It was a tough time for me, and my daughter. We both suffered a great loss, my wife and her mother to a terrible car accident, nearly 3 months ago. I was now faced with the reality that my only child, my beautiful little girl, was growing up and in 30 short days, would be moving off to attend college. This of course would mean, I am alone in this home I built for the 2 most important women in my life. It was going to be tough, there is no doubt about it.
I, of course played the tough guy and hid my emotions from my daughter. I know she was still hurting over the loss of her mother, so I needed to be the strong one, for the both of us. I would hear her in her bedroom crying from time to time and could never find the words she needed to hear, at that moment. It was not for a lack of trying, it was just my inability to find them. I would give my right arm, to let her feel free of this pain.
It was Friday and this was a very hard day for her, and she spent a great deal of her day, sobbing in her bedroom. I felt terrible but knew there was nothing I could say. She was very close with her mother, so I let her work it out on her own terms.
I decided that I would treat her to a very nice home cooked meal of her favorite dish, lasagna. I spent 3-4 hours making this the best lasagna she has ever had, making the sauce from scratch of course. I have made this for her before and she loved it, so I hoped she would at least be able to take her mind off of it long enough, to enjoy it.
I knocked on her bedroom door and told her that dinner was ready, when she was. She nodded, wiped her eyes and walked out with me, to the dining room. I asked her if she wanted to have a glass of wine with her meal, and she nodded but kept quiet. I did not force the issue and just let her enjoy her dinner, as did I. It was probably 15 minutes into dinner when she said, Dad this is excellent, thank you for making it. I smiled and thanked her for the kind words and told her I was glad she enjoyed it. There was a few more minutes of silence, when she asked if we could watch movies and binge on popcorn. We both laughed and I said, of course we can baby girl.
I cleaned up from dinner while she sat on the couch. I popped 2 bags of popcorn, grabbed the bottle of wine and joined her on the couch. She asked what I would like to watch, and I simply told her to make the decision her own. She smiled and chose a comedy, which I thought was an excellent idea. It should help her get in better spirits. I poured each of us another glass of wine and turned off the living room lights.
It was about 45 minutes into the movie, and another glass of wine each, when she said that she had a stomach ache. I could see why, she ate quite a bit of popcorn, after a pretty large dinner. I grabbed a throw pillow on the couch, put it in my lap and she rested her head in my lap. I placed my hand on her stomach and began softly rubbing it, like her mother used to do when she had a tummy ache. I couldn't ignore the fact of how much she looked like her mother.
It was not long before I looked down and noticed she was asleep, and I had just finished my 3rd glass of wine. I stopped rubbing her stomach and was in the process of pulling the bottom of her shirt back down over her belly, when I got a good glimpse of her shorts. There was a clear outline of her pussy lips and I was enamored by their fullness. I instantly remembered her mother being very full herself and felt a tingle in my pants. I adjusted myself as best I could, not wanting to wake her. I looked at her to make sure that she was not disturbed by my quick adjustment and went back to the movie. However, this would prove to be meaningless, as I could not shake that vision out of my head. I took another glance and immediately shifted my eyes, to her chest. I realized she was not wearing a bra and curiosity quickly set in. She was not as top heavy as her mother but had developed into a very respectful amount. I took a deep breath and when I got my nerve, pulled the shirt up to try and get a look at her breasts.