurt?
"Mom, you're scaring me. Why are you crying?" I put my hand on her shoulder and shook a little bit.
"Oh, I'm sorry honey. I'm ok, I'm ok." she finally responded as she lifted her head and wiped the tears from her face."
"No you're not. I've never seen you cry like this before. Please talk to me."
"It's nothing for you to worry about." she pulled herself together and wiped the remaining tears from her face.
"Bullshit, talk to me or I'm gonna call dad."
"No, don't call your father." she snapped her head around and looked right at me.
"Why not? Is he ok?" I asked her as I was getting more worried.
"He's fine. It's just..." was all she could say.
"Please talk to me, I'm getting scared." I was starting to tremble as I said this.
"I'll tell you." she took a deep breath. "You're father and I are getting a divorce. He's leaving me. While you were out today he took a suitcase full of clothes and went to stay in a hotel."
"What?" I was on a state of shock. "I knew you guys were having problems but..." I paused as I tried to wrap my head around what I just heard. "He chose Valentine's Day to do this? How could he be so cruel."
"Everything is going to be ok hon, I promise." she patted me on the knee gave me a peck on the cheek.
As she stood up and started walking out of the living room she said "Now if you don't mind I'm gonna go to bed. We can talk more about it tomorrow morning."
I wanted to respect her wishes so I nodded back at her and said "Ok mom, goodnight, I love you."
"Love you too son." She disappeared as she made her way up the stairs.
I sat there in a state of shock. Just how bad were things, I thought. I would hear them start to argue but I always put on headphones and played some rock cause I didn't want to hear it. I contemplated calling dad and asking him what was going on, but I decide not to. I wanted to hear more from my mother first. After a few minutes I got up and went to my room.
While I was getting ready for bed I heard noise from my mothers room. It sounded like she was laughing. I was confused because just ten minutes ago she was crying her eyes out. I had to see what was going on. I went down the hallway towards her room and put my ear to her door. She was indeed talking to someone and laughing. No one else was in the house so she must have been on the phone. Was she on the phone with dad? She was just crying, why would she be talking to him and laughing right now?
I heard my mom say "Yea, I told Michael when he got home. I was crying when I told him. I feel bad for letting him see me like that." then a pause. "I wasn't crying cause I was gonna miss him. I stopped loving him a long time ago. I'm scared that now I have to tell Michael the truth. I'm scared he'll turn his back on me and I'll lose baby boy. I love him more than any mother could love her son." another long moment of silence. "You're right baby, no more tears. I'm gonna stay positive and hope for the best. I knew this was gonna happen sooner or later." another pause as the person on the other end of the phone must have been talking. "I think you're right. I'll tell Michael everything in the morning. We've always been very close. I just pray it'll stay that way, I couldn't stand to lose him."
I was in a state of shock again. I stepped away from the door and stared at the wall. Is she cheating on dad? I felt sick to my stomach. After taking a few deep breaths to compose myself, I put my ear back against the door.
"I love you too, and you're right, once the dust settles things will be wonderful."
I had heard enough and quietly walked back to my room. As I sat down on the edge of the bed, my mind was racing and my hands shaking. I thought to myself, how could she cheat on dad. She was my mom and the most important person in the world to me. The thought of her in the arms of some other man was hard to process. I didn't know what I was gonna do from here.
The next morning I woke up to the sound of my mother knocking on my door. She tried to open it, but I had left it locked.
She knocked again and said "Michael? Why's you're door locked, are you ok?
Shaking the cob webs from my head I told her "I'm fine ma, I'm just getting changed. Give me a minute."
"Oh, I'm sorry. Take your time. I'm making French toast for breakfast. It should be done in ten minutes."