Introduction:
If a year ago, you had asked me if I would ever have sex with my sister, I would have confidently said no. This is for a few reasons, of varying magnitudes. Firstly, I didn't think that I liked my sister. If I could have rerolled the dice to try and get a new sibling, I would have certainly done it. Secondly, I knew that incest was wrong and frowned upon in society. If the two of us were to get caught, nobody in our city would be able see past it. The final reason, and perhaps the most colossal, is that she was hardly 18 years old, and I was 21.
You may wonder why I even noticed my sister's sexual presence. I guess I would wonder that too, if I'd never seen her. The girls my age had fuller breasts, longer legs, and could put makeup on more attractively, but they did not interest me. It was instead my younger sister, Amanda, who would raise my dick and catch my eye. She was about 5 and a half feet tall, and probably no more than a hundred and twenty pounds. Her blond hair fell captivatingly to the middle of her back, and her big blue eyes glowed as they held you in their line. My stomach would churn each time I made eye contact with her. I simply can't emphasize that enough, her eyes rested like diamonds, waiting to be glared into by a daring prince. There was never any doubt in my mind that she would grow up to be the finest woman of the generation.
As your eyes descended her figure, they would come across her chest. Naturally, there wasn't anything ridiculous to get caught up on, but she definitely was still at the head of the pack considering her age. Her smooth, tan skin, shone like melted gold that reflected light in the most seductive manner, and this more than made up for her smaller breasts.
This is the part that I wish I could more adequately describe. Her ass and legs were without a doubt the sexiest formation of human flesh that I'd ever seen. They haunted me. Each time she walked by, I fought a losing battle, failing the test of keeping my boner down. She ruined porn for me, when she sat next to me on the couch in her short shorts, I almost didn't care how obvious it was that I was looking at her lap. Her muscular, toned and golden legs, could have wrapped around my neck and snapped it, and I'd have let them. They were hairless, and curved in every place they should have been. Her thighs were strong, and rounded in the front. Once or twice I would brush my hand against them, then dismiss myself to go and relieve the tension that was brewing in my balls. Her calves curved in like they should on a well kept woman's body, but hers made my heart hurt. And then there was her ass. Were I to ever find a genie, I'd have used all 3 of my wishes just to get to squeeze her perfect butt. It bounced when she ran, and stuck out more than any other part of her body. I swear that I dreamed 7 days a week about how someday her husband would get to cum on it whenever he pleased. Nothing pissed me off more, even though I still claimed that I didn't like her.
Why was it that I didn't like her anyway? Well, it was because I thought she was underdeveloped internally. I imagined that her body was devoting all of its resources to making her as close to perfect as possible on the exterior, that it forgot to allocate anything to the endeavors within. She complained and whined a lot. She cried too often, and she started arguments just for the hell of it. It seemed like she enjoyed making me angry.
Despite all of this, I still acknowledged that she was the sexiest person I knew. I swore to myself that given the opportunity, I would not have sex with her. It both gave me comfort, and discouraged me that I would never have to turn her down. I knew that it was impossible that she would ever even think about me in a way similarly to the way that I thought about her.
I know it's hard to envision my feelings for her. They were bizarre, I'm aware of that. In summary though, I thought of her as a sexual queen, who commanded my penis to rise and fall at the slightest whim. She pissed me off though, and in response to this, I told myself that I didn't like her. Was my opinion of her body more valuable than my opinion of her as a person though? 8 months ago, I found out.
Part One: Sexual Frustration
I'd been on my summer vacation for a little over a week at this point. I had finished my junior year in college, and was as far from ready as possible to begin my senior year. Luckily for me however, I had the entire summer ahead of me. I planned on sleeping as much as possible, masturbating a lot, and eating whenever I could. On this particular day, I had just woken up at around noon. I was wearing my sweatpants, and a tee-shirt, while sitting in the living room eating a bowl of cereal. Both of my parents had left already for their respective destinations. My father was downtown at work, and my mother had gone the night before to visit her sister in California. I had found a note on top of the kitchen counter stating that I was in charge of my sister while the two were gone. Like the responsible babysitter that I was, I did not bother looking around the house to see where my sister was. I figured it was more likely that she was fine, than not fine, and frankly I didn't care.
The television was on loud, but quiet enough that I could hear the back door slide open and closed pretty quickly.
"Amanda? Is that you?"
"Yep." I heard footsteps, and a few moments later, saw her walk through the doorway of the living room.
"Where were you?" I asked.
"I was just going for a walk, why?"
"Eh, just curious." She stood for a second, and then turned around to leave the room. As she walked in the opposite direction, I got a chance to look and see what she was wearing today. I wasn't disappointed. She was wearing a very loose off-the-shoulder shirt, to show off her tanned upper body, and she was wearing cargo shorts that ended just above the middle of her thigh. She was also wearing purple striped socks that showed off the shape of her adorable feet. It dawned on me that I could have looked over to see her wearing just about anything, and it would have been very unlikely that I would have been disappointed.
Most of the conversations that I had with my sister were this short. They often were very technical, and with a direct purpose. We never conversed for the hell of it.
I continued to watch television for a few more minutes, before I decided that I would go get something to drink from the kitchen. I walked in, and saw my sister at the table reading something. As I walked by, she looked up at me and gave a slight smile. I nodded and proceeded to the fridge. I poured myself a glass of cranberry juice, then went to sit down at the table with my sister. We were quiet for a minute, but as soon as I leaned in to take a sip of my drink, she looked up at me and asked,
"Nathan, do you have a girlfriend?" I was taken a bit by surprise, but responded rather quickly.
"No, why do you ask?"
"You should have one." I wondered how to interpret that, if it was a compliment, or more likely if it was to make fun of me.